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Chapter 65

Chapter 65

Love. What is it? To me it was the feeling of butterflies exploding in my stomach whenever I hear his name. When I see him, I feel like the luckiest person in the world. To know that he wants me makes it a thousand times better. When I see him, a smile paints on both of our faces. And when he tells me how much he loves me, I feel like I’m in a fairy tale. The only thing that sets me back is the thought that the fairy tale isn’t true, like it’s all a lie. Of course I’m happy and energetic with Gerard; it’s just I feel like everything is too perfect. Life’s been hard ever since the beginning of 10th grade. I doubt love and affection from people, I get put in these horrible positions and when I speak my mind, I am shot down. To be honest, the only thing keeping me alive is Gerard; and he doesn’t even know it.

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My first MCR concert!

Anyone else going to the concert at the Honda Center tomorrow? Im excited! Although I did get seats in the 400's which are crappy! I even bought them on presale T.T
ANYWAY! Coment if your going and I hope to meet some fellow Killjoys there! :D

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Chapter 64

Chapter 64

I woke up in the guest bedroom; it was cold like a refrigerator like I loved. I felt strong arms around my waist; I presumed to be Gerard’s. I slipped out from underneath them and slipped on underwear and my pants. I was still in my dress from last night; Gerard’s feet were poking out of the covers with shoes still on them. I slipped them off and he pulled them under the covers as he fell back into deep sleep. I found one of my old, old The Used shirts and slipped it on.

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Chapter 63 ***WARNING! MATURE CONTENT!***

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Chapter 63

We jumped in the car and Gerard started it, he looked over. “That was fun” I said as I unbuckled and kissed him like an animal. “Whoa” he said as he pushed away. “You just got sick” he said as he whipped his mouth. “Not; we had to get out of there somehow. I’m so turned on” I said in a sexy voice in his ear. “Why didn’t I see this side of you before” he asked in a sexy voice as I buckled myself back in. “3 months and 4 years is a long time without sex Gee” I said almost whining in a sexy way. “How did you ever do it” I asked only centimeters next his ear now. The seatbelt pulled me back. Gerard was trying to hurry home when his hand came down to my leg again. But this time he got straight to the point.

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Chapter 62

Chapter 62

I was wearing a nice sundress and Gerard was wearing a dress shirt and tie all pulled together with a vest and some nice rather tight slacks. I enjoyed the tightness of course. We jumped into the car as thoughts raced about what our own house would imply. I didn’t think it was possible but I may or may not have gotten a lady boner in the process. “What are you thinking about?” Gerard asked pulling me from my fantasies. “Nothing important” I said with a smile. In my head I kept thinking of how devilish I am which made me smile.

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Chapter 61

Chapter 61

We were both interrupted by my phone ringing. “Hold on” I told Gerard. “No” he whined as I pulled away from his lips. I sat up and clicked the answer button on my phone; Gerard sat up as well and latched onto my neck which sent chills down my back. “Hello?” I asked without checking the caller ID. “Hey baby” my mom said. “Hi mommy” I said happily. Gerard stopped and looked at me before latching right back onto my neck kissing up and down sending even more chills. “Stop” I whispered. “Nope” he said into my neck.

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Chapter 60

Chapter 60

“Gaze into her killing jar I’ll sometimes stare for hours. “ I sang loudly with my real voice rather than whispering like normal when I sang. “She even poked the holes so I can breathe.” I sang. “SHE BOUGHT THE LAST LINE. IM JUST THE WORST KIND OF GUY TO ARGUE. WITH WHAT YOU MIGHT FIND. AND FOR THE LAST NIGHT I LIE.” I sang then the music shut off without me noticing. “COULD I LIE WITH YOU? ALRIGHT!” I sang without the music. I froze, what the hell happened to the music? I turned around to see Gerard; my perfect and amazing Gerard.

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Chapter 59

Chapter 59
I was excited; I was bouncing around the house as I cleaned blasting my iPod running from room to room. I couldn’t wait for Gerard to come home; I missed him so much. I even got a skirt out; yes a skirt. Coming from the girl who practically lives in pants; I looked in the mirror after throwing it on in the middle of my cleaning spree. And I gotta say; I look amazing. For once in my life, I feel beautiful; although I do miss my pants, it’s a nice thing to fe—

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Chapter 58

Chapter 58

My heart bubbled up and I almost exploded with excitement. “Hello?” I asked. (As if I didn’t know who was calling) “Hey” a groggy voice said. “Where are you?” I asked praying he was just down the stairs or better yet; behind my door. I ran over to the door and flung it open, to find Taylor sleepily making his way to the bathroom. “On a plane” he mumbled. “To where?” I asked in excitement. “Where do you think?” he asked with a slight laugh. “To meee?” I said hoping I was correct. “You got it” he answered. He sounded like he was falling asleep with the phone slightly slipping out of his hands only to wake himself back up and continue to spit words out to me; I could just picture him now and it made me giggle.

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Chapter 57

Chapter 57

“How do you know that song?” I asked. “I’m a fan of the Beatles too, don’t think you’re the only one” he said. “I’m learning more and more about your everyday” I said with a smile. “You would think I’d known everything about you; we did spend like what? 2 months together practically nonstop” I said. “Yeah, oh and Anna said I could chill here for a while...soo” he trailed off. “You want to share a bed with me Taylor?” I offered. “Yes!” he said excitedly. I wasn’t worried about it; we are like brother and sister. “Oh and don’t think this is weird, you’re like my older sister” he said as he put his bag down. “I know that” I said. The bed was big enough so there was space in between two people, all though when Gerard slept there, the space in between was almost constantly gone.