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The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me: CHAPTER 8!! (please read)

Chapter 8:
Nightmares Are Always Real.

Gerard laughed and shook his head. I was just trying to lighten the mood. I was taken back and a little creeped out by the fact that Gerard had just 'thought I looked like a Helena', and I didn't know if I completely believed him. But I tried to push it to the back of my head and go with his explanation. I thought I looked more like a Helena too. I constantly asked my mom about it when I was younger, she would just shake her head and say 'Your name is your name Elizabeth'. And I had accepted it.
I realized I was still latched on to Gerard's hand and

oh...oh I just cant. AWKWARD.

oh man...I couldn't even look at this. Gerard looked like a such an awkward turtle.
the crowd was completely dead.
and nikes....really?
dad jeans?.....oh god.
Gerard this isnt you! this isnt you!!!!!! your loosing yourself! just watching this made my stomach hurt.
I mean, he did fine. But the dead crowd just made him look silly. And just how he looks....oh fuck Gerard. Come back to us.

The World Is Ugly, But Your Beautiful To Me: Chapter 7!! (PLEASE READ)

Chapter 7:
Perfect Imperfections.

I couldn't tell you how long we stayed there. Just crying. Well, mostly me. He had stopped shortly after we made our way to the floor. But me, I had been far from finished. It was the fact that someone, someone so imperfectly perfect, had seen me and had been able to look past the shitty outside to see the inside, that had made me cry. But now all the hurt over the years was keeping me crying. He saw how unhappy I was. And he actually wanted save me.
When Gerard said he wanted to save me, I didn't know exactly what he meant.

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER 6!!! (please read)

Chapter 6:
First Time Feeling Safe In Jersey.

Gerard just looked at my nervously, yet sly. I was frozen. For second I was seriously about to ask "Oh I work there, which girl?", but quickly stopped myself blushing, realizing what he meant. I'm the only person he's talked to other than his brother? It's not like he came waltzing in, striking up conversation though. He hardly said anything. And it was his first time seeing me and all he said was "Straight up black coffee." And left before I knew it. He acted like I was bothering him, like he couldn't wait to get out. He was so lying.

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER 6!!! (please read)

Chapter 6:

Gerard just looked at my nervously, yet sly. I was frozen. For second I was seriously about to ask "Oh I work there, which girl?", but quickly stopped myself blushing, realizing what he meant. I'm the only person he's talked to other than his brother? It's not like he came waltzing in, striking up conversation though. He hardly said anything. And it was his first time seeing me and all he said was "Straight up black coffee." And left before I knew it. He acted like I was bothering him, like he couldn't wait to get out. He was so lying. There was no way.

This Is What Happened to Frerard...

okay people are like "WHAT HAPPENED TO FRERARD!!!!" well. just that. frank and gerard would kiss on stage because of pure impulse and to put off homophobes. Nothing more. And if you seriously think they were or are a couple, then...just wow. But yeah thats why they 1st started doing it. To put out a message to the homophobes saying "fuck you! look at this!". ok and heres why they stopped.
They found out it was getting unwanted attention. Fans started getting a kick out of it. And took it as them being a couple and...much more. And also the fan fictions didn't help.

A small, Unfinished Song for all those fake ass singers.

Wow you sure do got everything figured out don't you?
Awh fuck im laughing
You think you got fans?
You got clones
Your nothing but a coward with a microphone

You've been through it all?
Your life is just so tough?
Yeah, I bet all the money and fame makes it hard to see
You say you would trade this life for anything?
People are starving you bitch
Can you tell me what its like to be hungry
Do I hear that tummy grumble?
Course not, so fuck off
and pull that plastic face out of your ass

You sing like you've been in love
You sing like you've felt hurt
You lip sing and put on a show
Its pretty easy

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me: CHAPTER 5!! (please read)

Chapter Five:
Not A Stranger Anymore

Gerard smirked. He was very pleased with himself. Oh, so he was one of those 'why not' people. He was urging me to stay and when I ask him why, he says 'why not'. Hm, let me think of all the reasons why not.
"1. You don't know me
2. I could be a murderer
3. I'm no hot chick
4. I've been kind of rude to you
5. Thanks to me, your face looks like it been pushed into a blender.
So, that's why not. You shouldn't want me here. I'm a disgusting failure of a human being. Okay?" Well, I wasn't expecting for all that to come out.

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me: CHAPTER 5!! (please read)

Chapter Five:
Not A Stranger Anymore

Gerard smirked. He was very pleased with himself. Oh, so he was one of those 'why not' people. He was urging me to stay and when I ask him why, he says 'why not'. Hm, let me think of all the reasons why not.
"1. You don't know me
2. I could be a murderer
3. I'm no hot chick
4. I've been kind of rude to you
5. Thanks to me, your face looks like it been pushed into a blender.
So, that's why not. You shouldn't want me here. I'm a disgusting failure of a human being. Okay?" Well, I wasn't expecting for all that to come out.

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER 4!!! (please read)

Chapter Four:
I Didn't Poison Your Coffee.

What? I mean...what?!?! I shot my head back down quickly. Had he really just said that? Did I not hear him right? I must have heard him wrong. I must have. No guy has..ever, ever complimented me. And since it was Gerard the greater being. I couldn't contain all my emotions.
I knew my face had to be bright red, cause it was burning like crazy. It was the 1st time I had felt anything but cold since ever seeing Gerard. It was kind of a strange compliment though. He didn't mind my face? All that meant is that, well, he didn't mind looking at my face.

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