It's not my real one. I deleted my real one.
Well, anyway, I would love to chat with some of you guys. Add me?
It's not my real one. I deleted my real one.
Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling. It's just some people hide it better than others.
Stay Strong, Killjoys
~ Cellophane Grenade
[X] consumed alcohol
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[X] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[ ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[X] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 7
[X] taken painkillers
[X] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[X] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[X] hurt someone
[X] wished someone to die
[X] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 17
[X] missed curfew
Bamboozle Blog, Day 2: My Chemical Romance :
Gerard Way has changed his hair color again. This is no insignificant detail. My Chemical Romance is a band that works in broad gestures, and the shade of Way's locks mirrors his internal state. When he was exploring horror and the Gothic early in the band's run, his hair was raven black. He went bone white for "The Black Parade," a concept set about death. For the manga-influenced "Danger Days," the most recent My Chemical Romance set, he chose flame red.
And for 2012? Way took the Bamboozle stage with his hair a nice golden brown.
My birthday was three days ago, so my mum got me a My Chem cake :)
She knows that The Black Parade is my favorite album, so that's what the cake is based off of. I was going to upload more pictures of the cake, but my computer is being a bitch. I'll try to upload more later. I think the decorator did a terrific job, don't you?
On other news:
My dad moved out 5 days ago, but then cam back the next day.. I was hoping he'd stay gone -_-
The reason he left was pretty stupid:
He left because he was drunk, and wanted something to eat.
It's scary when you want to die.
When you don't look both ways when crossing the street. When you hear noises at night and you hope they find you. You take however many pills come out of the bottle. You do dangerous things in hopes that you die. You stop caring about yourself totally and completely. Nothing about yourself matters anymore and you've become scared of yourself. Because you're a monster. A monster that only hurts itself.
And, honestly, that's scary.
I just found out that my best friend, Savanna, has a crush on me. I love Savanna with all my heart, but not like that! She's my best friend. I don't want things to be awkward between us. What do I do?
Also, I've noticed that some of my blogs I have posted have been deleted. WTF!?
P.S. The pic on the right is of me and Savanna. I'm the girl on the right.
We got our yearbooks Friday. The teachers always give us about an hour to sign them. Only 4 people signed mine.. Just 4. Out of everyone in my school, only four signed mine. One was my sister, one ws my sisters friend, and the other two was my friend Jonathan and Katilyn. Savanna would have signed, but she wasn't there. Well, I guess that goes to show how unimportant and useless I am to them.
On other news, my cat gave birth! She had 4 kittens, but one was dead.. We're giving one of them away. Mine's name is Edgar :p I love cats ^-^
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1. [x] You have choked on water before.
2. [x] You have tripped down the stairs before.
3. [x] You have walked into a door.
4. [x] You have pushed a door the wrong way.
5. [x] You have walked into a wall.
6. [x] You have fallen going UP the stairs before.
7. [ ] You have jumped off stairs and hit your head on whatever was above them.
8. [ ] You have been electrocuted by a light-switch or an outlet. (I think when I was like three)
9. [ ] You have put metal/aluminum in the microwave.
10. [x] Right after a commercial comes on you forgot the show you were watching.
11. [x] You have forgotten
Well, kinda. I was on the back of my four-wheeler because I decided to let my little sister drive (bad idea) and we were going over this bump and she turned the wheel thingy so we flipped.. ALL the way over. We fell off, and I threw myself on top of my sister so the four-wheeler wouldn't crush her. Luckily it completely flipped OVER us. Well, almost completely. the back end of it hit my leg and it's possibly fractured. Going to get a x-ray tomorrow! It's so swollen! I still think I should have went to the doctor right after it happened. Stupid uncle xD
Oh and the image I