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know I'm a bad fan that didn't get it til 2 days after it came out, but I didn't have any money monday, and tuesday I had no time to go to the recordstore =/ but today I bought it, and now it's playing on my computer, and it's just great!!! =D
so worth the wait!!!!!
take care everyone!
xoxo

kind of fitting title, caus I really don't know what to write anyway ;P
I'm bored and it's in the middle of the night, so I should sleep, but don't feel like it..
miss my bf like hell.... last friday we'd been together for a month and we couldn't celebrate it cause he has gotten really sick =( and I haven't seen him in two weeks, wich will soon become 3 weeks, cause I can't see him this week either, cause I'm goinng to london thursday morning. That's something I really looking forward to tough =D I've been in london twice, but this time is really gonna be fun =) even if it's only for 4 days. I really hope my bf will feel better when I get home, cause I want to meet him now... but we've been talking a lot on skype, and I love that, cause it's free so we can talk as long as we want to =P
okay, I think I should stop writing now, I'm just babbling on... xD
take care everyone!
xoxo
Ida

So damn tired of them... I spent the time from yesterday evening til like a couple of hours ago with my bf, and I've been feeling so great and happy, cause I just do that when I'm with him, but as soon as I got home I started to feel down again, and now I just feel like crying.... when I have all reason to be happy... and I know it's because of my depression, but that really doesn't make it that much easier....so, anyway, sorry for the whining, but I felt the need to write it down...
take care everyone!!
xoxo
Ida

I just really can't sleep at the moment... and then brain stew by green day just started playing when I started on this blog, kind of ironic xD anyway, I really don't have to wake up early, so therefore it's just annoying at the moment that I can't sleep... if I had had school I would have been pissed, or depressed, now I'm just annoyed... think I have too much to think of at the moment and that's why I can't sleep... my boyfriend just asked me if he could come live at my place for a while, cause his parents is kicking him out... and I don't mind it, I think, but it's just that we have only been together for a little over a week, and known eachoter for about 3 weeks, so I really don't want to move in with him this soon, but he have no where else to go... and I really can't leave him without a place to live... *sigh* I'm happy to finally have found a bf, but it do make slife more complicaed tough... but then, I'm just so happy whenever I'm around him, so I geuss it's worth it... =)

[x]Played Spin the Bottle?
[ ]Toilet Paper someone's house
[ ]Played Poker with money
[x]Gone swimming in a white T-shirt
[x]been tickled so hard you couldn't talk
[x]like someone but never told them
[x]went camping
[x]had a crush on your broher's friend
[x]walk in the rain without an umbrella
[x]told a joke that Nobody thought was funny
[ ]been in a talent show
[ ]started laughing at someone's bedtime
[x]worn somthing your mom didn't appove of
[ ]been to a nude beach
[x]drank jack daniels
[x]cursed in a church
[ ]been called a slut for kissing someone
[x]burnt yourslef with a curling iron/straightner
[x]wanted to be a police officer
[x]dumped someone
[x]been hit on by someone too old
[ ]wanted to be a model
[x]bought lottery tickets
[ ]made out in a car
[x]cried during a movie
[x]wanted something you couldn't have
[ ]had sex on the beach
[x]had the drink sex on the beach
[ ]seen someone shoplift
[x]hung up on someone

and just accept that I feel sad sometimes even if I shouldn't... cause she says that if I accept it, then it won't feel as bad... cause at the moment I just feel worse for feeling like I shouldn't feel sad tough I do... *sigh* and at the moment I just feel I need to get things out so yeah, writing them down always helps =) and then, cause I feel so low I can't sleep either... and I don't feel like taking a sleeping pill at the moment.... so yeah, I'm online instead, trying to find some distraction....
anyway, hope everyone else is fine!
xoxo
Ida

I've been gone for a couple of months, during wich I just checked in occasionally, mostly just to check if I got any messages, but now I thin I feel like going back to being my MCR crazy old me, stopping by everyday and writing things at least once a week ;P see how that goes tough... cause school has started again, and now I'm working as well, and just got a boyfriend, so I might be a bit too busy...
so anyway, not that anyone cares, but I'll probably be more online now anyway =P
take care everyone!!
xoxox
Ida

So, two really great things happened today, I got my hair done, so now I have new hair color and it looks really amazing, but the greatest thing that happened is that I now have a boyfriend for the first time in my life!!!!! and I'm 22 years old, so it's a pretty big deal for me!! =D I'm just so freaking happy right now!!!
okay, so that was me freaking out from happyness at the moment ;P
take care everyone!
xoxox

Geuss I've just been to busy lately ;P
Been working a lot, and cause it's been so hot here I've had even worse problems than usual with sleeping, so whenI've gotten home I've been to tired to do much at all... and then I don't know, my feelings have been very much up an down.... really, it's kind of disturbing =/ but I saw my doctor yesterday, and now I've quit one of my anti-depressants, wich she didn't understand why my earlier doctor had given me to take at the same time... so hopefully I'll be feeling better soon =)
hope everyone else is doing fine, and happy international mcr day!! ;P (even if it's not til tomorrow xD)

Repost this with the subject as: I’m (how old you are) but I act (what you got on the test)

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[x] You own a credit card
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You’ve done your own laundry
[x] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are interesting

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] You show up for school late a lot
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[x] You’ve never gotten a detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 11

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[x] When you say you’re going to do something you do it
[x] You can mow the lawn
[ ] You study even when you dont have to