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I have yet again defied logic

I swallowed a 10p coin today in school
And I have no idea how XD

The first thing that popped into my head was "Hey, this event would make an awesome blog"

Im so retarded XD
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So how was everyone in MCR land?

~Rowan

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Wake Me up When September Ends

Im in a Green Day mood....
I love this song...

Beautifully written...
Poor Billie Joe and his dad :(
He was so young when he died

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My favourite songs IN ORDER

1.) Of course Early Sunsets Over Monroeville

Late dawns and early sunsets, just like my favorite scenes
Then holding hands and life was perfect, just like up on the screen
And the whole time while always giving
Counting your face among the living

Up and down escalators, pennies and colder fountains
Elevators and half price sales, trapped in by all these mountains
Running away and hiding with you
I never thought they'd get me here
Not knowing you'd change from just one bite
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But would anything matter if you're already dead?
And well should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
And would anything matter if you're already dead?
And now should I be shocked by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But does anything matter if you're already dead?
And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?
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2.) Drowning Lessons

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Green Day - Homecoming

One of the fucking best songs ever created
Its defintiely one of green days best :3
Cheers me up
While making me sad at the same time :/

Im in love St.Jimmy XD
But he died D:
The Death of st.jimmy is prbly my favrit part
Then Nobody likes you Mikes an awesome singer :)
Rock and roll girlfrend :) Tre makes me so laugh XD
then East 12th street
then Were coming home again

Fuck that I LOVE IT ALL :D
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Jimmy died today
He blew his brains out into the bay,
In the state of mind its my own private suicide

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I have A Problem But Who Wants To Solve It ORIGINAL SONG / Early Sunsets Over Monroeville

Maybe I can find a way
To make it all just go away
It carries on
Because I never say
You make it hell every day

You made my life shit
Called me names
Made me wanna die
Do you care?

I want it all to end
Relief would be a god-send
Im a person too yknow
You're driving me round the fucking bend
How'd I think you were my friend

You made my life shit
Called me names
Made me wanna die
Do you care?

Theses scars are because of you all
I never fell didn't want to crawl
I always stood tall when you mocked me
Can't take anymore at FUCKING ALL

YOU MADE IT SHIT
YOU FUCKED IT UP
YOU MADE IT HELL
I WANT TO DIE

I WANT TO DIE
I WANT TO DIE
I WANT TO DIE
JUST FUCKING DIE!

Made me feel so fucking pathetic(JUST DIE)
Made me feel too damn apathetic(JUST DIE)
All your smiles are fucking synthetic(JUST DIE)
Someone enject me with anesthetic(JUST DIE)

Just die...

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I write alot of songs
Mostly about
1.)Mass murder
2.)Suicide
3.)My life
I wrote one about 5 minutes after I tried to kill me and the writing is stained with teardrops 0_o
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Early Sunsets Over Monroeville....
I can't stop playing it....
Repeating over and over.....
It's killing me

Gerard sounds like hes dying when he's singing it....
I mean that it sounds emotional....not terrible.....
The last minute kills me....

I love her....
She doesnt love me.....
Im alone......
Shes with someone....
I want to die......
She told me shed die without me....
Im so fucking confused........

There's a corpse in this bed........

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Death Note = <3. Anyone else like it?

I just started watching the Death Note anime on youtube because mangafox is dead and thts where I read it

It is fucking amazing :D

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Early Sunsets Over Monroeville and Please, Can someone help me possibly?

Listening to Bullets
Its on my favourite song ever now...
Early Sunsets Over Monroeville....

It makes me think of....her(im bi and in love with a girl get used to it homophobes)

Im going to cry in a minute
I want to die but I'm staying alive for her
I just don't knw what to fucking do anymore

I need help I know
Don;t tell me things I already know

Theres no room in this hell
thers no room in the next
But does anyone care
Theres a corpse in this bed

It always gets to me
Here comes the tears

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A little about me/Profile description

I am a little crazy and I love MCR to fucking peices :)
I love Pencey Prep because Frank actually has an awesome scream and singing voice and writes AMAZING lyrics
I love leATHERMOUTH because of the lyrics and its my favourite genre of music XD

I have an obbsession with the concept of revenge >:) (not the cd)
all the bastards will pay one day >:)

I hope to move to Canada or America and start a band Face The Omen which currently has one member (me XD)
I hope to learn bass to play in said band and I hope to find an amazing person to sing my lyrics :)

I'm from Ireland and I hate it here

S.O. - Bisexual bitches :P
D.O.B. - 20th December
Name - Nicole "Rowan" McGarrigle