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I'll Never Let Them Hurt You, I Promise- chapter 5 (PLEASE READ!!!!)

(Gerards POV)

"No.No. NOO!" i screamed out. tears were streaming down my face. I couldn't help but feel like i wanted to die. Rider..my love, my life, the only thing that kept me living, kept me from putting a gun to my head. Now one was pointed to hers. I fell to the ground, my head burriedin the pavement, my fist clenched.
"NOOOOOOOOO!"I screamed again. Tihs time Ray walked over and ut his hand on back, i could hear him crying too. What could i do to save her, I'm just, just, Gerard. I barely made it into music and was lucky enough to sorround myself with talented people. If it wasn't for them, for her, i would already be gone. Now, i didn't have a chance. I that moment i heard foot steps run past me. I looked up. through my tears i could see Mikey running towards where the van had droven to. Mikey always looked at Rider as family, as his own. She always cared for him. He's been through hard times, and she was there every step of the way.

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Its Been a bad time

i havnt been on here in forever. its been so hard. my computers been taken away cause i dyed my hair red and shaved some of it. but o well. and to my fans of "ill never let the hurt you , i promise" a new chapter is coming soon! but lets move on....
ive lost a lot of my friends. my best friend Remi, or was my best friend, has left me and wants nothing to do with me. it feels like i have no one anymore. like seriously. its so weird. i havn't felt like this in so long. but its back, and its taking over. I dont even know if i have my killjoy friends anymore, their not treating me the same. i miss my sister sophie..who i havnt been able to talk to in forever. miss you sophie <3
every guy hates me now. now 11 guys have rejected me. what could it be? ugliness? annoying? pathetic? i need my killjoys now more than ever.
ive been wanting to cut again but holding back. i really need some people. is anyone out there?

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CONGRATS ON FRANKIES NEW BABY BOY MILES!!!! <3

SO HAPPY FOR YOU CRYING WITH TEARS OF JOY! good luck i KNOW you'll make an amazing father :) <3
-Helen, your faithful killjoy <3

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CONGRATS ON FRANKIES NEW BABY BOY MILES!!!! <3

SO HAPPY FOR YOU CRYING WITH TEARS OF JOY! good luck i KNOW you'll make an amazing father :) <3
-Helen, your faithful killjoy <3

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MAN WHO SAVED MY LIFE, GERARD AUTHOR WAY <3

i cant write the 4567898765 page letter i want to about him and his bday and how much i love him. because im at school and i only have 30 minutes left in this period. but gerard...god you have no idea..
I
FUCKING
LOVE
YOU
more than anything <3
you saved my life and i can never repay you. but ill start with buying everything MCR and Umbrella Acadamy and going to every MCR show on the east coast :) <3
you haved saved my life. i wouldnt be here if it wasnt for you. so thank you
and for you i made a cake and dyed my hair red and drew some pictures that ill post later <3
so all i can say is..
happy birthday, and thank you <3
- Helen, your always faithful killjoy <3

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MAN WHO SAVED MY LIFE, GERARD AUTHOR WAY <3

i cant write the 4567898765 page letter i want to about him and his bday and how much i love him. because im at school and i only have 30 minutes left in this period. but gerard...god you have no idea..
I
FUCKING
LOVE
YOU
more than anything <3
you saved my life and i can never repay you. but ill start with buying everything MCR and Umbrella Acadamy and going to every MCR show on the east coast :) <3
you haved saved my life. i wouldnt be here if it wasnt for you. so thank you
and for you i made a cake and dyed my hair red and drew some pictures that ill post later <3
so all i can say is..
happy birthday, and thank you <3
- Helen, your always faithful killjoy <3

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I'll Never Let Them Hurt You I Promise- Chapter 4 (PLEASE READ!!! )

(Gerards POV)
No. This can't be happening.
"Don't you fucking touch her!" I start to bolt towards the man and Rider. Then Ray grabs me and slows me down a bit.
"You get any closer i shoot." the large man said firmly. And began to drag rider by the neck with this inside of his elbow to the side of the building. At the point i was fighting all i could to get out of Rays grip. but being as drunk as i was, and how strong Ray is, i couldn't get loose.
I saw Frank bolt pass me from the corner of my eye.
"You motherfucker-!" he yelled gritting through his teeth. But just as Frank began to jump at him, the man took the gun off Riders head, pointed it at Frank, and shot him in the foot. As soon as Frank hit the pavement screaming in pain, the gun was back to Riders head.
"It;s almost like you all want her to die." the large man said amused by our efforts.
"I swear if you hurt her-" i began, then i saw Riders eye's slowly begin to open.

(Riders POV)

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HEY KILLJOYS! this is my cover on desert song (not very good!) but o well! make sure to subscribe! thanks <3

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SUBSCRIBE TO MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL!

HEY KILLJOYS! ill have a lot more videos coming soon so make sure you subscribe! :D

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fro you <3

you have to be my most treasured friend . i can not express how much i love. and how much you mean to me.
trust you have no idea.
and you never will fully understand.
i have many more drawings for you. but ill upload these for now.
i love you <3