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Not done, but heres some of the song

Your gonna say that you didn't know
I already knew that
Your gonna say you would have helped me
lies
Lies are all those lips can say
Lets just see how well they can talk with a gun pointed to your face
Your sorry?
Too late
I got the bullets
wheres your love?
You all say I'm disgusting
Let's see how pretty you look when blood covers that face

Where you gonna run when I lock the doors
What you gonna say when a guns down your throat
They wont hold me back, not today
So I got the bullets
where the fuck is your love

Under my shirt
You wont see it coming
Through the school doors
Damn right you'll

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me: CHAPTER FOUR!!!! (please read)

Chapter Four:
I Didn't Poison Your Coffee.

What? I mean...what?!?! I shot my head back down quickly. Had he really just said that? Did I not hear him right? I must have heard him wrong. I must have. No guy has..ever, ever complimented me. And since it was Gerard the greater being. I couldn't contain all my emotions.
I knew my face had to be bright red, cause it was burning like crazy. It was the 1st time I had felt anything but cold since ever seeing Gerard. It was kind of a strange compliment though. He didn't mind my face? All that meant is that, well, he didn't mind looking at my face.

People Are Sick...

Indeed. People are sick. I always knew this but today it was proven. Lets start in order.
Okay so today was a practice drill for code red lock down at my school. We had to get into a corner and be quite. well to other people being quite and respectful is to much of a task. They were just talking and talking. but here's where them being sick comes in. Our teacher, during the code red, started talking about why these are important. 'We're in high school. we all know why we have these things'. i thought to myself. but apperently not.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKEY WAYY <3 <3 <3 <3

so happy 32th birthday your so amazing and epic and the best bass player on planet earth! i hope you have a great birthday!!!!!! <3 you deserve it(:
-Helena

HOLY SHITTTTTTTTT

ERMAHGERD! I havn't made a personal blog in quite some time.
but I on here all day every dayyy......
TIME FOR PERSONAL BLOG!
so yeah i miss just causually talking to you guys like i used to. Since you guys are so EPIC!
How has everyone been? Any cool things happening? Any cool MCR shit? haha
ASDFGHADFJKGHAKSLJFH I ALMOST FORGOT!
okay so i was sitting all lonely and shit at lunch right, out side in the court yard. And then i hear "Dude i love your shirt, MCR is the shit" I actually dropped my food and looked up. there sat a dude. Yes indeed killjoys, i found killjoy in NORTH CAROLINA!

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me: CHAPTER THREE!! (please read)

Chapter Three:
Gerard.

He just stood there. He looked me straight in the eye's. His face was serious, and a bit intimidating, but I could tell he didn't mean for it to be. His hair was now all over the place and large chunks hung in his face. His clothes were also the same, Just more ragedy and blood stained, more evidence from the night before. I suddenly felt bad, not bad for myself, but bad for him. He stood there, his face cut up and bruised. I wonder if he knew. He looked like he wish I hadn't seem him with way.

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER TWO!!! (please read)

Chapter Two:
Would You Like Some Coffee?

I was so warm. A cushiony feeling beneath me. Something wrapped me that was soft and comforting. And my head sunk into plush cushion. I was in bed. I felt around with my hand, my eyes not yet open. I could feel the wrinkles in the sheets and the tenderness they supplied. I smiled. This was a good feeling.
I finally began to break the barrier from sleep that kept my eyes shut. White sheets being the first thing into view. I then rolled over on my back. Facing the smooth off white ceiling. It really set off the black walls. Black. Hm.

The World Is Ugly, But Your Beautiful To Me: CHAPTER TWO! (please read)

Chapter Two:
Would You Like Some Coffee?

I was so warm. A cushiony feeling beneath me. Something wrapped me that was soft and comforting. And my head sunk into plush cushion. I was in bed. I felt around with my hand, my eyes not yet open. I could feel the wrinkles in the sheets and the tenderness they supplied. I smiled. This was a good feeling.
I finally began to break the barrier from sleep that kept my eyes shut. White sheets being the first thing into view. I then rolled over on my back. Facing the smooth off white ceiling. It really set off the black walls. Black. Hm.

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER ONE!!! (please read)

****NOTE! Okay...so I just spent three hours writing this 1st chapter. It was really long and a lot of little details. I was on the LAST word. THE LAST WORD. and i hit back space. it sent me back to messages and everything was erased. I went into shock and tried to get it back. i couldn't. everything was gone. 3 hours of writing were gone. I screamed And actually cried. So this is gonna be my second try. wont be as good.***

chapter one:
Coffee Shop.

I fucking hate Mondays. What good came from them? It was the end of something good and start of something you hated.

READ! KILLJOYS ARENT OVER!!!!!!!

ok. so EVERYONE is like "*sigh* no more ray guns and no more leather and no more happiness and color and no more being a killjoy and no more blah blah blah blah..."
WHAT THE FUCKKKKK!!!
we are and will ALWAYS be killjoys! Your not thinking like a killjoy! just being the new era is here doesnt mean we have to leave are killjoys identity behind. if they bring new identities then thats awesome!
Thats to need to forget about being a killjoy
Thats no reason to give up taking down BLI!
thats no need to empty our ray guns!
Thats not reason to erase the color!
THATS NO REASON TO STOP RUNNING!
so

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