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The amazing song by my chemical romance, from their new album 'Conventional Weapons' (which I forgot to mention in the video - sorry).

This took me absolutely ages to make! Definitely the hardest one to make - I started it then got really stuck, then realized I didn't like it at all and that it wouldn't go anywhere so I scrapped the whole thing and started again - so sorry it's late, but I really hope it's worth the wait and that you guys all like it!! :D

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(p.s)
'Play them loud and without judgment' - Frank Iero

~Pristine xxo

A few months back (last year in 2012), I had my first ever relationship.
And well done me for picking a complete dickhead to go out with right?
I suppose if you've seen my blogs on here/tumblr or watched my vlogs on youtube then you'll know I'm not a spiteful or in the least bit hateful person.

I treat everyone equally and how I would like to be treated but now my ex will not just stfu and leave me alone.

I'll give you a quick back-story;
So we went out and he treated me like absolute shit.
Sure in general he was a pretty decent guy and obviously he was good in some respect for me to get together with him in the first place.
But then he would just show his true colours and be a total bastard towards me. I would get beyond upset at some of the stuff he said and did, yet at the same time I didn't want to lose him because (like I said) I've never gone out with anyone before, and being a 15 year old girl that kinda made me feel a little insecure.

Finally finished!!
PLEASE read the description in the description box on the featured page!

Let me know what you think
~Pristine xxo

Just wanna share! xD
Thank you guys!! (Check out my other blog!) <3

~Pristine xxo

Man I remember 2012 like it was yesterday..

hehe ;)
2013 is gonna be so great and I wish you all the best for this year! :D
The fireworks in London were so great this year! We saw them on TV and they looked awesome!

So happy new year to all you killjoys! <3
And also especially to My chemical romance ^_^ Thanks guys for being such an inspiration! <3

Lots and lots of love,
~Pristine xxo

Have you decided yours yet? :)

Last year I (was an idiot in general...not that much has changed lol) had a long list of 21 resolutions...guess I didn't really get the concept.

However, this year I propose to rightfully have only one;

To be more confident.

It goes into a lot more detail than that but that's all you need to know.
Choose something realistic and something that has importance. Will it make a good difference in your life?
How will it impact you?

Personally, I've learned to try and hook onto any opportunities that the Universe provides me and yet I still feel as-though I don't do enough/just miss out, due to not being confident.
Don't get me wrong - I used to be so incredibly shy!!
I'm definitely much more confident but I'm just fed up of being afraid to raise my voice.
Afraid to speak to people if they're not my friends/family.
I don't want to be loud. Just stronger. Happier.

Hey, maybe I do owe it to myself...

~Pristine xxo

I can feel the anxiousness of every My Chem fan waiting...
...waiting for them to announce the tour dates o.O

lol well does anyone wanna take a dive and guess the dates? :P

My birthday is 17th February 1997 (idk why you need the year) and I'm praying I'll get tickets to go see MCR! (Which is strange cause I'm not religious... I'm spiritual - I meditate hehe)
I've been a fan of them for years but I've never ever seen them live!
Not even close (evidently it doesn't count if there's a computer screen in the way)

The thing is...it's really expensive.
My dad has been trying to get a job as a teacher for over a year but has been working at a factory ever since we moved to England and it's only on weekends. My mum now does fostering but we're only on the first year so we don't get paid much.

I swear I'm not complaining! xD
We're fine;
We're happy, together - have a roof under our heads and food.
We're more than fortunate.

Hoping Christmas isn't just 'old news' all of a sudden, cause apparently a lot of my friends think so.
I however am still in the jolly spirit of things ^_^

So what did you all get?
I got a camera which I'm incredibly pleased and grateful for!!
J'adore le camera <3
(Don't know how to speak French at all btw - I'm Albanian) hehe ;)

When I went online though (on Xmas) I found out everyone else got band merch and MCR related things. WOW! Didn't realize they sold so much stuff xD
One of my sisters got me the MCR calender which I LOVE! Couldn't believe it (I got her the Star Wars one for her birthday which was in November)
Thing is though;
1) not allowed to buy stuff off the internet and
2) it's expensive

I'm not at all in any-way-shape-or-pumpkin-soup-form complaining!!!

For me, one of the most amazing feelings in the world is being surrounded by lights. I know that's kinda weird and I don't really understand why it's so.
All I know is that when there are lights I'm beyond happy.

If you've felt true, real happiness that gives you that amazing, unreplaceable feeling inside then you'll know what I mean.

What do I mean by lights?
I would've thought it's self-explanatory but if you've never experienced it then I guess not.
Just any kind of light; be it breathtaking natural sunlight to beautiful, mechanical stage lights ect.

I want to be in a band because it's my true passion and I love singing with all my heart. But second to that is because of the stage lights. To me they are the most magical things in the world! I'm realizing how fucking crazy I sound right now but it's the truth :)

PLEASE click on the picture and it explains :)
I actually made this for twitter but thought I'd share it here
~ Pristine xxo