Killjoy-Blue Ivy's blog

1.Becki
2. 15
3. 5'7.8
4. chocolate brown
5. light brown
6. (if not shy to answer this ) Umm....36C. I think. I didn't check.
7. San Antonio
8. Trans. Am
9. Definatly
10. Not yet.
11. No.
12. YES
13. Online RPG, L4D, anything where I can shoot stuff, Halo
14. A little
15. Not yet~
16. (See Above)
17. *blushes, then nods*
18. Dr. Pepper and COFFEE
19. Speghetti
20. Whatever I can find that fits.
21. Dark blue~
22. 'The Light Behind Your Eyes'
23. I deem this question unnessicary.
24. I'm a My Chem fan :3 Shortly after seeing 'Na Na Na' and 'SING', I found this place <3

1. Any scars? Lots. From accidents and fights mostly ^^''
2. Crush? ...Don't wanna talk about it.
3. Kissed anyone? nope/
4. Coke or Pepsi? Coke :D
5. Someone you hate? So many, it ould take 2 hours to say them all.
6. Best friends? Mad Dragoness^^ We've been besties since 3rd grade.
7. Have you ever done alcohol or drugs? not really. had a mirco sip of strawberry daquri
8. What's your dream job? Comic book artist/singer/author
9. Ever been in love? Definatly don't wanna talk about that.
10. Last time you cried? yesterday. Was watching 'The Hunger Games'. R.I.P Rue
11. Favourite colour? navy blue, crimsion red, silver, and black.
12. Height? 5'7.5
13. Birthday? Oct. 10
14. Eye colour? chocolate brown
15. Hair colour? brown with red and blonde hodden in it.
16. What do you love? Coffee, chocolate, ramen, sushi, RAMEN :D
17. Obsession? MCR, coffee, guitar, art/drawing, singing.
18. If you had 1 wish, what would it be? Be able to meet the guys.

Prologe- 'A Chance.'

My feet crunched on the thick frost covered trail, and I shivered, making another useless attempt to warm my chilled fingers. I wrapped my thick dark red tail around me, but it was just as cold as everything else. A freezing wind cut though me, making my short fox red hair flying back, my entire self shaking from cold and exhaustion.
"Come here, Liltha." Brean said, his deep blue eyes shining in worry. I wanted to say no, but the heat the pulsed off him in waves was irresistable.
I moved over, letting him put an arm on my shoulders, feeling like I was beginning to melt as I moved as close as I could, so we could still walk.
"W-Why in G-Grecion's Name are y-you s-so warm?" I said, my teeth still chattering. He manages a smile, his golden hair glowing with a silver outline as the moonlight lite the way for us.
"I just am. It is a trait from my tribe, you know."
I laughed, smiling as my chilled hand curl around his larger, warmer one.

*Grins* Happy Birthday dear Gee, Happy Birthday to you~
I love you :3

Hey everyone...
So...It's been 5 days since the 22 and 4 since I found out...
Been crying. And...I haven't really, really smiled since then.
I know I should be trying to come to terms with the fact my favorite band/role models are no longer doing what they have been the last 12 years, but...
I just feel like I've been abandoned. Like I did everytime my dad would leave and not come back for months, but 10 times worse.
I feel like crying all the time, and I...I just...
They were the closest things I've ever had to real dads...you know?
They made me belive I could make my dreams of becoming a singer and getting my books published a reality, but now...I don't have the heart to sing anymore, and I haven't written since then either.
I understand...that they want to move on with life, and do other things...
i just...
To anyone who reads my fanfic...it's gonna be a while, k guys?
Just...Just give me time.
-Ivy

Hey everyone...
So...It's been 5 days since the 22 and 4 since I found out...
Been crying. And...I haven't really, really smiled since then.
I know I should be trying to come to terms with the fact my favorite band/role models are no longer doing what they have been the last 12 years, but...
I just feel like I've been abandoned. Like I did everytime my dad would leave and not come back for months, but 10 times worse.
I feel like crying all the time, and I...I just...
They were the closest things I've ever had to real dads...you know?
They made me belive I could make my dreams of becoming a singer and getting my books published a reality, but now...I don't have the heart to sing anymore, and I haven't written since then either.
I understand...that they want to move on with life, and do other things...
i just...
To anyone who reads my fanfic...it's gonna be a while, k guys?
Just...Just give me time.
-Ivy

Hey everyone...
So...It's been 5 days since the 22 and 4 since I found out...
Been crying. And...I haven't really, really smiled since then.
I know I should be trying to come to terms with the fact my favorite band/role models are no longer doing what they have been the last 12 years, but...
I just feel like I've been abandoned. Like I did everytime my dad would leave and not come back for months, but 10 times worse.
I feel like crying all the time, and I...I just...
They were the closest things I've ever had to real dads...you know?
They made me belive I could make my dreams of becoming a singer and getting my books published a reality, but now...I don't have the heart to sing anymore, and I haven't written since then either.
I understand...that they want to move on with life, and do other things...
i just...
To anyone who reads my fanfic...it's gonna be a while, k guys?
Just...Just give me time.
-Ivy

Hey everyone...
So...It's been 5 days since the 22 and 4 since I found out...
Been crying. And...I haven't really, really smiled since then.
I know I should be trying to come to terms with the fact my favorite band/role models are no longer doing what they have been the last 12 years, but...
I just feel like I've been abandoned. Like I did everytime my dad would leave and not come back for months, but 10 times worse.
I feel like crying all the time, and I...I just...
They were the closest things I've ever had to real dads...you know?
They made me belive I could make my dreams of becoming a singer and getting my books published a reality, but now...I don't have the heart to sing anymore, and I haven't written since then either.
I understand...that they want to move on with life, and do other things...
i just...
To anyone who reads my fanfic...it's gonna be a while, k guys?
Just...Just give me time.
-Ivy

Hey everyone...
So...It's been 5 days since the 22 and 4 since I found out...
Been crying. And...I haven't really, really smiled since then.
I know I should be trying to come to terms with the fact my favorite band/role models are no longer doing what they have been the last 12 years, but...
I just feel like I've been abandoned. Like I did everytime my dad would leave and not come back for months, but 10 times worse.
I feel like crying all the time, and I...I just...
They were the closest things I've ever had to real dads...you know?
They made me belive I could make my dreams of becoming a singer and getting my books published a reality, but now...I don't have the heart to sing anymore, and I haven't written since then either.
I understand...that they want to move on with life, and do other things...
i just...
To anyone who reads my fanfic...it's gonna be a while, k guys?
Just...Just give me time.
-Ivy

Hey everyone...
So...It's been 5 days since the 22 and 4 since I found out...
Been crying. And...I haven't really, really smiled since then.
I know I should be trying to come to terms with the fact my favorite band/role models are no longer doing what they have been the last 12 years, but...
I just feel like I've been abandoned. Like I did everytime my dad would leave and not come back for months, but 10 times worse.
I feel like crying all the time, and I...I just...
They were the closest things I've ever had to real dads...you know?
They made me belive I could make my dreams of becoming a singer and getting my books published a reality, but now...I don't have the heart to sing anymore, and I haven't written since then either.
I understand...that they want to move on with life, and do other things...
i just...
To anyone who reads my fanfic...it's gonna be a while, k guys?
Just...Just give me time.
-Ivy