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Put that music playing device on shuffle and create the soundtrack to your life.

I'm re-doing this here because I'm bored and have already posted one on Tumblr. :(

Opening Credits: Galgasang - Finntroll (Interesting...)

Waking Up: In Your Face - Children of Bodom (Badass.)

Going to work: Jump - Van Halen (Ohoho, that's just funny.)

Meeting someone new: I Don't Really Like You - Skye Sweetnam (Quite the opposite, usually...)

Falling In Love: M+M's - Blink-182 (Aww...)

Fight Song: Bootstrap's Bootstraps - POTC Soundtrack (Awwwww yeeeeaaaaaah!)

Breaking Up: Gone - Kelly Clarkson (Shuffle is being accurate! Oh my!)

Life’s OK: You Are Not Alone - Michael Jackson (If MJ is here with me, life is more than OK...)

Getting Back Together: Digging Deep - Jakalope (That does not sound like the re-start of a healthy relationship...)

Wedding: The End - Tyr (Dat irony.)

Birth of Child: Nyan Cat Meets Metal - Eric Calderone (Er...? OK...)

(Had sex, undressed, saw her boobies and the rest! ... except not really. I just jacked this quiz from tumblr.)

A. Available: Nope.
B. Birthday: January 4th, 1993.
C. Crushing on: I'm in a relationship! (Although you could say I have a crush on the fictional and adorable Toki Wartooth. But that hardly counts.)
D. Drink you last had: Ice cold water!
E. Easiest person to talk to: Connor. Daniel. Andrew. I think they tie.
F. Favorite song: Right now, "Deththeme" by Dethklok.
G. Grossest memory: A very unfortunate case of the stomach flu that I'd rather not describe to you all.
H. Hometown: Hyvinkää, Finland.
I. In love with: Metalocalypse.
J. Jealous of: Everyone.
K. Killed someone: Sometimes I'd like to.
L. Longest friendship: Niko and I have pretty much been friends since I was born. For most of our lives we've had an ocean between us. I can't wait to see him this coming summer and catch the fuck up!
M. Milkshake flavour: Chocolate.
N. Number of siblings: 4

Ahh, Jarppi Leppälä. What a genius.

Anyway.

Do you know how awkward it is to have completely irrational, paranoid thoughts about your boyfriend wanting to dump you when he is LYING RIGHT NEXT TO YOU IN YOUR BED, HOLDING YOU? This happened to me on Friday night. But then again, I've been having paranoid thoughts about him, and my family, and all my friends for months now. Why should it matter whether he is a couple of hours away at college or right in my house? These thoughts don't have boundaries. They don't follow logic. They're just there to slowly drive me completely insane. Or something.

"There's someone there at residence who is cooler and more interesting than you, someone who is chill with things like pot, who doesn't have panic attacks over cigarettes. Someone who drinks socially, who isn't completely fucked. And he wants her, not me."

"He's just waiting for me to go down there so he can dump me to my face, not over the internet."

So, my mother has decided, that I can either start cleaning the house every day, or I can start paying rent. Her reasoning behind this, is that I only have one class this semester, and then one class next semester. She just spent nearly half an hour telling me how I am lazy, and if I want to be treated like an adult, then I can pick up some slack around here, etc. etc.

I have no problems with helping out around the house. What I DO have a problem with, is her being an absolute bitch about it. Does it not make sense, that if you want something done, you should ask? I mean, I don't know when she wants me to go to the fucking grocery store. I was unaware that I could go up to her and say, "I'll go get food if you give me some money, do you need anything?"

And yes, this sounds like some dumb bitch whining about her cute little white people problems. Bear with me. Or don't.

Today in French class, my teacher decided we would play a little game. She would toss this cute little colourful box to someone and ask them a "personal question". That person would answer, and then toss it to someone else, and ask THEM a question, and so forth.

So this girl tosses me the box, and asks me, "Pourquoi est-ce que tu aimes My Chemical Romance?" (Why do you like My Chemical Romance?) Clearly, I got asked the best question of the whole class. ;) My answer was, "Parce-que leur musique est fantastique!" (Because their music is fantastic!)

Ha-ha.

Put your music playing device on shuffle and answer me these...

Song that will be covered by My Chemical Romance on their new album?
Prisoners of Today - Billy Talent
(PLEASE DO IT GUYS!)

Frank bursts out of your locker and begins to sing:
All the Things She Said - TaTu
(I would so be OK with this.)

You peek into MCR's dressing room and Bob is lip-syncing this song into the hair dryer:
Whisper - Evanescence
(LOL!)

Ray's fro starts transmitting radio frequencies! The song it picks up is:
Teenagers - My Chemical Romance
(What are the chances?)

Mikey slips the wrong tape in the P.A. system in the "I'm Okay" video! This song blares instead:
DEAD! - My Chemical Romance
(That awkward moment when you have a tape of a song that won't come out for several years...)

Gee decided to sing Bandit to sleep with:
Come On Feel The Noise - Quiet Riot
(Parenting; you're doing it wrong.)

Song for running away from MCR security dudes?
Famous Last Words - MCR

It's 2:20 AM here in good old Southern Ontario, Canada, but I am not sleepy, nor do I wish to leave the computer. So tell me:

What's up with you?
What should I do to either entertain myself or tire myself out?
What should I draw next time I'm in the mood?
Suggestions?

The pic is me, by the way ... in case it wasn't obvious. x)

These are ten songs that mean a lot to me, that I connect with in that beautiful, powerful way that doesn't happen /too/ often, but when it does, it's amazing. It's hard to describe, but when I heard each of these songs for the first time, it was as if I was shaken right down to my core with the sheer perfection of the music and lyrics. They're in no particular order.

1. "We're Not Gonna Fall" by Children of Bodom
This song gives me a feeling of unity, strength, and brotherhood. It makes me feel like I can do anything, because even if I start to "fall", there's always going to be someone by me to catch me, or to help me up. It's one of my go-to songs for when I'm down, it always gives me a boost.

2. "Save Yourself, I'll Hold Them Back" by My Chemical Romance

It was in grade nine.

In it, I was in English class, and the teacher was asking everyone what they wanted to be when they grew up. I told him I wanted to be an author, and he said real slow and douchey, "Yeeeaaaah, you might want to reconsider that..."

Which is complete and total BS, as all of my English teachers make a point of telling me that I write very well.

Anyway, I was so pissed off that I ran out of school and somehow ended up at the airport in Toronto. I hopped onto a plane to New Jersey and soon found myself in front of a random concert venue, where My Chemical Romance would be playing later that night. I was just about to sit down to wait (I was the first one there, for some reason), when three random dudes came up. The obvious leader was this skinny-but-super-tall dude with blonde dreadlocks. He tried to shove me out of the way and take my spot, and I wasn't havin' NONE o' that, so we got into a fight and I totally kicked his ass.

...you can't listen to anything you feel like listening to because every goddamn song, every goddamn band/singer you wanna listen to reminds you of something that you don't particularly want to think of. Ensiferum, Children of Bodom, Lady Gaga, Blink-182, Nightwish, Dalriada, MCR, Korpiklaani, and Avril Lavigne are all out of the motherfucking question.

I was listening to freakin' DAFT PUNK. I don't even LIKE Daft Punk!

DX

I am so glad I'm not going to the Avril show on Monday (yeah, yeah, laugh it up, I'm almost nineteen, I've loved Avril since I was in grade 4, and I don't intend to stop). I would cry the whole time. Everything on her new album makes me think of my best friend, formerly my boyfriend. Previously only a few songs ("Wish You Were Here", "Smile", and the like) made me think of him, but now it's everything, which fucking sucks.

Ah, what to do, what to do?