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SCARRED (New song by me)

SCARRED
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Once was pretty in an ugly way (La La La-La-La…)
But we let our own body decay…
Cut, abused an left with no charm
NOW WHAT USE ARE OUR ARMS?!

Dying in fear, that someone will tell
And I’ll end up on the detention lists
Oh Honey! No! I’m not killing myself-
I’m just…-CUTTING OFF MY WRISTS!

What does not kill me only makes me stronger.
So LET IT BLEED- For a little while longer…
Taking a lot of blood-loss to the brain…
Oh it’s “just” DRIVING ME INSANE!!!

All stained, your sink rots
Blotched like an inkblot
Now watch the pain
Go down the drain

All these dead leaves in the sky
An the scars from last night
Remind me I’m still alive-
I’m still alive…Right?…

It’s called a SCAR, sure, all stare at it…
Sewn shut but you know it still itches
Adding insult to injury, calling me shit
You’re PULLING OUT MY STITCHES!!!

Staring in disgust, “Emo, I too, hate your guts!”

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BFF (Bad Fake Friend) (New song by me)

BFF (Bad Fake Friend)
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Has gotta be someone out there like me
This world is way too pretty of a place
Somebody else has gotta be ugly…
I’m blinded by every damn face!!!

If I can forget what her body does…
Than I can cry at the funerals
So I close my eyes, because…
When I’m blind everyone’s beautiful

La! La! La! La La La... La! La! La! La-
I’ll take what I love, and do it better…
“Whoever you can do I can do wetter”
La La La… La! La! La! La La La... LA!

Halfway done cutting the cake
I find out you’re a fucking fake
It’s time to rip up your blouse
Well back to the Whorehouse

All the brides lied when they said
“For the rest of my life- I’m dead.”
“Till death do us part” MARRY ME
Well, Death is a start… BURRY ME

CLIQUES AND CLICHES, NOT ONE HONEST FACE!!!
If medicine went around and we all got a taste…
Sick of everyone’s vaccines, no longer lonely…-
But there’d be so many pills we’d all O.D.!!!

When all the Goody-two-shoes tattle

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Pandora's Box (The Punch Circle) (New song By me)

Pandora’s Box (The Punch Circle)
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The Day I was Born- You’d think Dad would be awake.
“Happy Birthday to me.” Tell me why we mourn today-
“Was I a mistake? Was the rubber a fake?”
…Well either way- “I’M HERE TO STAY!!!”

During that Two-Hour Ambulance ride… Before I DIED
Before she said, “HONEYBOO I LOVE- how you’re dead”
“Now how much time has the Thing got?” (*Doctor, is that all you can take?*)
“Let’s do a few circles in the parking lot.” (*Burn out the Ambulance brakes*)

“CONGRATULATIONS!!! It’s a CORPSE!!!”
Deceased are taken to the bottom floor…
If you’re in good hands, your mortician will say
“The exit is behind you, and ENJOY YOUR STAY”

Forming a CIRCLE when we should be in a straight LINE
Because ONLY when someone gets hurt, is it FUN!!!…
And KIDS will be KIDS with a car or with a gun…
Driving Teacher’s brains, out of her mind!!!

You couldn’t cum- ‘cause I’m too retarded, really rough-
AND I TASTED LIKE SALT!

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Doll House (new song by me)

Doll House
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They call it life, we call it hell
But we’re all just on the shelf
And who cares if we fall…
We’re merely little dolls!!!

Heard what we said? (“Dolls Don’t Lie!” I Lied.)
Someone yell surprise (Believe your eyes…)
Like the undead (Undead on the inside)
We’ll RISE!!! (RISE!!! RISE!!! RISE!!!)

All these needles raise the stakes up… (…HUSH...)
At night is when we come out to play… (Tee-Hee.)
An until the sun goes down we’ll stay… (…HUSH…)
Lifeless by day- *Chime* “…WAKE UP…” (Tee-Hee!)

Doll house of our dreams
Nowhere I’d rather go…
It’s every stitch and seam
HOME-SWEET-HOME…

Heard what we said? (“Dolls Don’t Lie!” I Lied.)
Someone yell surprise (Believe your eyes…)
Like the undead (Undead on the inside)
We’ll RISE!!! (RISE!!! RISE!!! RISE!!!)

It can push all of us down… (As a dollhouse comes crashing down!)
Turn off the music-box’s sound! (Fairytales scattered all around…)

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The Following Finale (new lyrics by me)

well, after much thought and debate, at long last i'm finally posting my recent album of lyrics

Titled: The Following Finale

all about Lost Fairy-tales and Life's Hauntings

With inspiration from MCR, MSI, The Used all the way to DeadSpace 2 ads, the Anastasia music box and even the movie Black Swan, not too mention my sick imagination and personal experience

well all the songs finally are posted :)

any and all feedback is encouraged :) thank you very much :)

The Following Finale
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Valentine's Ghost
http://www.mychemicalromance.com/blog/johnschwarcz/valentines-ghost-new-...

The Ugly Duckling (And The Black Swan)
http://www.mychemicalromance.com/blog/johnschwarcz/ugly-duckling-and-bla...

SOMETHING
http://www.mychemicalromance.com/blog/johnschwarcz/something-new-song-me

Molly's Playhouse (ASYLUM)
http://www.mychemicalromance.com/blog/johnschwarcz/mollys-playhouse-asyl...

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Alice In Sanity (new song by me)

Alice In Sanity
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Poor little girl, poor little girl
Just not enough for the world
She left to hide from reality
Poor little Alice, Alice In Sanity

One makes you kiss… and one gives you wrists… (Alice, Oh Alice)
We can’t take- stand- live in a world of humanity
She won’t miss nor be missed… (Alice, Oh Alice)
By any of reality, of REALITY!!!

Helpless for her own nightmares to find (La-La-La…)
Isolated in sanity, “If anyone can hear this…”
Locked away and gone out of her mind (La! La!! La!!!)
“Don’t even come to help… I AM FEARLESS!!!”

They dug her out of her own grave
Damned her away in a ghost town (Happily ever after, one day)
Too far from ground to be saved
“Underland can’t hear you now” (Run Away!!! RUN AWAY!!!)

Don’t run away to the caterpillar deep in smoke…
One’s just a filler an one will make you choke!!!
Poor little girl, how many pills did you take…
Alice In Sanity, PLEASE STAY AWAKE!!!

Down a rabbit hole, all the way to hell!!!

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Anastasia (CANCER) (New Song By Me)

Anastasia (CANCER)
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When your friends get the news, ignore how they react!!! (Close your eyes…)
Don’t listen to the doctors!!! Don’t listen to the facts!!! (WAKE UP!!!)
And if you WAKE UP ON THE OPERATION TABLE!!! (Close your eyes…)
It’s just a sign your VITALS ARE STILL STABLE!!!! (WAKE UP!!!)

Burned alive and back for more!
Who needs hair, we’ve got our hearts!
Inside each one of us is the cure-
Our survival rate’s OFF THE CHARTS!!!

It’s a lie-… Just one little white lie!!!
You won’t die… YOU WON’T DIE!!!
Look into my eyes… An… SMILE…
WE’LL BE ALIVE FOR A WHILE…

All those fluffy fairytales… Were true…
You can’t… You can’t be killed Dear!!!
In this room nothing can hurt you…
Don’t worry!!! You’re still here!!!

The CURE… is to just KEEP LAUGHIN’
Enjoy your stay! ENJOY YOUR STAY!
…Who knows what will happen…
Just keep MARKING THE DAYS!!!

Say it isn’t so… Tell me you won’t go!
Don’t go away…LIVE ON!!! LIVE ON!!!

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Are We There Yet (new song by me)

Are We There Yet
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Son, are you still staying alive?!
Or was this just a waste of a drive…
Check his pulse, Get his wrists sewn…
Puke the pills kid!! I want to go home!!!

Animal! We should be taking you to the vet!!!
Hope you didn’t swallow the whole spoon!!!
A suicide Doctor will make you soon…
Hush my darling… Don’t wake up yet…

Tell my sister you love her most… (Miss Me, Miss Me!)
…Partly ‘cause of my “overdose” (Miss Me, Miss Me!)
Although I’ve died… We’ll still be close…
Love Me-No… YOU LOVE MY GHOST!!!

As we carry you out of the car, people stare!!! (Giving high fives…)
Yea, it’s OUR son they’re dismissing (Blood tests, Drug tests don’t lie!!!)
Teenagers are just so embarrassing (Everyone cover your eyes…)
It’s a long drive there! It’s a long drive there! (Why won’t you just die!!!)

Tell my sister you love her most… (Miss Me, Miss Me!)
…Partly ‘cause of my “overdose” (Miss Me, Miss Me!)

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Fitting In (The Locker.) (new song by me)

Fitting In (The Locker.)
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Who’s a reject with two thumbs?… (THIS GUY!!!)
“Your ugly face is a crime!!!” (HAHAHA!!!)
Barbie, you think I look dumb…(GO CRY!!!)
LOOK IN AN INKBLOT SOMETIME!!! (LALALA!!!)

First day, locker’s already full of pests… (Nananananana!)
Fingernails stuck into Detention desks… (AAAHHH!!!)
“LAUGH AT US LOSERS AN CRIPPLES!!!” (HAHAHA!!!)
“Welcome back to hell-LLO PRINCIPLE!!!” (…NA. NA. NA.)

“Saw you talking to the LOSERS! (Casts are SO last year!!!)
You’ll never make it onto cheer (Suicide is SO last year!!!)
You need to take to the USERS! (LIFE IS SO LAST YEAR!!!)
Dear, niceness is SO last year…” (LaLa! LaLa! LaLa! LaLa!)

Who’s a reject with two thumbs?… (THIS GUY!!!)
“Your ugly face is a crime!!!” (HAHAHA!!!)
Barbie, you think I look dumb…(GO CRY!!!)
LOOK IN AN INKBLOT SOMETIME!!! (LALALA!!!)

Dot it quick, ‘cause cutting’s bad… (Clichés!!!)
Slit wrists and nursery rhymes!!! (HAHAHA!!!)

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IF (new song by me)

IF
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I feel it deep in my gut (Quit it and shut up…)
I FAILed, no “but”s (Now SIT DOWN and SHUT UP!!!)
So take my wrists away (Put my wrists away)
No IF, since I have no say (If you’d just give me a say)

Angel over both your ears
Try sending me straight to hell
Devil over both your ears
I can stay alive… All by myself

Now I don’t care about (You told me to FUCK OFF)
All your excuses-can go… (Can go- “cough-Cough”)
OH SO, IF I SAID HELLO… (“he wet his…” I was your show an tell)
IF I ASKED YOU OUT!!! (Liar, Liar, pants on fire, go burn in hell!!!)

My blood turning blue… (Ooh-Ooh)
That’s the cue for me to say “Fuck you!”
The cue for me to say… (Ooh-Ooh)
“FUCK YOU, AND HAVE A NICE DAY!!!”

Angel over both your ears
Try sending me straight to hell
Devil over both your ears
I can stay alive… All by myself

May I have some more of those pretty pills please…
Stay Dead- or Alive!!! DIE RESPONSIBLY… (Who.)