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There May Be Some Hope Yet...
Merci Pour Le Venin

Thank you, My Chemical Romance. Thank you for my life. 4 years ago, as I sat alone on the school bus, I had a paper in my hands. A note. My note. I was writing a suicide letter. Then I heard it, on the radio. "We carry on, we carry on, and though you're dead and gone believe me, your memory will carry on!". And I took the note, and through it away. You guys have helped me through the good times and the bad times. I guess there's nothing I can really do but say Thank You. We'll find a way to carry on. I'll keep posting on this site from time to time, as I'm hoping you'll keep it up.

Keep Running (Killjoy Fanfic-Chapter 1)

So this is a part from a fanfic I’ve been working on. I don’t really like it myself but I’m interested in what you guys think. It kinda starts out weird but it will resolve itself within the first few chapters. Enjoy!(?)-Desert Angel

Do I Tell Anybody?

I've been really depressed all the time for like a month now. I feel like I'm dead inside. I have come to the realization that I probably have chronic depression or something because I've been feeling this way all the time lately. Should I tell anyone? My parents don't care and wouldn't understand anyways, and there aren't really any adults that I trust or any shit like that. Do I ask my parents to take me to a counselor or something? Personally I'd rather just find ways to deal with this myself, but I don't know how. Advice?
-Desert Angel

Hey Killjoys

So yeah I know I'm a bit late but I started writing a Killjoys fan-fic (don't judge me...). It's not based off of the original killjoys (Party Poison, Fun Ghoul, Jet Star, & Kobra Kid) but is instead about a new group of killjoys. I think it's pretty cool. I'm gonna post it on here over the next week or so and might keep making more if anybody likes it. Keep Running!
-Desert Angel

Depression Sucks

I have that feeling that I'm dead inside again. I had a good day yesterday and today but this evening that feeling has just come back to bite me in the ass. It sucks and I can't shake it. Listening to music helps for a bit but the depression comes back later. How to I get rid of this feeling? help.
-Desert Angel

Actually Feel Pretty Good For Once

ahahaha! Music has saved me. Again. ahhh thank god for that. I've had a shitty week but things are looking better now. Not that anythings really changed-- things are still shitty, but I'm just happy for the first time in a while. I got home from track practice today and just rocked out for like 4 hours :D. it was fucking awesome! If you ever feel like crap just listen to some MCR, Asking Alexandria, Switchfoot, and A Day To Remember. Hell listen to whatever the fuck you want, just listen to something cuz it helps! TRANSMISSION OVER
-Desert Angel

The Misadventures Of A High School Tragedy

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Can You Honestly Expect Me To Believe That It "Get's Better"?

I've had enough of people who pretend to care but really don't. So if you don't really give a shit then stop acting and don't even bother reading this. I've also had enough of the bullshit. If you're gonna lie to me just to make me feel better then don't read this, either.

Asking Alexandria - "A Prophecy"

"How stubborn are the scars when they won't fade away? Or just a gentle reminder that now are better days?" (The video isn't mine.) Enjoy, killjoys. Keep Running.
-Desert Angel