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This one is probably the shortest yet...I'll write more in a little bit...promise! :)

We both fell asleep quickly. Which was quite a surprise, given I was wide awake.
We hit a big bump, which woke me up and surprisingly even Mikey up, too.
I kind of jumped when we hit the bump. I looked over Mikey to see the daytime driver, yes there were two drivers a night driver and a day driver, sleeping in the passenger seat. When they weren't driving, they were usually sleeping. It was rare that they were both awake.
I fell back asleep, my head on Mikey's chest.

We all finished eating.
"That was great!" Gerard said taking his last bite. "Thanks." I said.
We didn't have another show for a few more days, and we were stuck on the bus for these next few days as well.
I went to the back, to find my ipod...hoping it was charged...eep!
Luckily it was! I went back out to the couch, and laid down. I wasn't anticipating on falling asleep but did anyway. I fell asleep listening to Franks old band 'Pencey Prep'.

When I awoke. I looked at Mikey. He had been watching me sleep.He smiled, and kissed me. Ray woke up. "Morning!" He said as he walked out. "Busted." Mikey whispered to me, I giggled.
"Sleep good?" I asked Ray. "Yeah." He paused. "How about you two?" He asked as he looked over to the counter to find coffee. "Good." I said.
"What time is it?" Mikey asked Ray. "Um, noon." Ray said looking at the small microwave and back at us. "I haven't seen them out cold like this since the Revenge Tour" Ray said referring to Gerard and Frank who were still asleep.
Mikey and I were still laying on the couch when Frank's phone rang. He was hesitant to answer it or not, then he must have seen the number and recognized it, because he answered it. "Hello?" He said. "Yeah hang on a sec." He said looking at me "Here, it's your dad." He handed me the phone. Dad was on a business trip, I had completely forgotten.

We were back on the bus, on our way to the show. It had been a few days. It felt weird to be back on the bus. I put my bag in the back room, along with the guys' bags'.
When we got to the arena, we had enough time to go through the songs once. After that there was about a half hour before people started to show up.
"Jess, water." Were the two words that came out of Franks mouth. I did as he said. Mikey walked back as I was filling up a cup of water. Frank and Mikey talked were talking for a few minutes. I couldn't hear their conversation. I decided not to ask. "C'mon." Frank said as the Gerard was on stage talking. I set the cup down and we ran to the stage. Mikey winked at me. We started with 'The Sharpest Lives' and ended with 'Desolation Row'.

We signed autographs and took pictures with the fans.
After about midnight, we went back to the bus. I went to sit on the couch. "Jess, mom called, call her back." Frank said, and handed me the phone. I dialed our mom's number.

After we ate, it was almost 2, didn't surprise me I slept in a lot later than normal, 1:30.
"We should start getting ready." Frank said.
Gerard walked in. "Mikey, I'm sorry." He said. "And Jess, I'm sorry you had to hear that."
"Gerard, it's fine." Mikey said. I nodded in agreement, sitting next to Mikey. Mikey stood up as Gerard walked over and they hugged it out. Gerard even bent down to give me a hug.
I went into the bathroom to change my clothes for the show, I changed into a pair of jeans and a band tee.
I figured I would let Gerard do my makeup, he seemed to like to do it.
I wet down my hair, and blew it dry. It was still a little damp, but whatever. I went to Gerard's room and knocked before entering. "Hang on." He said. "Okay, come in."
"Makeup?" I asked. "Yeah, give me two seconds." He went into the bathroom real quick and returned shortly. He had the makeup in his hand. "Sit down." He said. I sat on one of the beds and he pulled a chair over from the table.

Frank was sitting at the table with Ray, they were talking. Frank looked over. "Why are you smiling?" He asked laughing at me. "I had a good dream." I said with nothing more. I got up and got a cup of water. "Feel better?" Ray asked. "A lot." I said. "Where are Gerard and Mikey?" I asked. "Other room." Frank said. "Okay." I said and walked over to 204. I was about to knock on the door when I heard Mikey and Gerard arguing. They never argued. I stood at the door, hesitating whether to knock or not. I knocked, before I could stop myself. Mikey opened the door. When he saw me, he walked out and closed the door behind him. "What the heck is going on? I asked. "Nothing." He lied. "Mikey." I said. "Gerard is just being a jerk." He said. "Oh, I'm being the jerk!" Gerard said as he opened the door. Mikey gave me a look, a look that looked as though he wanted to smack him. He grabbed my hands. "Gerard, just shut up." He said. I knew he was holding back from turning around.

That night I had a dream, that I never would have expected to have. It was the second time I ever actually saw Mikey. It wasn't in the garage, not at school. I had just gotten home from school, though/

I laid in bed thinking.
Frank was already out cold. I wanted to go back on the roof, but if Frank found out...he'd be mad again.
There was a knock at the door. I got up and answered it. It was Mikey and Gerard. "Hey." I said. "Want to go on the roof?" Gerard asked.
I looked back at Frank...he was really out. "Um. What about Frank?" I asked. "He'll be fine." Gerard said. "Come on." He encouraged. Of course, I gave in. We went to the roof. It was warm. "Okay, so how was it snowing two days ago, and now it is warm and all the snow is melted?" I asked, not expecting an answer. "Who knows." Mikey laughed. "So, why were you guys coming up?" I asked Gerard, who was on my right, Mikey on my left, with his arm around me. "Couldn't sleep, and thought that maybe you'd still be up, given you were asleep all day." Gerard answered finally.
We sat on the dry cement. I was still curious as to how it was warm and dry when it just snowed two days ago...oh well.

I fell asleep
When I woke up, it was dark outside. Mikey was watching t.v next to me.
"How long was I out?" I asked. "Well, you crashed about 12:30 and it's almost 8." He said. "I didn't want to wake you, though." He added. "They went, right?" I asked him, remembering the conversation from earlier. "Yep." He flipped the channel, the concert was live. He left it on this channel. They were playing the end of 'The Sharpest Lives', when they finished Gerard started speaking "How you guys doing tonight!?!" He paused while the crowd screamed. "This next song, goes out to Frank's sister, Jesse, and...." He paused, "and Mikey. Hope you guys like it!" He finished "What the heck?" I looked at Mikey. He just smiled. "It's called "The Only Hope For Me Is You!" He yelled, and the music started.

When the concert ended, they said a few things and walked off the stage, as it went black.

We decided to watch "Ghost of Girlfriends Past" when Frank finally settled down. It was a funny movie.
Gerard, Frank, and Ray sat on the couch, me and Mikey sat on the floor. I stood up during just as the credits came on. "I'm going to go to bed." I said yawning. I walked out of the room and across the hall to 203. I changed into my pajamas, turned on the t.v. and laid down. I woke when I heard Frank enter the room. "Sorry, didn't mean to wake you." He said. I put my head back on my pillow and was out like a light.