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L.M.F.A.O. (Last Month [the] First Apocalypse Occurred) (New Song By Me)

L.M.F.A.O. / Last Month (the) First Apocalypse Occurred
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So close to the end again…
Wearing eyeliner I didn’t need to put on
Seems like everyone in the world is gone
Though it’s only my friends…

Stop waiting for the sky to come crashing down…
We all live in the apocalypse right now!!!
Look! Look around at the fires and flood…
The street’s already filled with children’s blood!!!

They preach, “Repent! The end is near!”
Well, you would want to check the date…
‘Cause my good friend… it’s a little too late…
Dear oh dear, THE END’S ALREADY HERE!!!

Stop waiting for the sky to

Till Night And Day Collide (New song by me)

Till Night And Day Collide
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Would you love me
If the night never grew old
Would you love me
If I never would lose hold

Lovesick! Lovesick! But don’t own any cures
They’re still stuck deep inside your domain
But if my heart breaks can I borrow yours
Out of blood, pump your love in my veins

You know, if our hearts broke ever…
I’d stitch them both back together!!!
Oh, if our hearts broke ever…
I’d stitch ‘em both together!!!

Heart in half, got stitches in store…
Succubitch, love cannot be rationed!!!
Your clothes look hot on the floor…
Hear your heart pulse

-PULSE- (New song by me)

-PULSE-
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Pulse returning, LOOK!!! LOOK!!!
Since surviving is a piece of cake…
Don’t care how many pills you took!!!
OPEN YOUR EYES AND STAY AWAKE!!!

“Please drive faster…this nurse isn’t getting any tip”
"Woops… Left the I.V. drip in the last girl’s hearse”
I’m an ambulance-driving hypocrite!!!
Alive but cut up with both wrists slit…

“How would I react…”
STAY!!! STAY!!!
With my pulse intact!!!
STAY!!! STAY!!!

You’re killing me with your red wrists dear
I’m almost dead and you’re also near…
DID YOU EVER AT LEAST STOP TO THINK-
Who’d have to wash the fucking sink!!!

Children's Fiction (New song by me)

Children's Fiction
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[…God you may get me eventually…]
[BUT NOT TODAY! NO NOT TODAY!]

Doctors know nothing of my time left
But If I ever saw the fallen angel of death
Face To Face! I’d have just one thing to say…
DANGER: STAY AWAY! ANGELS! STAY AWAY!

PILLS IN HAND…
BOTTLES UP… (Hide Me…)
TO A LAND…
ALL MADE-UP… (Hide me…)

Sighing myself to sleep…
Dying in my WIDE AWAKE!!!
My heart leaps at each lil’ beep…
JUST HOW MANY PILLS DID I TAKE?!

Near dead, depression has spread, “For future reference, do it in a shed”
But I still have a fighting chance…so next time use led…

Call-Lost (New song by me)

Call-Lost
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To breath on the phone
HELLO?!…HELLO?!
…You left me all alone…
IS ANYONE HOME?!

“WHAT THE HELL”?!
CAN’T YOU TELL?!…
YOU’RE KILLING ME!!! KILLING ME!!!
……YOUR PILLS ARE FILLING ME……

YOU WERE SO BLIND!!!
The clues were all around for you to find…
Does a suicide attempt not count as a sign?!
SO BLIND!!! SO BLIND!!!

“Welcome to Suicide Hotline”
-Donating our failures to Red Cross-
“Don’t worry, you’ll be fine!!!-
ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS-*Call-Lost.*

Bleeding to death, NEAR DEAD
All I hear is breath, so I said-
…I’ll die here on the phone…
…Sorry dear,

Bottled Up (new song by me)

Bottled Up
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Look me in the disfigured face!!!
CUT UP! I’M ALL CUT UP!
Do I look okay?! Do I look okay?!
SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP!

BOTTLED UP! I’M BOTTLED UP!
Get me the hell out of this cup…
Everyone thinks I’ve already died
But I’m just BOTTLED UP INSIDE

Look me in the disfigured face!!!
CUT UP! I’M ALL CUT UP!
Do I look okay?! Do I look okay?!
SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP!

Lost my spark! I LOST MY SPARK!!
So put me in the Electric Chair…
Scared?! In the dark nobody stares!!!
“These scars are just birthmarks…”

This cup’s half full…HALF FULL OF TIDE!!!
An I’m stuck here,

Still Alive - To Everyone's Surprise (New Album by me)

New Album by me,
i went for more of a Three cheers feel then my older stuff,
still tried for a bit of Black Parade,
made this album much more emotional then any of my older stuff
it's very different from my older songs,
tell me whatchya think :) :) :)
thanks a ton for the feedback and support :)
(suggestions are welcome)
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STILL ALIVE (To Everyone's Surprise)

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An Odd Number Of Petals
http://www.mychemicalromance.com/blog/johnschwarcz/odd-number-petals-new...

AWAKENING (The Casket In The corner)

THE DIAGNOSIS (new Song by me)

THE DIAGNOSIS
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A Song For The Awareness Of Mental Ward Abuse
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Welcome to your asylum…
Don’t forget to wipe your feet…
And trust me, you will love my fun!!!
Well you better, or you just won’t eat!!!

You’ll love the attire that we have in store…
Straitjackets! Get to hug yourself! Twenty-four-seven!!!
An we know no one ever loved you before…
It’ll feel like digging from hell down to explore heaven!!!

[WelcomeToTheAsylumMorgue.org]
[Have a good day!! Enjoy your stay!!]
["Find morgue Near You-]

S.O.S. / Stop Our Suicide (New Song By Me)

S.O.S (Stop our suicide)
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S.O.S.! IF LIFE’S THE TEST…
SHIT, I’m about to FAIL!!! (NOT MANY QUESTIONS LEFT…)
“Well then just do your best”
“My very best is pretty pale!!!” (I’M SO GETTING AN “F”!!!)

Homesick ‘cause you’re stuck here all alone
Dead in days in a place no one ever goes
Wrists slit but nobody knows
Good luck getting ‘em sewn

Russian Roulette’s my favorite game to play (But I always lose and cry)
Someone save me from my suicide (Maybe I need some time to think)
Playing Hide And Seek or Drink The Tide (I spy with my little eye)
By myself in my room all day

Rehearsal/ DON'T DIE YET (New Song By Me)

Rehearsal (DON’T DIE YET)
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Holding her purse as she prays…
Verses that mean no more than good day
I think I’ll just stay in the hearse…
THIS DAY COULDN’T GET ANY WORSE!!!

Influencing dementia deep inside your brain
Ten feet below our own, sown shut an locked away
HE’S STILL ALIVE! HE’S STILL ALIVE! A bad case of SANE
Not gonna let you bury him until I’ve giving him his bouquet

Holding her purse as she prays…
Verses that mean no more than good day
I think I’ll just stay in the hearse…
THIS DAY COULND’T GET ANY WORSE!!!

This is not follow the leader
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