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so i had this pet rat named Simon. he looked just like the rat in the pic that is posted with this blog. thats not him (i never took any pics of him) but it sure does look like him. all white, red eyes, cute little pink nose, floppy little ears. i just really miss him. he was my fav pet i ever had. i miss watching him run around in his ball or around my bedroom. ya i hated changing his messy and heavy change but it was worth it. Simon died about one or two years back. he got sick and had these bugs that infected him. we took him to the vet and got him all better. brought him home and like a month later he got sick. i watched as he got sicker and sicker and weaker each day wishig i could do something to help. i wanted my mom to put him down but one place said he was an exotic animal so it would coast over $100 so that was a no. one morning i woke up and got ready for school. i went to check on him and there he was looking up at me with those big adorable red eyes pleading for help.

It's the late hours of the night and I'm sitting here wishing someone was up to talk. Is anyone? I can't sleep cause if I try I'll have mire nightmares. I always do. Every night. Someone please message me.

chapter 2:
Jessica’s P.O.V.
I slowly opened my eyes to find myself in a dark room. I sat up to see Kristoff in the going through my drawrs and packing clothes in my big black suitcase. I looked confused as he opened the top drawr and look inside. Kristoff pushed it shut and turned to see me staring at him.
“We need to leave, now. That vampire guy was one of the main men from a clan of vampires. They are going to come after us.” Kristoff said and threw some clothes at me. “Shower and finish packing ill be back in twenty minutes to pic you up.” Kristoff walks to me. “Im sorry you got dragged into this Jessie.” Kristoff looked down and I tilted his head up. “Hey it’s ok as long as we have each other we can get through this.” He smiled and left. I could tell he liked me, I just didn’t get why. And the bad part is, I don’t love him the way he loves me. Well time to get ready to say goodbye to life.
Kristoff’s P.O.V.

Schools terrible, I miss my mate, my sis is depressed, Im one alone right now, my friend is going through a really hard time, and I can't seem to help anyone. I just wanna die. So I will: no one cares.
Goodbye killjoys,
Acid Sunshine.

Party Poison’s P.O.V. (24)
Today had been one long ass day. We all had loads of work we did and none of us had any fun with it. But now at least we had all gotten a chance to shower.
“Party!!!” Jet smiled and waved his hand infront of my face. “Anyone home in there?” Jet continued to wave his hand and I slaped it away. Jet smiles at me I and glare. “Oh Party stop.” A sweet voice dirfted my way. I looked to see Misery sitting down next to me. “Were lucky, tonight Kobra and Rose are making us dinner since we worked all day long.” We all smile as Kobra and Rose carry in plates with lazana on it. “There wasn’t much to work with but we did find the ingrediants for lanzana.” Rose smiles and her and kobra handed us all out plates. They walked into the kitchen and then back out with there food. I took a fork full and smiled. “Great guys, it tastes great! Thanks for making us diner!” Rose and Kobra smiled and started to eat.

do you?
yesterday we were so in love. now you seem to be pushing me away.
i love you, i always will, foreer and even after that,
Your girlfriend (if you still want me)

chest tight
gasping for air
i try to scream out
through blood and tears
but no one answers
i cant breathe
i cant see
heart beats fast
ready to explode out of my chest
spraying its black blood all over
stuck in the darkness
lost in the light
can someone help me
or is this my death
still i gasp for air
and hope that someone
will find me
and save me

chest tight
gasping for air
i try to scream out
through blood and tears
but no one answers
i cant breathe
i cant see
heart beats fast
ready to explode out of my chest
spraying its black blood all over
stuck in the darkness
lost in the light
can someone help me
or is this my death
still i gasp for air
and hope that someone
will find me
and save me.

hey i now feel really bad about my last blog!!! i missunderstood. and im sorry i posted without thinking. i understand if u want to shoot me. hope ya can forgive stupid ol me.
sooo very sorry,
Acid.

it hurts when someone on this site i am good friends with starts dissing my religon. im just upset that they have to diss it even after i told them im christain. i dont think they knew how much it hurt my feelings,. or how i have been critisized and made fun of for being a Christian my whole life.
so thanks. not trying to be rude it just hurt. and im not posting this so killjoys can hate on you either. its just my way of saying im hurt by what you said. aso killjoys dont hate on my friend i just need some help.
Acid.