Earlier I told you guys that I'd be logging off for a while, Obviously that never happened. I also said I was failing 4 classes and my mom was threatening to take everything away from me (including my music), but now I just checked my grades, I'm only failing 2 now! Yes! So I only have to work om getting my Global grade up and my English grade up. I can not beleive I'm passing Biology and Math, for sure those were the ones I thought I'd never get up, but there in there 70's so it's all good. Now I got to get my 50''s up. Wish me luck.
Me: -Scrolling through a page randomly, but an mcr photo of some sort catches my eye- WHAT WAS THAT! -Scrolls quickly back up to it-
The title says it all.
Today is my brother's birthday! He's 17, I hope he likes the gift I get him! YAYAYAY!
If I ever get a boyfriend, I don't want him to want me for my body. I don't want him to cuddle, hold me, and kiss me all the time. I just want him to like me for who I am. I mean I'd hug him, and stuff, but not all the time. I wouldn't want to see him everyday. I'm not much of a social person, neither do I like being touched. So that's just how I'd like my boyfriend. And he has to like Mcr XD
If I ever get a boyfriend, I don't want him to want me for my body. I don't want him to cuddle, hold me, and kiss me all the time. I just want him to like me for who I am. I mean I'd hug him, and stuff, but not all the time. I wouldn't want to see him everyday. I'm not much of a social person, neither do I liked being touch. So that's just how I'd like my boyfriend. And he has to like Mcr XD
So on thursday my brother is turning 17. I didn't know what to get him, so I'm drawing him something. I'm proud of it I guess, and I did draw above the influence sign. My brother wants a tattoo of above the influence, I'm proud of him for saying that. I never really told my brother, but I look up to him a lot, and even though we fight I love him. I hope our relationship is like Mikey and Gerard's. I started a band and my brother is in it, we both sing. so yeah....Hey do you guys like the drawing, like would you accept it if you were 17 and a guy? Idk if he'd likw it...
Things I want to do in my life time:
1.) Take a shower, fully clothed.
That's all I can think of right now.....
It's 4 in the morning. Should I stay awake till the sun rises, or just fall under the moon light? My eyes are heavy, but I want to stay awake. but I also want to sleep.
So I talk with my best guy friend until 2 am.
Then we chatted. he's had a crush on me since a school year ago. I moved away, but he still likes me. He says whenever he's said he thinks of the time he tutored me. I mean I might have feelings for him, Idk, were going to try and hang out soon.
Oh and the pics are of me. IM JUST BORED AND TIRED OKAY.
So Gerard, my friend and I are planning to meet you in 3 years. We've figured when we turn 18 were gonna get airplane tickets to L.A. and hunt you down. Yeah were fan girls on a journey. but we'd have to wait when you guys are off tour with your families. SO be prepared if you see 2 girls outside your home in 3 years. BWAHAHA. Man I sound scary. Im not really like that, but we are going to do this.