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What Does This Mean?

Story time: There I was, laying down and reading Harry Potter for the 18th time when my phone suddenly pinged. Picking it up, I noticed it was a message from my fiance.

"My Chemical Romance posted a video on Twitter and their official site," he said.

Obviously, I wasn't about to just let that be. I quickly looked and confirmed what he told me. With shaking hands, I watched the video three times and then logged into this account. I had to reset my password, and it's been so long since I've been on here. We've all grown up, cried together, fought with one another, everything.

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I had been wanting to pop on here for awhile, but after I heard the news of, well, you guys know; I just couldn't bring myself to do it. But after giving myself time and mustering up the courage, I'm back.

I've looked back over my previous blogs and I've noticed that I had a huge attitude problem. Like, what the hell was wrong with me? Needless to say, I've changed and I'm very proud of this fact.

I'm four months clean from cutting, I've seemed to have gotten over my depression, and I'm starting to meet and talk to a wide range of people.

Wow

[Post edited: Please refrain from posting about self harm as it is against the rules you agreed to when you signed up for the website. Unfortunately due to serious legal issues we cannot allow posts of this nature on this website]

^So I find this pretty fucking stupid. I know it's not the website/ My Chemical Romance's fault. I thought this could be the one place I could go to vent about how I felt and what I was going through. Guess that's not the case anymore.