Independent Freedom's blog

i wasn't able to get the picture, but someone wants to get everyone to draw two lines on their wrist, one black and one red on december 10th. make it happen! :)

it seems like there are a lot of people who need help here, and not a lot of people who try to help them. and i can understand why, everyone needs help with something totally different. and i really just want to help everyone out, so if anyone wants some unbiased advise, just leave a comment and check back to see if i answered it. even if you don't want help and just need to vent, or you're so excited about something you can't contain it i'm here to talk to. :)

Mcr saved me. but not in the way they saved most. most were suicidal or something. me? i was falling prey to the conformity of pop culture. i was convinced that to be accepted i had to be super skinny, wear trashy clothes, wear a TON of make-up, listen to songs that didn't make any sense, and act like a trashy adult. most things i had been pretty good on avoiding, but i was about at my breaking point. i was probably literally about a week before i was lost in the almost inescapable maze of how society thinks we should act. i had been considering buying a ton of make up that i would hate wearing, but knew people might think is was pretty. i was about to start starving myself to become thin like the super models girls are supposed to idolize or something. i was about to be able to buy more clothes, and i was going to try and make them as trashy as possible. just because that's what i thought i was supposed to look like.

Am I the only one out here who is tired of most adults perverting everything and trying to make it seem like all teenagers want is a... "physical relationship"? i mean, i know that's what a lot want. But to be honest, they over estimate... it a lot. Not every guy out there wants a girlfriend just to "get it on". And not every girl is willing to "put out" just to keep their boyfriend. I understand that some are exactly like that, and what i have to say to them is KNOCK IT OFF!!!!!!!! You're giving teenagers a bad name, and now parents can't let a couple be alone for five minutes with out being suspicious. But adults need to get out of that mind set of "oh, when i was a kid i would try this, so they're going to try this also". No, we won't. Believe it or not, there are still teens out there who know better. Please stop judging us based on others decisions. Now if we personally have led you to think that we would, then you can judge us.

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It seems everyone can remember the holidays where they don't have to work, but some tend to forget the ones where many families were affected and they still have to go to work or school. Today is 9-11, the day when the Towers went down, the Pentagon was attacked, and almost the White House attacked. Please don't forget all the people who died in these attacks. They were innocent by-standers. It wasn't like they signed up to go to war and new they were going to have a highly likely chance of getting shot down. No, they were going to work, or maybe on vacation. Maybe a loved one had shown up to surprise them at work. Maybe an employee who had been barely getting by, had just gotten the promotion they needed to pay their bills and move to a nice home. Maybe there was some teenage girl playing hooky because she'd just been in a bad break up, and that was the place she went to clear her head. I don't know.

Happy birthday Mikey!!!!! you probably won't see this, but thee feeling is still the same :) how perfect is it that a band that is totally against suicide, has a member who has his birthday on suicide awareness day?!?!?! :D i think it's a little bit too amazing. happy birthday!!!!

so it turns out i now can't fall asleep unless listening to my chemical romance. let me rephrase that. i can no longer have dreams unless listening to my chemical romance while sleeping. so a couple months back when i got my i-pod, i downloaded the black parade album on it. that was the only album on there for a while, and one night i fell asleep to it. i ended up sleeping really well through the night, so i decided to just continue listening to their music when i fell asleep. i would have normal dreams most of the time, but if i had a particularly stressful day, MCR would appear in my dream. They were like a distraction from reality in my dream (if that makes any sense) but it was really cool. we would just, i guess, hang out. and talk about really random stuff. literally, here's what happened in one of my dreams.
*ray, mikey, frank, and bob walked out of the room to go do some random task
gerard: "so what's your favorite time?"
me: "what?"
gerard: "you heard me."

so i was scrolling through the community page, and i noticed you can't flip back through the pages. is the little button that takes to to the next page missing or something only on my computer, or is this part of the website page change?

so i was watching the Professional Greifers music video, and anyone else notice the band at the bottom of the screen of the music video? it's sort of like on the news where they put all the stuff that is important for people to know, but not important enough for them to talk about. anyway, go watch the video and read the band around the bottom, it's really funny. don't look for it if you're canadian though.