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Well Life Goes On!

Its been almost a week since Ive been in the shelter, its not as bad as I thought it would be, but I miss my kids terribly. Im adjusting to 6am wake ups and eating when they say and not when u feel like it. But Ive got to say I eat more here than I ever did at hime, I guess thats a plus. IDK I just want to get an apt ASAP. Anyways hope you all have a great weekend if I cant get on the internet. Keep it ugly people and remember the aftermath is secondary.

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YOU think YOUR LIFE SUCKS???

I went from being married, 4 kids and a beautiful home to all my kids gone and divorced and homeless. The only thing that keeps me going is MCR there music keeps me from doing something stupid. Im fighting, fighting to get a new home, fighting to get my kids back. So just think of this post when u say ur life sucks, remember there are always worse situations out there, even now, I count what blessings I have. Love u guys...

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This is sooo me

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A word of advice

Ok so here goes DO NOT watch The Suicide Room if ur already depressed. BIG mistake. Now im all depressed and crying and wanting to take a bottle of sleeping pills....i wont....I dont think anyways...on top of that i want to SI. Cant do that either. none of my friends get me and my bf has his own family drama so I cant bother him. my fav line from my song "If I bleed, I'll bleed knowing u dont care". Im outties. Kindle love u girl xoxoxo

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Killjoys Chapter 6

This took me awhile to write let me know what u guys think.

Chapter 6
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I wrote this for my son

My Baby Boy
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Baby boy your so special to me
You bring me happiness, can't you see?
Your raps make me want to cry
Your in my heart and always be
We have a bond no other can bring
All the joy and happiness and things
Your words are so kind and true
Around you I can never be blue.
You put a smile on my face
My heart is yours and no one could replace
Our friendship grows every day
Even when others say
"He's too young for you to know"
But I will always show
You just how special you are to me
My baby boy how can you be
So sweet, gentle and kind.
Your on my mind all the time
So when your feeling down or blue
Just know for now my feelings are true.

©killjoy710

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OK so my bday came and went

and it basically sucked, started bad and ended bad. I cant take the stress anymore. The only thing that can make me smile is my new tat. Everyone loves it. And those who dont? F em!!! lmao I always do what I want to do. ;-) I also made this video let me know what u think.

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Its my bday!!!

And Im getting another tat. I deserve it!! Will post pics when its done!!! <3 i actually posted this nov.1st 1am est. lol

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Happy Birthday Frankie!!

Hope u have a great day. BTW for fellow killjoys my bday is tomorrow. ;-)

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I finally got it

I finally got my tat. Love it and it only cost $60 cant beat the price and she did a gret job even got the lettering right. :-)