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just another song.

i would take a bullet for you
but who would have thought
you would be the one holding the gun.

when i said
ill never let them hurt you i promise
i never knew i would be the vampire.
now were just spilling blood
slowly but surely
im dying in your hands
and your smiling down at me
as you hear my last breathe
you laugh
because you know soon
ill be burning in hell where i belong.

im dead but still walking
I never meant to hurt you
but now i know im unforgiven
I took your love
and killed it with my pills
now after all this time
your bullet sleeps in my heart

this lie poisoned me
but the unknown kept me on life support
but now that its been said and done
my last days will be spent
looking into your now fulfilled eyes
as you say it was nice to know you
your goodbye will be the death of me

im dead but still walking
i never meant to hurt you
but now i know im unforgiven
i took your love
and killed it with my pills
now after all this time

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ILL NEVER LET THEM HURT YOU, I PROMISE! should i continue?

hey c: a lot of people have read some of my fanfic "ill never let them hurt you, i promise" and i would like to know if you guys really like it and want to have more? because im writing chapter 8 today. SO BE READY FOR THAT! i cant wait for you guys to read c: but what ideas do you guys have for chapter 8 or what do you want to happen? i would love to hear it. k bye c: <3

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I'll Never Let Them Hurt You, I Promise- chapter 7 (PLEASE READ!!)

(Franks POV)

WOw, the nerve of that basterd. Why the hell is her not wanting you worth taking her. He only saw her once! fucking once! and it was like 3 years ago! While she's busy worrying about everyone else that she never worrys about herself. And so i have had to take care of her since we were kids. If anything ever happened to her...i dont know..i cant even imagion. she's my best friend. And...an...ow! Ray getting the bullet out of my foot bandaging it snapped me out of my thoughts.
"I know man, just hold still." Ray said
"Oh, ok man. I'll just hold still while you dig into my foot and pull out a fucking bullet." i said back sarcasticly.
Ray laughed back just trying to concentrate on not tearing up my foot. He tied it up with one of gerards extra shirts. I just bit down on my hand so hard it started to bleed till he was done.
"Ok man im done just dont walk on it to hard-" i started to run over to gerard and mikey.
"Frank! what the hell!" Ray yelled

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SO OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG RIGHT NOW!

oh man i've had this song on replay all fucking night! love you jimmy! :D <3 lololol

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It Starting With A Hey <3

so this is for my best friend, favorite killjoy, and sister, Sophie <3
i just went through our 1st message to the our last. thats 417? messages? or 471 lol. anyways a fucking lot. i cried through the whole thing. it started with you telling me that you didnt know me, but you could understand what i was going through and you were there for me. and to tink you didnt even fucking know me, and you were that sweet <3 your just such an amazing person and hell knows i dont know how i got to deserve you <3
i think about you everyday and i cant express how much i wish you were with me at all times, like...UGH FUCK IM CRYING SO HARD RIGHT NOW! <333
you need to get on MCR.com moree! and facebook so you can see my status about you! lol its good dont worry ;D <3

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I'll Never Let Them Hurt You, I Promise- chapter 7 (PLEASE READ!!)

(Franks POV)

WOw, the nerve of that basterd. Why the hell is her not wanting you worth taking her. He only saw her once! fucking once! and it was like 3 years ago! While she's busy worrying about everyone else that she never worrys about herself. And so i have had to take care of her since we were kids. If anything ever happened to her...i dont know..i cant even imagion. she's my best friend. And...an...ow! Ray getting the bullet out of my foot bandaging it snapped me out of my thoughts.
"I know man, just hold still." Ray said
"Oh, ok man. I'll just hold still while you dig into my foot and pull out a fucking bullet." i said back sarcasticly.
Ray laughed back just trying to concentrate on not tearing up my foot. He tied it up with one of gerards extra shirts. I just bit down on my hand so hard it started to bleed till he was done.
"Ok man im done just dont walk on it to hard-" i started to run over to gerard and mikey.
"Frank! what the hell!" Ray yelled

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I'll Never Let Them Hurt You, I Promise- chapter 7 (PLEASE READ!!)

(Franks POV)

WOw, the nerve of that basterd. Why the hell is her not wanting you worth taking her. He only saw her once! fucking once! and it was like 3 years ago! While she's busy worrying about everyone else that she never worrys about herself. And so i have had to take care of her since we were kids. If anything ever happened to her...i dont know..i cant even imagion. she's my best friend. And...an...ow! Ray getting the bullet out of my foot bandaging it snapped me out of my thoughts.
"I know man, just hold still." Ray said
"Oh, ok man. I'll just hold still while you dig into my foot and pull out a fucking bullet." i said back sarcasticly.
Ray laughed back just trying to concentrate on not tearing up my foot. He tied it up with one of gerards extra shirts. I just bit down on my hand so hard it started to bleed till he was done.
"Ok man im done just dont walk on it to hard-" i started to run over to gerard and mikey.
"Frank! what the hell!" Ray yelled

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Ill Never Let Them Hurt You, I Promise - chapter 6 (PLEASE READ!)

(Mikeys POV)

It had to be the same guy. It was. But..i didn't want it to be. Not him. Not again.
"what are you talking about Mikey?!?" Gerard said getting tense.
"Gerard..do you remember those guys who messed with us a few years back. When we 1st starting out?" Gerards eyes looked down at the ground with a troubled face trying to remember.
"PSH, which ones?" Franks voice chimed in.

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Ill Never Let Them Hurt Youm I Promise - chapter 6 (PLEASE READ!)

(Mikeys POV)

It had to be the same guy. It was. But..i didn't want it to be. Not him. Not again.
"what are you talking about Mikey?!?" Gerard said getting tense.
"Gerard..do you remember those guys who messed with us a few years back. When we 1st starting out?" Gerards eyes looked down at the ground with a troubled face trying to remember.
"PSH, which ones?" Franks voice chimed in.

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Ill Never Let Them Hurt Youm I Promise - chapter 5 (PLEASE READ!)

(Gerards POV)

"No.No. NOO!" i screamed out. tears were streaming down my face. I couldn't help but feel like i wanted to die. Rider..my love, my life, the only thing that kept me living, kept me from putting a gun to my head. Now one was pointed to hers. I fell to the ground, my head burriedin the pavement, my fist clenched.
"NOOOOOOOOO!"I screamed again. Tihs time Ray walked over and ut his hand on back, i could hear him crying too. What could i do to save her, I'm just, just, Gerard. I barely made it into music and was lucky enough to sorround myself with talented people. If it wasn't for them, for her, i would already be gone. Now, i didn't have a chance. I that moment i heard foot steps run past me. I looked up. through my tears i could see Mikey running towards where the van had droven to. Mikey always looked at Rider as family, as his own. She always cared for him. He's been through hard times, and she was there every step of the way.