Yes, I know, that's a stupid greeting but I'm back from the dead!!!!! Well not really. You see, I've been having a battle with what I call borderline depression. I don't think it's an actual disorder but I seem to be suffering from depression that comes and goes in waves. For a week I'll be fine and then BAM! It hits me and I feel depressed... But I don't really want to talk about it... It's far to painful.