kaitlyn215's blog

(in this letter/blog thing there will be alot of complaining or me saying stuff that could most likely waste your time, but this is my blog, and the only blog i have. so just saying, i use this as an outlet)

okay okay, to my best guy MCR fan friend, i just wanna say thankyou. and i'm sorry our dreams are ruined <3
to my best friend. I'm not perfect, I will live my own little life. I will do my own things. and yes i will make mistakes. and yes i will try to have fun with you because i think that some stuff are not as fun without a friend.
to my other best friend, what? did you forget that i'm human? that i do have feelings? you cant just accuse stuff. and you CAN NOT call me all these names.
to the friend who calls me amazing. thankyou, it might not look it, but it really makes my day when someone tells me i look amazing every time i see them. i think your beyond amazing.
now i know i can't get to everybody, but there is this one last person that i know i need to include.

MCR has been exterminated. We have finally over come the big obstacle that was in our way, the leaders of the killjoys. Now the MCRmy will depart and we will have nothing in our way. nothing will stop us.
-sincerely Korse from S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W unit. B.L.I.

JUST BECAUSE THE BAND BROKE UP DOES NOT MEAN THAT THE MCRMY IS BROKEN UP. MCR IS STIILL ALIVE. MCR IS STILL THERE FOR US NO MATTER WHAT. THEY STOP MAKING MUSIC, BUT WE STILL HAVE THEIR MUSIC, WE STILL HAVE THEM, AND WE STILL HAVE EACH OTHER. JUST BECAUSE THE BAND STOPPED DOES NOT MEAN WE COULD CLOSE THIS PART OF OUR LIFE. IF THIS WEBSITE IS STILL UP, THEN STAY ON IT. IT WILL KEEP US CONNECTED. IT WILL KEEP US SANE. AND KEEP THAT BIG CHUNK OF MCR IN OUR HEART STRONG. SO PLEASE, DON'T LEAVE THIS WEBSITE. i dunno if they're gonna shut it down or not. but as long as i'm able to log on and blog, then i'm fine. i'll stay connected to my family. because you guys are my family. we don't want to lose so much in suck a small amount of time do we?

now that their gone,
i guess i'll have to carry on.
from all this pain that i feel,
i really wish it wasn't real.
i can't hold my breath this long,
i have to be strong.
said the men who helped me put down my knife,
for the four messed up guys who saved my life.

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recently I had been bullied a lot lately and been really sad about it.
and then i lost a friend. it would cause her less problems to not talk to her...
soo yep sorry, but on the bright side. i'm in this club called peaceworks, an anti bully club and we're doing really big projects. like at the moment we're making a short film, My friend and i got to pick the music and we chose i don't love you by mcr piano version. it would fit perfectly. so like the page and in about a week or two it will be uploaded. :) i'm gonna be in it.
https://www.facebook.com/PeaceWorksOrg?fref=ts

please like it? :) i really want people to see the video and have the message get out.

hhhheeyyy guyyyss ask me questions and i promise i'll answer them honestly!!!
i love answering questionnns sooo please ask me them on ask.fm/MCRkat

please please please ask me anything :DDD

soooo, my friend likes this boy at our school and doesn't know anything about him. except that he's really cute.
he's also really mysterious. doesn't really talk to anyone, just walks the halls with no emotions on his face.
soooooo we kinda made up a story about him. and here it is.
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a Vampire walks this school, barley talking to anyone in the halls, his name, is whatshisface.
he was beautiful, with he scene floppy hair, and the soft baby face.
two girls knew his secret.
one even fell under the spell of looooooooveeeee.

but they never talked to him and he continued his vamp life the end.

HI, be brave and smile...if u don't want 2, think about llamas

Right now,
it does not matter who they are,
Right now,
it doesn't matter that your fat, skinny, beautiful, ugly, talented, talent less, has makes on your skin, has a sickness, anything. it doesn't matter if you dress differently, that you act different. or that you blend in.
it doesn't matter who broke your heart.
who caused your scars.
your past doesn't matter
and right now, right at this moment, forget your future.
you might of been messed up.
but it doesn't matter. it never has.
right now, your heart is beating.
that's what matters.
that your alive.
Don't forget who you are. at matters.
because you are what matters.

it may take some people to tell you that for you to believe it.
but you are life,
you are what maters to me,
i don't know you, you don't know me. your face doesn't matter. your body doesn't matter.
but who you are does.

forget about the pain that you went through.
forget about who loved you, who hates you.

how my b-day went.
i can only put it into one word: Eh.
people don't know when to stop.
people, i mean bullies.
i had to deal with them that day, and when i told her i was sorry for what ever the hell i did, she just laughed at me.
when i got home though i saw that my mother was home, she took me out and we arrived at a place called Ink-Side-Out.
and that's where i got my navel piercing.
:DDD
then i had a few people over my house and it was fun.
during the weekend i went over to boston to see my best friend.
we had so much fun, I'll write another blog about the time in boston, trust me it was funny!

so my b-day was fun. despite the bad things that had happened.