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"Life with MCR' Part 40!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Holy Crap guys! Look where we are! Part 40!! XD
I'm so damn happy, and I wanna cry cuz I know I wouldn't have made it this far without you, the insperation I get from life, and for the men we all know and love with all our hearts!
So, here I shall Thank you, from the bottom of my little bloody heart, for everything.
~<3 B.P.I


I blinked my eyes open, looking at Bandit, who stood standing in her pretty pale green pajamas, her hazel eyes looking at me from behind messy black bangs.

The bear Lyn-z had gotten her earlier was tucked under her arm, the dark brown fur matted and flattened.

"Hmm? What sweetie?" I sat up, rubbing my eyes. She held her arms up, and I immediatly bent down and scooped her up, putting her on the bed beside me.

"I had a bad dream." She said, looking down. "I didn't wanna wake Mommy up, so I came over here."

I smiled, kissing her head.

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"Life with MCR' Part 39!!

We fell silent, watching our classmates bustling this way and that, our shoulders touching lightly.

I let my head fall side ways, so it was resting slightly against his. I felt him curl his hand with mine, and he put his head aganist mine.

We do this now, any chance we get. It's...comforting, I guess you could say. I looked over at him, and I saw him blushing.

"What's with the blush?" I teased, leaning over and nudging him with my nose. He went a shade darker.

"You know well enough..."

I giggled and was about to say something when the bell rang shrilly. We jumped, and he slowly moved let go, standing up. He held his hand out, and smiled.

"Come on, you tease. We gotta go." I grinned, taking his hand and letting him pull me to my feet. I swung my bag over my shoulder, and keeping my hand around his, we jumped off the stage, heading for the door. He let his hand fall from mine, putting them in his pockets.

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...Life of a Freshman in a new school.

So, school started about 2 weeks ago, and so far...I hate it.
Reason 1.
I started at a new school, and know almost no one.
Reason 2.
The one girl I do know, Margret, who had been my friend since 5th grade back at our old school, hasn't talked to me at all. And we have, like, 4 classes together! I've said hi to her and everything!
Reason 3.
I'll admit, I'm weird and to be honest with you(as I always am) I usually don't care. But when some upperclassmen threatens to push you off the balcony where you've decided to spend you lunch period, it starts leaving marks.
Now, My life.
Reason 4.
You guys don't know, but my mom and dad are getting a divorce right now, and even though my dad says all this crap about caring about me and stuff, I can't help but feel sad about it. So, sadly, I'm on my way to being depressed...again.
Reason 5.

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"Life with MCR' Part 38!!

I stopped, and groaned. Link and the others skid to a halt, watching me. I sighed, motioning to them.

"Go ahead. I'll be there in a bit."

"Are you sure, B?" Link sounded uncertain. "We can wait a few minutes. It probably won't take long."

"No, no." I smiled. "I'll be right down. It's okay." I reached over and poked him in the forhead. "Besides, I doubt anyone's stupid enough to try and jump me, anyways. They'll get their asses kicked."

He still looked uncertain as he turned to leave, but not before sneaking a kiss on my head.

"Hurry. Don't do anything stupid. I don't like this."

Frank glared, but just went down the stairs, tugging a giggling Nat along with him.

I nodded.

"It'll be fine."

I smiled as he waved, jogging down the stairs after the others.

I turned back and walked up to Mrs. Daugtherly's desk.

The 76 year old teacher was shuffling her papers before looking up and giving me with a forced smile.

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Am I pretty...?

I've never felt like I was. I always thought I was average.
Brown eyes and hair.
But now, when I look in the mirror, I see other things.
I can see the different colors in my hair, the reds, the different shades of brown. Sometimes in the sunlight, I can even see a little blonde.
And my mom always said I had my dads eyes. Chocolate brown, she said.

I just wish other people would see that. That they would see past my attitude and my glasses, that theyed forget about things I used to do.

Am I pretty to you? Or am I just imagening it?
Am I...?

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"Life with MCR' Part 37!!


"Becki! Bob's here!!" I was already brushing my teeth when Lyn-z's voice came from downstairs. I gargled, spitting the water out before calling down.

"Okay! I'll be right down!!"

I went and pulled on a black muscle shirt, a 'Thank You for the Venom' shirt over it, and my favorite jeans and converse, before grabbing my bag and running down.

Lyn-z was in the kitchen, drinking coffee, wearing one of Gee's shirts and sweats.

"Bye Lyn-z! I'll be home later!"

She didn't even look up, she just waved.

"Whatever you say."

I frowned, but took off outside, jumping in the back of the truck before we sped off.

"Morning Beck." Bob said, smiling. Frank waved, not looking up from a black notebook in his hands, a mechanical pencil flying across the pages.

"Morning." I looked at Frank and tilted my head.

"What's that? Writing down names in a Death Note?"

He laughed, looking at me and grinning.

"Any requests?"

I grinned back.

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"Life with MCR' Part 36!!

I took a slowy step forward, dragging my bad leg. I let out a sigh of relief as only light stings came from my leg.

I heard Link laugh as I got closer.

"You look like a zombie, Beck." I grinned at him, sticking my tounge out. I put my arms out in front of me and growled.

"Shut up or I'll eat your brains!"

I brought my bad leg forward and yelped as it gave out again.

"Whoa!" Suddenly, Link was there, holding me up by the arms, his eyes wide in surprise.

"Are you always this accident prone, B?"

I shook my head, rightening myself.

"No. I'm usually as graceful as a panther." I blushed. "Or something like that."

Link smiled, looking at me for a quiet second before going back to the tree.

"That branch is strong enough for us to sleep on, but I don't think I can carry you and climb at the same time."

He pointed up to one of the lower branches, only about 10 feet from the ground.

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"Life with MCR' Part 35!!

I looked at him, watching as the wind played with his hair and the dying sunlight turned his skin amber. I smiled a little, putting my head in his neck and inhaling a little. He still smelt like earth, warm and solid.

He stops walking a little while later, and I looked up seeing a fork in the pathes.

"What do you think, B?" He looked at me. "Which way?"
I took a deep breath, smelling salt from the right way, and sage and oak from the left.

"That way." I pointed to the right. "I can smell salt. The oceans that way." I readjusted myself in his arms, before saying. "If we can get close enough, maybe we can find someone.'

"Okay. Ocean it is." Link nodded, but he stopped a moment, swinging me around in his arms easily, laughing a little.

I laughed, clutching to him as though he'd drop me. Which I highy doubted he'd do.

"Link! You dork! You're gonna drop me! Stop!"

He laughed, stopping his spinning and smiling at me.

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Even More pictures for Nat!

Even more pictures for my dearest farie friend, Nat!
1st is her Killjoy ^^ i decided to make her an outfit cuz i think every killjoy needs one!
2nd is Frank, in different stages of his life.
3rd is Link, in different stages of his life
Ejoy, my small friend!

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More pics for Nat!!

More pretty pics for my Best Friend, Nat!
First is Becki and Nat dog pileing Frankie^^
2nd is Frank And Nat being cute! x3 ~<3
Last is Becki's son, Leon standing up for Nat's daugther, Cara.