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The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER 14!!! (please read)

Chapter 14:
Together Then?

Trying to clean up the paint was pointless. It had dried as quick as we had put it there. "I'm so sorry." I really didn't know what I was apologizing for. It could have been for completely wrecking his living room, destroying what ever type of old furniture he had, or ruining his clothes and probably staining his skin and hair.
Gerard scoffed and laughed. "Why are you apologizing? I wouldn't have started it if I wasn't expecting to get covered in paint." Gerard paused and looked down at my clothes, then skeptically back up at me. "Do you care?

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER 13!!! (please read)

Chapter 13:
Art

We finished up both our coffee's and slid out of deep conversation. Gerard had made his way to the kitchen, setting the dirty mugs in the sink. I took the time to look around Gerard's apartment some more. I looked passed the comic dork things and more around to the music, and something new that my eyes landed on, art. The living room was full of it. There was painting brush's, pencils, colored pencils, paper, canvas's, painting's, and just small sketch's, floating throughout the small space. I stood up and started to get a closer look.
I loved art.

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER 12!!! (please read)

Chapter 12:
Music And Ghosts

Gerard was right. People really did show their true selves when they sleep. Gerard did a lot of just holding something that wasn't there. He would turn and wrap his arms over nothing, pulling himself into a hug. Other than that, for the hours that went by, he just kind of laid there. His mouth hung open, his long black hair in a mess.
I took the time while Gerard was passed out to clean up the bottles. I stood up carefully, pulling the blanket off of me and onto him, and tip toeing over to where the bottles were tossed about.

ANY GOOD FAN FICTIONS?

I HAVE A DILEMMA!!!
i finished all these fan fictions and i dont know what to read next :(
i want to read a frerard next....ANY GOOD FRERARDS????
leave a link in the comments and i would love it!!!
the frerards ive already read are...
the dove keeper (love it)
what your heart desires
splitting of the mind
boys of seclusion
OKAY SO IF YOU LEAVE ONE THATS NOT ONE OF THOSE THAT ARE GOOD I WOULD BE SO HAPPPYYY
thank you <333

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER 11!!! (please read)

***NOTE: so im doing the cheesy thing and adding songs that go along with the chapters. like what i am listening to while writing it. so..yeah haha. the songs will be posted at the end of the chapters!(:****

Chapter 11:
Saving The Hero

As soon as noon came I was pulling off my name tag and out the door. I knew I was going against everything I had ever led myself to believe, but I wanted to see Gerard. I rushed out of there as soon as things got personal. I had walls. Thick, strong walls, that I had spent years building and adding to. One guy wasn't going to just break them down.

ATTENTION KILLJOYS! are you still reading?

so. i got 1 comment on my last chapter when i usually get 8. so..you know..thats not good. are people reading it anymore? just let me know and if your interested in reading it i would LOVE if you did(: its fan fiction so if you like those i would be so great full if you checked out mine. thanks guys(: <3

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER 10!!! (please read)

Chapter 10:
The Guy At The Window

"Elizabeth where were..oh. Oh Elizabeth what happened to you?!?!" Fuck. Yeah I saw this coming. I couldn't just slide past my boss today and act like nothing happened. My wounds from two nights ago were still there, I was even still wearing the same blood stained shirt.
"Nothing, Richard just please-"
"Nothing? That's not going to slide. You didn't come in yesterday without calling, and now you show up looking like-"
"Like my face was shoved in a blender?" I slightly smiled at my small inside joke.

Fan Girl problems? Killjoy problems? either way DOVE KEEPER WHY

UGH so im obsessed with MCR fan fictions just because...well...I love them. But im at my school library and the only thing available to me at the moment that I could read with out me having to look up and shit or reread or what ever as the epilougue and second book to THE DOVE KEEPER! possisbly not just the best fan fic of all time, but just hands down the best book. its...its perfect.
ANWAYS
yeah thats all i had and i was perfectly fine with that. you know. until I actually started reading it. DONT GET ME WRONG ITS PERFECT!

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me: CHAPTER 10!! (please read)

Chapter 10:
The Guy At The Window

"Elizabeth where were..oh. Oh Elizabeth what happened to you?!?!" Fuck. Yeah I saw this coming. I couldn't just slide past my boss today and act like nothing happened. My wounds from two nights ago were still there, I was even still wearing the same blood stained shirt.
"Nothing, Richard just please-"
"Nothing? That's not going to slide. You didn't come in yesterday without calling, and now you show up looking like-"
"Like my face was shoved in a blender?" I slightly smiled at my small inside joke.

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me: CHAPTER 9!! (please read)

Chapter 9:
Numbness Is Bliss

I wasn't lying. But I still didn't understand what was coming out of my own mouth. 'So I don't have nightmares'. I never dreamed ever, I haven't in so long. I never thought twice about it. I was relieved when I stopped, because when ever I did, I would have nightmares. About everything. So much shit was going on at once, and with my childish imagination, it was horrifying what my brain would come up with while I slept.
Gerard scrunched up his face more in pain and understanding. It's what he had guessed, but maybe he understood it more than I did.
"But..I never

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