She's a friend of mine and used to be all the time, just concerned cause we lost touch. lmk ...thanks.
I am REALLY getting tired of people saying that MR is getting back together. It's NOT happening and if by some weird chance I am wrong I apologize ahead of time. Believe me I WOULD LOVE for them to get back togeher but I just can't see it happening. Let's just keep our mouths quiet and our prayers loud!!! :) Love ya Killjoys
ok so i finally have an apt. , I have a great boyfriend who totally (emotionally) supports me and im looking for a job and re-enrolling in college. U would think im happy but NOPE!!! Ive been through hell and back to get where i am and im proud of myself but i miss my daughter so very much. I cant have legal custody of her until i have a job and i have been everywhere, submitting application, going on interviews and NOTHING!!! Even accomplishing everything I have in 6 months I feel like a failure. OK Rant over. Keep it ugly guys!!!
Im so depressed right now. Im missing my daughters graduation. Someone was supposed to give me a ride and now they are not answering there phone and basically just blowing me off. I have no money to take a bus or cab and its 5 towns away so walking is not an option. THIS SUCKS!!! I'm crying hysterically right now! I just want to see my baby girl graduate!!! Why does my life suck so bad????
THREE WAYS I AM STILL A KID
1. I watch SpongeBob
2. I have my old barabie dolls
3. I have High School Musical DVD's
THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD
1. I take serious the choices I make
2. I Live for my kids
3. I am ready for a real relationship!
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO
1. Play piano
2. See a MCR concert (hopefully)
3. Travel to Italy
THREE WAYS THAT I’M A STEREOTYPICAL “BOY”
1. I don’t like dresses
2. I fight like a guy
3. Im more of a tomboy now than when I was a kid
THREE WAYS THAT I’M A STEREOTYPICAL “GIRL”
1. I wear bracelets and earings now
2. I wear makeup ONLY when going outside
I hope this card says it all. Your the best daughter anyone could ask for . I wish a VERY happy birthday and many many more. I love you, today, tomorrow and forever.
Its been almost a week since Ive been in the shelter, its not as bad as I thought it would be, but I miss my kids terribly. Im adjusting to 6am wake ups and eating when they say and not when u feel like it. But Ive got to say I eat more here than I ever did at hime, I guess thats a plus. IDK I just want to get an apt ASAP. Anyways hope you all have a great weekend if I cant get on the internet. Keep it ugly people and remember the aftermath is secondary.
I went from being married, 4 kids and a beautiful home to all my kids gone and divorced and homeless. The only thing that keeps me going is MCR there music keeps me from doing something stupid. Im fighting, fighting to get a new home, fighting to get my kids back. So just think of this post when u say ur life sucks, remember there are always worse situations out there, even now, I count what blessings I have. Love u guys...
Ok so here goes DO NOT watch The Suicide Room if ur already depressed. BIG mistake. Now im all depressed and crying and wanting to take a bottle of sleeping pills....i wont....I dont think anyways...on top of that i want to SI. Cant do that either. none of my friends get me and my bf has his own family drama so I cant bother him. my fav line from my song "If I bleed, I'll bleed knowing u dont care". Im outties. Kindle love u girl xoxoxo