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So This is me. Sure Im not beautiful, stunning, gorgeous, flawless, perfect, or even hot but hey this is me. Im Ugly. But this is me. weither you like it or not, this is me. My face is fat (hell my body is fat), my hair is frixxy, my skin is pale, and my eye's are the color of shit. But this is me. Sure I may not love the way i look but I am starting to accept the way i look. Sure I'm still gonna try to lose some weight, but this is me. Im a dark, mysterious girl, but I am also fun loving, kind, and sweet. You just have to get to know me. Sure sometimes I get really low and upset but i try to get back up. This is me and this is how I will be. I love to sing and write and create. I enjoy art and I love all my friends. My life is not easy but I will carry on. This is Me killjoys. Love me or hate me, This is Me.
xoxo Angela
aka Acid Sunshine:)

If there are any good killjoys that got free time and wanna help me please message me. It's kinda stupid but please someone.
Xoxo Angela

Why do I have to be sooo damn ugly????

I fail at everything!!!! Hell I'm gonna end up dyig alone!!!!! No one wants to love a freak:"""( f*ck my life sucks so bad:"( if only I had a gun to end my suffering. Someone help me?
Xoxoxo
The reject,
Angela

Honey I'm sorry. I didn't mean to snap and hurt you. I was such a bitch and I'm so sorry. I'm the worst person ever. I'm sorry to let you down. I'm so sorry. I'm terrible and if you hate me and never wanna talk again I understand. I'm sorry.
Xo,
Angela

So almost all my friends have someone. But me? I'm forever alone:( all my friends at school have someone and they all live here!!!!! I can't get a single guy to like me!! I wish someone here would ask me out... I don't hVe the guts to ask someone out-_-
Help me!!!!!
Xoxoxo Angela

I feel really alone:"( I need a hug. I just feel soo low...

Today is the day we remember forever. We will never forget those we have lost. The ones we held closely and lost so quickly. They were the past, the present, the future of our lives. But they never got to see there future. Few did survive and we solute them for there will to pull through. We lost moms, dads, daughters, sons, aunts, uncles, grandmas, grandpas, friends, and we will never forget them. There families along with many others suffered a great pain and still do. Out of all this horror and sorrow one man saw he could change the world. And that is our beginning. Gerard way took a positive out of this horror and made it so everyone could fund joy. This is our beginning killjoys. We will remember today not only for those victims but also the beginning of our existence.
Xoxo
Angela

Happy birthday to my favorite cousin Kayla and to Mikey way as well:) Kayla is my fav cousin and she's so amazing!!! She has so much talent and potential and she's amazing!!!! It's her big 14th and I hope in the future she stays true to herself and doesn't let the bitches and whores consume her at her school !!! Luv u Kayla!!!! And to Mikey way my fav bassist happy birthday!!!! Ur an amazing guy and we all love you. U helped me feel better about wearing my glasses and being myself! Love you Mikey!!!!!!
Love and peace,
Angela

So I have this amazing friend named Emily. She has been really Down and she feels like no one on this site cares about her!!!!! She's a good friend of mine and she's so down I just want her to be ok! She's love and smart and kind and amazing. Her username is: EMILYKILLJOY22. She is such a sweet heart!!! So please if you have any kindness in your heart, reach out to her and message her! Become her friend and help her feel better!! I am!!!! Please killjoys, for me and for Emily? Please.
Xoxo
Angela