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Um... So... Someone Want To Explain? x.o'

Okay so... Me being the crazy obssessed MCR fan that I am (:P) friend requested Gerard, Frank, and the MCR account that you find in the News section. So I had just friend requested LivingZombie I think the name is (Christopher) and so I looked at the awaiting friend approval section to see if it went through (I don't think it did -.-) But anyways I looked and I saw something weird... Next to Frank Gerard and MCR's name there were messages next to it that weren't there before O.o They said:

MESSAGE ACTIONS

Gerard- Are you aware that age-old scarily addictive Helena game is still trapped in

It's Sad That I'm Not Looking Forward To Christmas):

I miss him so much you guys! Christmas just won't be the same without him); I don't mean to sound self helpful or whatever but it would be nice if someone would be there? Things just don't feel like Christmas around here without my best friend]': There's no sun for my ray gun to be squared away at anymore. Only simple darkness and rain that wash out the light of my toxic rays

It Just Doesn't Feel Like Christmas);

It just doesn't feel like Christmas buddy,
Because you're not around.
Your name is what gets to me the most,
Hearing the same old sound.
Almost 8 months
Soon to be a year
Things just aren't right
And that's because you're not here.
Everyone's forgotten
Everyone's moved on.
Everyone seems to have accepted the fact that you're gone.
But no, not me.
I'm still here.
Just waiting for the day.
When I'll see you're smile as you draw near.
But that day won't come.
No it never will.
So I'll sit here and wait;
Silent and still.
You left me Andrew!
Why'd you go?
So many words left unspoken,
So many

The Butterfly Project<3'

The Butterfly Project♥'
Six Names Written Down, So Many More I Can Write.
"The World Is Ugly, But You're Beautiful To Me♥'"
http://www.facebook.com/events/184536288303883/?ref=ts join and show your support!(: <3
The first one is my new profile picture on Facebook. The reason is because I am now a member of the Butterfly Project. I personally think it's an absolutely amazing idea. Basically, you draw a butterfly on your wrist if you've been bullied or if you cut or used to cut. Or, if you know someone who's bullied or who cuts.

Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn.......

Damn damn damn damn damn DAMN! I have no freaking power in my house!! I live in the Highland Park area and on the news it says we were hit some-what the hardest. I don't really know if we were hit THAT bad but still... it sucks.
I mean, for crying out loud, I WAS RUNNING INTO FREAKING WALLS!!! That's when you know it's bad >.> I've been without power which means no internet which means no My Chemical Romance.

Seriously.... Again?!

Okay so I heard there was another rumor that MCR is going to split, and I'm just finding out? Seriously, this is the whole 'GW is dead!' thing all over again >.> so can someone please send me a link to the blog post because I seriously want to see what's getting everyone so worked up. I swear, I always come right after the source of the problem dissapears from Zone 6.... So yeah can you guys please send me a link to the blog if you can? I want to see for myself how convincing this blog really is.. >.> so yeah, can you guys please help me out? Please and thank you(:
~ Toxic Ray-Gun(:

Happy Thanksgiving<3

This thanksgiving I have soooo much to be thankful for(: For starters, I am so incredibly thankful for my close friends Abigail, Isacc, Reggie, and Nadia(: I love them so much(: they're absolutely amazing, and have all helped through some incredibly hard times. Like I said, I love them so much<3
Second, I'm thankful for my Killjoy Helen. Oh gosh, how do I even describe her? She's so incredibly amazing. She difinately makes everythin better, and there's no way that I couldn't be thankful for her!(:
Third I'm thankful for my two guitars Gerard and Frankie.

The Only Hope For Me Is You <3

The only hope for me is him<3 if only he knew how I felt! I would give anything to be ableti call him mine. He's been there for me through so much already. All I want from his is the slightest of a hug; the gentlest of wbtouch. All I want for him is to love me back. All I want for him is to see just how much he means to me. All I want is to know he's mine. He's perfection in itself! Oh my Killjoys, if only he knew!):

The Only Hope For Me Is You <3

The only hope for me is him<3 if only he knew how I felt! I would give anything to be ableti call him mine. He's been there for me through so much already. All I want from his is the slightest of a hug; the gentlest of wbtouch. All I want for him is to love me back. All I want for him is to see just how much he means to me. All I want is to know he's mine. He's perfection in itself! Oh my Killjoys, if only he knew!):

Summertime<3

I'm so in love with him it hurts! He's practically my best friend. He likes MCR to by the way(: he's so amazing it makes it all so breath taking. Every time I see him I see someone new; always better than the day prior. He listens to me and helps. He cares about me a lot; I know that. But not the way I like him. He knows I like him, but he has no idea how MUCH I love him. He'd probably find it stupid but it's true. He means everything to me! But does he like me back? All I want is for him to understand my feelings for him. I don't want anything more.

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