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Whaddup #6

This weekend was awesome! I went on a Zombie Walk with Elliott, a mutual friend, and a new friend, and we had SO much fun! :D After the walk we went to the mall and got yelled at by security guards to take our makeup off. xD I took off everything except my black lipstick because REBELLION f-yeah.

I'm a bit worried that my anxiety and depression might be showing again. I don't want to put Elliott off...I just cant help the way I am sometimes. I'm trying. It's so hard. No worries, though. I know he likes me and if anything, that's my rock. I have no idea what I'll do if we ever break up. I can't even stand to think about it because I get a sick feeling in my stomach. I really need to reign myself in though and quit being so annoying. My mom has literally nicknamed me "JFO" which stands for "Jeni Freak Out." -_- she's definitely not helping at ALL.

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Whaddup #5

Whaddup, Killjoys?

Today has actually been a good day! It's the last day of the quarter, my grades are all up (except journalism but whatever) and it feels like me and Elliott are all good again.

Also, my hair looks -rockin- today. I'm on top of the world, and my depression and medical probs feel miles away! I wish I could have more days like this. I hope you guys are having a good day, too.

TR out--keep your eyes on the ball, Killjoys. Never let them take the light behind your eyes. :)

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Whaddup #5

Whaddup, Killjoys?

Today has actually been a good day! It's the last day of the quarter, my grades are all up (except journalism but whatever) and it feels like me and Elliott are all good again.

Also, my hair looks -rockin- today. I'm on top of the world, and my depression and medical probs feel miles away! I wish I could have more days like this. I hope you guys are having a good day, too.

TR out--keep your eyes on the ball, Killjoys. Never let them take the light behind your eyes. :)

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Whaddup #5

Whaddup, Killjoys?

Today has actually been a good day! It's the last day of the quarter, my grades are all up (except journalism but whatever) and it feels like me and Elliott are all good again.

Also, my hair looks -rockin- today. I'm on top of the world, and my depression and medical probs feel miles away! I wish I could have more days like this. I hope you guys are having a good day, too.

TR out--keep your eyes on the ball, Killjoys. Never let them take the light behind your eyes. :)

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Whaddup #4 (I think) Please help, I need advice asap!!

Whaddup, Killjoys?

Today was an interesting day. A friend of my boyfriend's passed away on Friday in a car accident and we were supposed to hang out Sunday, but he didn't want to anymore when I asked. I find out today that he hung out with another friend of his, Morriah, which reeeeally pisses me off because ever since I started dating him she's been hanging on him and starting drama to try an monopolize him. Or maybe I'm just overreacting, but she's really starting to make me mad. I really like this boy. A lot. I feel threatened by Morriah and I don't know what to do, because if I lash out then I look like a bitch and she wins. I do want to ask him what's up with that, though. It makes me uncomfortable that they hung out after he told me he didn't want any company.

Please, give me some advice? I really need it...

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Whaddup #4 (I think) Please help, I need advice asap!!

Whaddup, Killjoys?

Today was an interesting day. A friend of my boyfriend's passed away on Friday in a car accident and we were supposed to hang out Sunday, but he didn't want to anymore when I asked. I find out today that he hung out with another friend of his, Morriah, which reeeeally pisses me off because ever since I started dating him she's been hanging on him and starting drama to try an monopolize him. Or maybe I'm just overreacting, but she's really starting to make me mad. I really like this boy. A lot. I feel threatened by Morriah and I don't know what to do, because if I lash out then I look like a bitch and she wins. I do want to ask him what's up with that, though. It makes me uncomfortable that they hung out after he told me he didn't want any company.

Please, give me some advice? I really need it...

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Whaddup #4 (i think) Please help, I need some advice asap!!

Whaddup, Killjoys?

Today was an interesting day. A friend of my boyfriend's passed away on Friday in a car accident and we were supposed to hang out Sunday, but he didn't want to anymore when I asked. I find out today that he hung out with another friend of his, Morriah, which reeeeally pisses me off because ever since I started dating him she's been hanging on him and starting drama to try an monopolize him. Or maybe I'm just overreacting, but she's really starting to make me mad. I really like this boy. A lot. I feel threatened by Morriah and I don't know what to do, because if I lash out then I look like a bitch and she wins. I do want to ask him what's up with that, though. It makes me uncomfortable that they hung out after he told me he didn't want any company.

Please, give me some advice? I really need it...

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Whaddup #4 (i think) Please help, I need some advice asap!!

Whaddup, Killjoys?

Today was an interesting day. A friend of my boyfriend's passed away on Friday in a car accident and we were supposed to hang out Sunday, but he didn't want to anymore when I asked. I find out today that he hung out with another friend of his, Morriah, which reeeeally pisses me off because ever since I started dating him she's been hanging on him and starting drama to try an monopolize him. Or maybe I'm just overreacting, but she's really starting to make me mad. I really like this boy. A lot. I feel threatened by Morriah and I don't know what to do, because if I lash out then I look like a bitch and she wins. I do want to ask him what's up with that, though. It makes me uncomfortable that they hung out after he told me he didn't want any company.

Please, give me some advice? I really need it...

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Whaddup #4 (i think) Please help, I need some advice asap!!

Whaddup, Killjoys?

Today was an interesting day. A friend of my boyfriend's passed away on Friday in a car accident and we were supposed to hang out Sunday, but he didn't want to anymore when I asked. I find out today that he hung out with another friend of his, Morriah, which reeeeally pisses me off because ever since I started dating him she's been hanging on him and starting drama to try an monopolize him. Or maybe I'm just overreacting, but she's really starting to make me mad. I really like this boy. A lot. I feel threatened by Morriah and I don't know what to do, because if I lash out then I look like a bitch and she wins. I do want to ask him what's up with that, though. It makes me uncomfortable that they hung out after he told me he didn't want any company.

Please, give me some advice? I really need it...

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Whaddup #3

Whaddup, Killjoys?

Today was an oddly depressing day. It was a combination of things, really, some of which I can't really talk about because it's private family stuff. But it's kinda bad, and I'm rather pissed nobody bothered to tell me.

On another note, I need help. How do you console someone who's friend has just died? I'm usually the one being consoled in this scenario but I just don't know...it all seems like a blur.