I'm exhausted all the time. I'm so tired of seeing these girls on my TL or my news feed on FB with scars and cuts and bitching about how sad their lives are. They say no one cares yet their in fucking therapy. THAT MEANS YOUR PARENTS CARE! Ugh. They say how awful their birthday is gonna be because they have to have dinner with their family. WTF?! You lucky selfish bitch! My dad can barely afford to feed us a night. He barely scrapes by. Don't even get me started on birthdays. You know what I got for my birthday last year?
That I love you guys. All of you. :) I seriously wouldn't have made it through high school without MCR and the army. <3
On December 26th (before if you can't make it) we, as an army, will all watch Na Na Na in honor of the greatest band ever’s glory. Let's give them the best present ever: the highest viewed video on YouTube!! Let's give them what they deserve for saving and changing lives! Copy and paste to all My Chemical Romance videos and pages and let's this get this noticed quickly! Do it loud and do it proud! Killjoys, MAKE SOME NOISE!!! :D
Spread the word! Let's do this for our heroes! <3
Hey guise! I made this video about a year ago. I'd like it if you all would tell me what you think. Because I am a procrastinator I made it in about an hour. I did it early in the morning right before school started. It was a project that had to be less than 3 minutes. So I know it's not the full song. :P I plan on re-doing it for the full version. Every time I hear Bulletproof Heart all I think about is Batman. I LOVE Batman! I hope you like it. :D For some reason it won't work on mobile devices. :( Sorry.
Hey guys! I made a 2nd Facebook to be myself on. Of course I blocked EVERYONE in my family from it. I'd rather they not lecture me on the stuff I post. So anyways, add me if you like. :) "Neon Wolf" it's my Killjoy name, but also for my furry that I'm making. Most of the people I added as friends speak mainly Spanish and I feel lonely there.
Oh! Did you all here about Girl Meets World?! I'm so excited to see Cory and Topanga back on Disney!
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
 kissed someone of the same sex
 had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
 bought porn
 tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
 taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
 snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
 seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 12
 missed curfew
 stayed out all
I've never really been depressed before. At least I don't think so. I wish I had someone (a guy) to talk to. To tell me everything is going to be okay. I feel like crap. I can't tell any of my friends how I feel because I bug them so much already. We have serious money problems. Our electricity and water is going to get cut this weekend and my bank account is going to close too. I need like $600 before Monday to survive the weekend. I've been on the verge of tears all day. I need a hug really bad. I try to stay strong for my dad. He's been having awful chest pains because of the stress.
Okay so I've been reading more because my vocabulary sucks ass and I'm trying to expand my imagination. Anyway, I just finished reading this book called Evermore by Alyson Noel. Its part 1 of 6. I have this image in my head of what the guy, Damen Auguste, should look like. He's a really tall buff tan Gerard Way in my head. :D I think you all should read it. Reminds me of a shorter sexier version of Twilight. But the main character, Ever, pisses me off because she pushes Damen away even though he's like the HOTTEST guy in the world!!
Haha enough of that.
I voted for Barrack Obama and he won! AGAIN! Yes! FORWARD! Romney and his racist and homophobic beliefs can stay in the past!
1) Height? 5' 3"
2) Virgin? Yes
3) Shoe size? 7.5
4) Sexual orientation? Straight, though mistaken for lesbian because of how I dress.
5) Do you smoke? Nope
6) Do you drink? Nope
7) Do you take drugs? Nope
8) Age you get mistaken for? 15. :( I just turned 20 today. I hear being mistaken for being younger is a good thing.
9) Have tattoos? No
10) Want tattoos? Yes, but my dad says he'll disown me if I get any.
11) Have piercings? Just my ears.
12) Want piercings? God no! My ears were enough. Hurts like hell.
13) Best friend?