killjoys95's blog

I tweet Gerard like everyday and still haven't got a reply... yeah kinda pathetic but anyways my Twitter is kv_killjoys ill follow you back! :)

Anyone here from new york???

So last night I had a dream that I met Gerard and mikey and I was really happy and asked them for a picture and got a lot of pictures of Gerard in my phone, they were really nice....I haven't had a dream about them in a while and ironically it happened last night. The strangest part is I woke up as depressed as I was that night I found out, without even realizing it...I even cried, today was very depressing, ...right now im stressed to the max...I need mcr

Ever since the breakup i feel more alone than ever. My one friend who supposedly loves mcr acts like they dont even exist anymore and its making me really mad. She forgets everything that i tell her about mcr or just doesn't care. What kinda fan is that???. I thought we were bestfriends but mcr was the only thing we really had in common. And even before the breakup, I was always the one to mention mcr. There aren't that many mcr fans around here which is why I only mentioned it to her, but now I feel like there is nobody to talk to about them.... mcrmy please move to nyc!