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Taken Chapter 3:)

Seth's point of view.

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I need help!!!!!!!!!!

So there's this guy I like. But I really don't know what to do. I kinda wanna tell him but I barely know the guy. He seems sweet and nice but I just met him a short while ago. What the he'll do I do? What if he has a gf already? Or he doesn't like me back? What if I seem like a loser? Or not old enough? (idk his age)
I think I should give up.
A sad,
Acid.

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Ok i really need an opinion.

Ok so i need an opinion. I think that i am a very ugly fat person. I see why guys dont like me. But i want your opinion killjoys. Do you think im ugly? be honest please. I wanna know why guys hate me.
Acid.

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I am feeling really hurt and alone.

So once again the topic at lunch was boyfriends:( so once again i had to sit there and listen and feel completly out of place. See im not very pretty or skinny and see thats all guys seem to like. So that leaves me all alone. So of corse I just sat there all quiet and sad cuz im the only one whos single. so it was of corse depressing. i was about ready to get up when my friend mike called me to his table and i walked over. i spent the rest if lunch hanging with my buddy mike. and he was kind enough to only to bring up his gf once. but i still feel really alone. guys just dont like me
Acid.

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Ow

Well my mom suggested that I learn to play something this semester. So I picked the one instrument my favorite teacher teaches. Handbells. Ya ik kinda lame but they don't teach guitar so I figured take a class with my fav teacher. Handbells is actually really fun. But my arms are sooo sore! Theres only one guy in my class out of 7 people. It's funny cuz he used to go to my school. I don't know when we will actually start with the bells. For now we have chimes. There alot of fun. I have the lower notes and some of the heavier chimes. Hopefully this summer I can lean guitar!
Haha random blog!
Acid.

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Kidnapped chapter 2!!

My eyes slowly opened to reveal yet again the cold darkness. I shivered and held myself close, my whole body aches with excruciating pain. I knew soon he would be coming for me, coming to touch and harm me. He always does and when he’s done I’m covered in bruises, cuts, and scrapes. I have learned fighting with him is useless; he only takes pleasure from my weak attempts. No matter how hard I tried he always won; I never have a chance. The abuse was getting to the point where I would rather die now and escape the pain then stay alive and continue to be abused. If only I had listened to my mom; if I had only taken her warning. I wouldn’t be here if I would have listened. I would be home in my warm bed with Ryan hugging me close and keeping me warm. Ryan always kept me warm with his hugs; I remember how short I would look next to his tall thick figure. I miss him so much; all I really want is to be with him, to have him hold me. It’s been weeks since I’ve seen sunlight.

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UGH!!!!!!

I hate being the only one in my group of friends at school who's single. That's basicly all they talk about. So of course I am left out because no guy would ever like me. Wether he's in another state or even here. Guys either consider me one of them (which I hate) or as a freak. So I'm screwed. So everyday at lunch I sit on the stairs, away from the tempting smells of food (I'm starving myself because I hate how I look) and away from all my friends and there talk about there boyfriends. It really sucks cuz I usually end up crying. I guess I'm just gonna be one of those girls who goes through high school alone. Great.
Sorry to complain about my depressing life.
Acid Sunshine.

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I really don't want to go to school today

The new semester started and I get so nervous I'll screw up in all of my classes. Plus the fact there us a ton of drama between my friends. And then u add on no dress yet for the dance in about two weeks and basicly I am screwed. Why is life so hard? Well maybe today in handbells I won't get a broken chime.
Wish me luck. I'll need it.
Acid

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To those who know teenage misery.

Her computer is busted so she will not be online for quiet awhile.
Hopefully she's back soon.
Her big sis,
Acid

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I just realized something.

I am nothing. I can't do anything. The person I love is one day gonna go to Yale and I will end up no where. I'm unloved and a freak. I have no talent. No one even loves me. I. Am. Nothing.
Acid