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I'm Slowly Becoming an Aneorexic

I'd like to start this off by saying I LOVE FOOD.

But with recent dramatics going on in my life: A not too recent bad break up with my now ex of 4 years, failing all of my classes of my Junior year at University, attempting a film project but my best friend doesn't notice she's refusing to cooperate, along with the fact that this new guy I'm talking to thinks I look and act like his ex (My ex told me the only reason why he dated me was because I looked like his ex as well), along with money issues, is making me ill.

I'm falling into a depression, I can tell.

Because I'm that interesting

1) Height? 5'9'
2) Virgin? What's it been now...4 years since I've lost it xD
3) Shoe size? 10 but if I really want a pair of shoes and the biggest size is a 9, my foot will fit lol
4) Sexual orientation? Straight, Spooning with a guy is just too fucking amazing
5) Do you smoke? I normally hate smoking, but when I'm drinking and I don't want a hangover I'll bum a few off a friend
6) Do you drink?Occasionally, though I'm trying not to. Think I'm becoming an alcoholic
7) Do you take drugs? Concerta is fucking amazing. (Prescribed though lol)
8) Age you get mistaken for?

That Dead End in The Road

Just listening to some old music and I kind of just stared at the date on the computer and suddenly was hit with a wave of overwhelming sadness.

For that moment I looked at the clock and thought, what if I'm stuck in a tiny cubicle like this my whole life. What if I'm stuck staring at the clock, waiting for the days to change and hope tomorrow brings something different.

But it won't, if you just stop at that dead end. You have to get out of the car and leave behind that comfort and continue forward.

Visits from Beyond the Grave?

Can't focus, thinking about everything. Ignore this if you don't want to read my insanity.

Have you ever had one of those dreams where you're speaking to someone who's dearly departed? Some psychics say that it's that persons spirit coming to visit and convey a message.

As for myself, I seldom do dream of my dead relatives; most are grandparents, others more of distant blood. I can only recall three dreams prior to this one where I had dreamt of my grandparents. They were usually abstract and dramatic, they never spoke, only stared and smiled or frowned.

My name is Kait, and amongst my friends at university I am notoriously famous for never going to class (I mean at all) except for exams and miraculously pass.

Now that was all good and well my first two years, though most of the time I passed by the skin of my teeth, I passed...And my writing coures were usually flying with colors.

The Kait Way in college is something that should only be done by professionals who have used this tactic since gradeschool. I've seriously done this in every grade, and some how I ended up in a public ivy league university.

But by my third year and in my second

My name is Kait, and amongst my friends at university I am notoriously famous for never going to class (I mean at all) except for exams and miraculously pass.

Now that was all good and well my first two years, though most of the time I passed by the skin of my teeth, I passed...And my writing coures were usually flying with colors.

The Kait Way in college is something that should only be done by professionals who have used this tactic since gradeschool. I've seriously done this in every grade, and some how I ended up in a public ivy league university.

But by my third year and in my second

Karma is a Bitch

Last night I was basically raped at a frat house...My friend who's a part of the frat, refuses to help me pin the guy who ended up robbing me. I barely remember anything...

I think life has thrown enough hard balls at me and karma just gives me another one without any justification. I'm kind of done with life. Yeah. Fuck this shit, just gonna quit school and stay in my bed all day. Fuck everything else.

Running From Lions

At this point I just need a shoulder to cry on. I just want to keep on driving in my car and pretend I never existed. Cause no one has regard for me anyway.

Children Who Grow Up Too Fast

My mind has been stuck on this for a while. With some of the posts you guys put up here, and just visiting my old highschool and seeing all the young people. Now I'm not old. I have only just turned 20, but I can honestly say I've grown up far too quickly than I have ought to.

Kids today, even at the age of 12, are so obsessed with finding a significant other. It's upsetting. A relationship, believe it or not, is a very serious and emotional connection that takes a toll on you mentally physically..And when things don't go right they end.

These Preteen and angsty younger teen fans.

I'm sick at home, going through the bands website just because...And I read all these posts that some (SOME. NOT ALL) of you younger fans put up here.

I get that this is a sort of community where we should all be able to share things and help each other, but some of these posts are just getting redundant.

For example, atleast half of these are ranting about relationship issues, and you're what? 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, years old? No offense, but you're still just babies! You have no idea what real love is.

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