Wassup Killjoys!
Yes, I know, that's a stupid greeting but I'm back from the dead!!!!! Well not really. You see, I've been having a battle with what I call borderline depression. I don't think it's an actual disorder but I seem to be suffering from depression that comes and goes in waves. For a week I'll be fine and then BAM! It hits me and I feel depressed... But I don't really want to talk about it... It's far to painful.
Merry Christmas, Happy Haunica (sorry, I can't spell), Happy Kwanza, or Happy Chinese New Year, Killjoys!!!!!! (Yeah, that's right I thought of almost everything) I probably won't have enough time in my busy holiday schedule to post a blog besides now. I didn't get a chance to see MCR on Yo Gabba Gabba but I found this on Youtube and decided to post it for all you die- hard fans with bad timing like me.
I am very excited now because my new new friends are my new BAND MATES!!!!!!!!!!!!! The band consists of me, Erica, Abby, and Katie. We all take turns singing, I play the bass (even though i have no idea how but it must be easy and I learn fast... I have expirience with the ukulele), Erica plays guitar, and Abby plays either the keyboard or drums... Probably drums. We're trying to think of a band name... What do you think? Love is Evol (evol spelled backwards is love) or Grounded?
So remember my new group of friends? Yeah, well I need a new new group of friends. Today we sat with two girls named Julia and Allex. It was just me, Dana, and Dariyan. Anna was playing sick at the nurse and Shawn refused to sit with us... I can see why now. Julia is a really bad kid. Lets just say she comes from a kinda weird family... For example, if you look her up on facebook, she has two. One is her old one. You know why she has an old one? It's her mom's now. Her mom took over her facebook and comments on stuff as Julia's mom, but the profile has Julia's name.
Well, sorry I haven't been on in a while... I've been painfully busy with all this friendship bullshit and I didn't have time to blog to my REAL friends. Well, this last week has been very stressful because I have a new group of friends and they're kinda a bad influence... Not that they do drugs or smoke or drink, it's just, my old friends were kinda dorks and these friends are... What's the word? Badass rebels, I guess. Not the good kind. One of my new friends, Shawn, is failing 5 classes and my other friends, Daryan (I think that's how you spell it) and Anna are failing at least one.
I've decided to post something out of the ordinary... Something about my constant nickname that though it is stupid and imature, I don't mind it... It's better than Jojo... Call me Jojo and I'll punch you in the face. Anywho, a great sum of my friends call me drinking gourd. THey call me drinking gourd because, we were talking about the horrible music teacher we had in fifth grade that everyone wanted to drop- kick out a window. She made us sing this god- awful song called "follw the drinking gourd" that you may be familliar with if you learned about slavery.
So after the whiney blog I just posted I realized something... I FORGOT TO SAY HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahhh, Thanksgiving. The only day in which you can stuff yourself and not care if you get fat... I already developed a craving for pumkin pie and Turkey... How about you guys???
Well, life has been pretty good lately, I'm not upset over my friends much anymore and I think they're going to get suspended for picking on Katie's ex- boyfriend... Revenge is sweet, isn't it? My birthday was on the 17th and my old friends tried to say happy birthday... I was pretty offended then... I mean, they've got alot of nerve trying to say happy birthday to me after what they did! But it doesn't upset me now. Kevin has been texting me every afternoon, he locked my locker the other day and appoligized for it, which is tottally out of character.
I don't think I spelled traitor right but oh well. Just as I suspected, in a matter of two days, Jackie is sitting with our old friends, laughing and having a good time. She forgives people too easily... Or do I hold a grudge too long? I'm now keeping an appology log: So far, Standard Emily appoligized but tried to blame it on everyone else, Other Emily appoligized and was REALLY sincere, and Katie is painfully swimming in her guilt. Anywho, Jackie is back to acting like a retard like she always does when she's around THEM for long periods of time.
I am very sad to say that I had a tragic loss of friends on Thursday. To begin this depressing tale, I will mention we had a half day on Thursday. Me and my friends (Katie, Cara, Jackie, Standard Emily, Other Emily) were all going to ride my bus to my house and then walk to the local coffee house in town, Taste, since I live so close. Well, all my friends except Jackie decided that my bus ride is too long and they were just going to walk to Taste after school. Okay, I thought that was kind of suspicious.