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It's Funny.

It's funny how, I know nothing about guitar, yet I am so attracted to it. I mean I play some songs, only on one string though, all by ear. But I know no notes, no chords, no nothing, and yet I am so fondly in love with the guitar. Is this supposed to mean something? I mean I have a fear that I wll never grasp the technique of guitar. Stupidly enough I think the age 14 is to old to learn an instrument. I know that isn't true, but that's whats holding me back. Does show I will never learn?

Chapter 1: (Story completely irrelevant to mcr)

(Well here's a star, tell me what you think.)

Dreams are supposed to be good right?
Then life is a dream, for some...
Others more of a living nightmare.

I can never wake up from it can I?

No.

Can I escape?

No.

Can I live?

....no....

I sighed. My inner thoughts get the best of me. Everytime.
I'm only 14, just starting highschool. Not looking foward to it at all.

I walked down the horrible hallway and felt lost. There were girls giggeling, guys talking. I of coarse am the loner. The "Fag" they call me.
I can already tell its a bad start.

First class, biology.

I took my seat in the back.

IDK

Okay to explain all the photos. The top two was the stuff that reminded me of Gerard. So i thought I'd share that with you guys. I went to barnes and nobles with my mom. Got starbucks coffee (carmel brulee latte!) and then I drew instead of doing my homework....and got skittles when I saw a sweeney todd musical. Gee's fav candy. that's right I know that :P

Question!

If I were to post a story, that had nothing to do with My Chem, would you guys read it? And if it did have to do with it?

Scared. shitless.

Right now I'm in my home, alone. Okay so I'm stiting at my desk where there happens to be a long window to my left. and I notice movement outside and then I see this person. (Just saying my house has property on it that's open to the public) So he's striding alone up the drive and looks around. I'm like struck in fear. He notice's that theres no car in my drive way and he starts to walk up to my door. He's wearing shorts, a jacket, and a bright orange hat, I'd say he's in his 30s? So now that he got out of sight, after getting on my porch. I freak. I go upstairs and look through some blinds.

Check it out.

Check out my friends folder ---->
This is just, just awesome!

<3333333333

I can not tell you how happy I am right now. Okay so my friend has the first mcr album, so she brought it to band practice (which may I say that our new guitarist is REALLY good). I put the cd in my lap top, ripped it there. THEN wait for it.......PUT IT ON MY PHONE! omg I have a new sound track to listen to on my ride to school. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

Wooh!

Even my facebook is covered in Gerard. <3

MCR 30 day challenge (accepted)

DAY 1: Favorite Mcr member?

Well....Gerard. Because he's a big inspiration on my life. He's an artist, like me. He's showed no matter how messed up life can get you can make it through. <3

MCR 30 day challenge (accepted)

DAY 1: Favorite Mcr member?

Well....Gerard. Because he's a big inspiration on my life. He's an artist, like me. He's showed no matter how messed up life can get you can make it through. <3

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