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Very scared for what's happening to me around noon. Its not a good thing and I'm absolutely terrified! And the fact that at the moment I feeling unloved and alone doesn't help. I'm scared and all alone:( but no one cares. Death is at noon. Goodbye killjoys,
Acid.

HOMECOMING SUCKED ASS AND I WAS ALL ALONE!!!!!

ok so tonight is homecoming. (bum bum bum...) so i am showerwed, i have my nails painted black, my fav ring on, and my robe is keeping me warm until i have to get in my dress:/ all i have left is my make up, hair, and getting in my dress. i hate dresses. and theres a rule for no jean/pants for girls. we have to wear a dress. so im screwed. wish me luck on having fun.
sad and missing my rose,
Acid.

Homecoming dance tonight......... Going with friends........... Have to wear a dress,............ Please kill me!!!

please if your wondering what happened read the whole blog. the today was hell was just the first line. its a long blog but please read it and help me.

today was hell.

I HATE LIFE!!!! AND HOMECOMIG!!!!!
Kill me or I wil.

I am worthless. Trash. Nothing. A fallen angel but I'm not beautiful like an angel. I'm ugly. A monster. Horrible. I can't seem to help anyone. Shunned at school. My voice is silenced. I get glared at and made fun of.
An ugly fallen angel,
Acid.

so i had this pet rat named Simon. he looked just like the rat in the pic that is posted with this blog. thats not him (i never took any pics of him) but it sure does look like him. all white, red eyes, cute little pink nose, floppy little ears. i just really miss him. he was my fav pet i ever had. i miss watching him run around in his ball or around my bedroom. ya i hated changing his messy and heavy change but it was worth it. Simon died about one or two years back. he got sick and had these bugs that infected him. we took him to the vet and got him all better. brought him home and like a month later he got sick. i watched as he got sicker and sicker and weaker each day wishig i could do something to help. i wanted my mom to put him down but one place said he was an exotic animal so it would coast over $100 so that was a no. one morning i woke up and got ready for school. i went to check on him and there he was looking up at me with those big adorable red eyes pleading for help.

It's the late hours of the night and I'm sitting here wishing someone was up to talk. Is anyone? I can't sleep cause if I try I'll have mire nightmares. I always do. Every night. Someone please message me.