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What the fuck is wrong with me?

Well…my life is sort of sucking right now and I don’t even know why. School is killing me and there is no reason for it. When I get up in the morning I feel sick to my stomach with the dread I feel at the prospect of coming back to this damn place, but there’s nothing to make me feel this way. I have friends here (I don’t really see them outside of school but I have them here), and the semester just started so for one thing I shouldn’t feel stressed and for another thing I never get stressed…about anything. At all. Ever. It’s just my natural attitude.

Oh, yarbles!

I'm going to start using A Clockwork Orange slang. So get that through your gullivers, all you molodoy droogs, devotchkas, and malchicks alike. Grab your oozys and your nozhs and let the red, red krovvy flow ;)

The Lost Boys

I am totally going to make a costume combining the ones from the movie and the ones from Peter Pan. It will be epic. Well, basically I'll be a vampire with animal skins on my head but I'm pretty excited about it ^_^

homophobia

So I'm sitting in class and we have a work day so obviously there is much talking going on and very little work. So this week is Mission Week which you probably don't know what that is because I'm pretty sure it's a Catholic school thing but to make it simple I'm just going to say that you can sign up to have a party at your house and people from school can show up. So today the gossip that happened at last night's party (I don't go to parties, I kinda hate most of these people) is that someone came out as being a lesbian.

Yeah, kinda like that

I did not get enough sleep last night. At all. And now I feel kinda like that -->

my parents are getting divorced

And I'm 16 so it's not like I'm 6 years old and going to mentally scarred. It will effect me more than, say, my 19 year old brother in college, but I feel like I can take it. I mean I'm not completely empathetic, but as long as it makes them happy I really don't give a shit. It's just weird, you know? All that stuff about switching between houses and, you know, divorce stuff seems like a life that never could relate to mine. It still doesn't. The life of a kid with divorced parents could never be anything like mine. But suddenly it is.

So...my parents are splitting...

And I'm 16 so it's not like I'm 6 years old and going to mentally scarred. It will effect me more than, say, my 19 year old brother in college, but I feel like I can take it. I mean I'm not completely empathetic, but as long as it makes them happy I really don't give a shit. It's just weird, you know? All that stuff about switching between houses and, you know, divorce stuff seems like a life that never could relate to mine. It still doesn't. The life of a kid with divorced parents could never be anything like mine. But suddenly it is.

Wearing a cape to school ^_^

Tomorrow is "Would you still be my friend if I wore this to school?" Day :D Now when most people say that they're being sarcastic but I think that sort of thing all the time, except mine's more "What would you do if I wore this?" cuz idc if people are my friends there I don't hang out with them or anything anyway. I just want to get reactions mostly. So my outfit will most likely be serious xD so I'm wearing black lipstick (I was planning on that anyway. I'd never do it outside of school but I'd like to see what would happen), a cape (not like a vampire, more of a superhero thing.

My Hood and Sleep

So I started wearing my hood up at school all the time. We have uniforms here and frankly I'm pretty damn fortunate to be allowed to wear a hoodie, but in general they don't allow for much style variation. In a world of uniformity, you gotta stand out where you can...Also it helps to block the world out. I go to school with some of the stupidest people on the planet (AKA teenage girls. I'm ashamed to be categorized in the same group...) so it's really nice to be able to block out the bullshit in whatever way I can.

Being able to BREATH would be awesome, wouldn't it?!

Stupid cold...

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