I Love MCR.'s blog

When your single and you cone here to tell people how you feel an all you see on zone six is A bunch of couples and people posting pictures of there bfs an gfs and talking about love. Cause yet again it reminds me how much of an ugly fat loser I am and that again I'm forever alone:"( why do I come here? Maybe I'll leave the site. I don't really know yet

A person I hold close to my heart just told me she could talk to me anymore and shed only come here for MCR stuff.... So idk if she will tlk to other ppl or not... But I'm torn up about this.... I love this person like family.... I never even got to tell her that... And if I did somethig to upset her I am sorry... So to her: I'm sorry I was such a bad friend, I'm sorry I wast always there, I'm sorry sometimes I don't know how to reply, but one thing I'm not sorry about is loving you. You were a great friend and I wish you alll the happiness in the worldy dear. Stay safe, one day please just let me know ur well and alive. Stay safe. I'm so sorry. I love you. *big long goodbye hug*
Killjoys I think I may leave this site.... I'm just gonna miss her so much.... But I respect her choice... I just wanna curl up and shoot myself. Can someone help me?
Kayla, I love you like family.

These Pictures describe how I feel...... Depression sucks.... especially when your all alone.... Will there be a boy or a girl to pull me out of the darkness, and love me forever? I doubt it......
a single, broken,
Angela.

It really sucks to be the only single person in my small group of friends..... Why cant just one guy (or chick cuz i is bi) like me? sigh..... life sucks when ur single.

It really sucks to be the only single person in my small group of friends..... Why cant just one guy (or chick cuz i is bi) like me? sigh..... life sucks when ur single.

So i guess an overweight ugly girl like me is supposed to be forever alone.... I have people at school who say im ugly and a fat freak and thats why guys wont date me.... others say a guy just want easy girls that they can get into the girls pants..... idk anymore..... At one point i liked how i looked but now i really wanna rip my face off.... no one else likes it so maybe i should..... Someone help me figure out whats so bad about me?
xoxo
Very sad
Angela

Gerard Way:
[x] Born in April
[] You've been addicted to alcohol and/or drugs
[] Born a leader
[x] You love drawing
[x] You love singing
[x] You don't take crap from anyone
[] You're afraid of needles
[]You call your friends by their last names instead of their first names
[x] You have siblings and love them
[x] You have brown/green eyes (brown)
Total: 6
Mikey Way:
[] Born in September
[] You play bass
[x] You don't have asthma
[x] You are near-sighted
[x] You wear glasses (contacts too)
[x] You've had the urge to stick a fork in the toaster
[x] Seen as the little amongst your family and friend
[] You are the youngest sibling
[] Skinniest in your group of friends
[] You stuck a heater in the shower
Total: 5
Ray Toro:
[] Born in July
[] You play guitar
[x] You have a scar on your head
[] You can't swim
[] You've got a fro
[] You're 6'1''
[x] You're shy
[x] You wear contact lenses
[] You're called the mastermind or the quiet genius
Total: 3

I miss you guys... Iv been so buisy and my Ipod broke and I feel so outa loop with the MCR world.... i didnt even know conventional weapons came out...... hell iv been out of everything...... school has been dragging me down.... people at school and other friends have been treating me like shit and i dont know what to do anymore...... i feel so lost and alone.... someone help me.... please.... im sorry to all those i havent messaged in forever.... i love you all....
xoxo Angela.

So just this past week i saw The All American Rejects in concert with Parachute and Boys like girls and now i get to go see All Time Low tonight. i had an hours notice for the concert tonihgt and im just waiting for my ride to come. i dont listen to all time low alot so i dont know any of there songs but im so excited to see em. i know there amazing and itll be cool. but im nervos

As i sit here and wander, i look at the sky above me and see a star fly across the sky. I wonder why everyone has someone but me... Iv never had someone here. Id like someone here but no one here wants me. Hell no one anywhere else wants me either. I sit up half the night crying because i know something is missing from my life... And i know that something is a person who will love me for me....
Alone and Lost
Angela