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Nobody's Looking (New song by me)

Here's the second to last song of my new album's (True Love: The Madness) B side (Looking For The Last Patient)
It's about being ignored, being socially FUCKED, and how hard it is to patiently wait for things to get better
lemme know what you think :)
Thanks!!!

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Nobody's Looking
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[LA! LA LA LA!]

Nobody's looking until we take what we took
And then we're all “Fake attention-whores”
While we're sprawled out crawling on the fuckin' floor...
They looked away! Nobodies looking! Nobody even looks.

Looks mean so much these days... (LA LA LA

The Voices In Your Head (New song by me)

The third song from my new album's (True Love: The Madness) B side (Looking For The Last Patient) is posted! :D (Keep reading the songs to find out who the last patient is!)
This is another song dedicated to Anne Blue and was inspired by her song So Alone!
So lemme know watchya guys think about this one :) thank you! <3

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The Voices In Your Head
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[To express these emotions, “Loneliness”, only begins…]

Try standing in my shoes
They’re up a telephone pole
RIGHT NEXT TO MY NOOSE!!!
And right above the hole
In the ground… In the ground
LOOK AT

Sanity-Ever-After… (New song by me)

This song is the second song off the B side of my new album True Love: The Madness, the B side is called Looking For The Last Patient (Read all the songs and see if you can find him ;3 )
This song is a statement to my goal, the goal of switching the definitions of Sane and Insane :p the song should explain what i mean :3
Lemme know whatchya think please! Thank you guys so much! :D :D :D

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Sanity-Ever-After…
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Now I've gone sane! Sane!
I've gone sane! Gone sane!
Now I've gone sane! Sane!
I've gone sane! Gone sane!

Treatment turned my world upside down
My

My Chemicals (GONE!) (New song by me)

Alas! The first B side of my new album True Love: The Madness
the B side is called Looking For The Last Patient (If you read all the B sides you might be able to find him ;) but sorry he's not in this song :3 )
The idea for this song is for a song you can sing/scream to a mirror, about any problem (Specifically stress and reality), make all the problems go away for a bit
Which is I'm Not Okay for me, this is like my I'm Not Okay
So pleeeeeease lemme know whatchya think, an if i got what i was going for?
THANK YOU SO MUCH! :) :) :)
<3

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My Chemicals (GONE!)

True Love: The Madness (New album by me)

Here's the links to all the new songs from my new album True Love: The Madness
The songs are mainly inspired by Black Parade with a few outside-mcr inspirations
It's all about twisted love, from denial of medical conditions to feeding the homeless with your fetus :P like i said, twisted.
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True Love: The Madness

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Dolly!!! DON’T YOU HEAR THE SIRENS? (Dolly! And The Soldier!)
http://www.mychemicalromance.com/blog/johnschwarcz/dolly-don%E2%80%99t-y...

Harlequins...
http://www.mychemicalromance.com/blog/johnschwarcz/harlequins%E2%80%A6-n...

If I Left (What Would Change) (new song by me)

This is one of the last songs off my new album True Love: The Madness
it's inspired by and dedicated to Anne Blue's song So Alone
so lemme know whatchya think? :)
Haven't gotten any comments on ma new songs yet :p kinda depressing :P but i'ma optimistic! :D :D :D
You guys know how much comments mean to me :)
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If I Left (What Would Change)
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I need an angel… Someone send cupid…
To watch over me! Watch over me!
…Before I do something stupid…
……WATCH! OVER!! ME!!!

I want you… To talk to me
Instead you walk through me
Haunt you

QUIET! (You’re Embarrassing Me.) (New song by me)

So this is my last, and favorite song from my new album True Love: The Madness
It's inspired by Mama and personal experience, this is my fav song because it's a personal experience that all of us have went through and created great feelings at the time we are... our first memories of getting a shot :3 (with a little twist ;3)
So lemme know whatchya think and if it captured the feeling u guys got when u got your first shot :3
Thank you guys so much!
You guys mean the world to me :)
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QUIET! (You’re Embarrassing Me.)
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[I remember

Smile. (New song by me)

This is the second to last song off my new album True Love: The Madness
It's inspired by Cancer and the movie Awake, it's about a mother in denial of her child's condition, but at the same time it's my inspirational song from this album
So lemme know whatchya think :)
Thank you so much! :)

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Smile.
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[It’s like pulling teeth… To find a donor… So-]
SMILE!!! CHELSEA!!! SMILE!!! (Smile… Smile)
Please don’t look at your file (JUST SMILE!!!)
The doctors are all in denial (JUST SMILE!!!)
SMILE- CHELSEA!!! SMILE!!!

Patience (Get Better Soon) (New song by me)

This is another song off my album True Love: The Madness
this one is also inspired by Dead and Blood, although a bit by Final Destination movies as well, it's about the concept how everyone thinks their situation is the worst :3
Tell me watchya think!
THANK YOU! SO MUCH :D
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Patience (Get Better Soon)
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I’m sick… I’m sick… I’m sick… I’m sick, an since the ambulance didn’t come on time
I’m sick… I’m sick… I’m sick… I’m sick, an a prisoner in my own mind
Dear… Can you hear my iron lung… Death didn’t pick up when I rung
Oh how rude of me!… I’d say hello

Anesthetics (new song by me)

This another song off my album True Love: The Madness
and it's obviously inspired by Blood, though this song is more like the opposite of Blood :3
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Anesthetics
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*Drip* *Drop*

I.V! I.V! I.V! Not there! Ow, why me! I.V! I.V! I.V!
They won’t stop until I pop! They won’t stop until I pop!
You can see poison they put in my drip drop- Drip drop!
I.V! I.V! I.V! Everywhere outside me! I.V! I.V! I.V!

They don’t clean this catheter or even wash these shit-covered sheets…
With no way to tell all of the sadistic

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