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WHY WE CRY (a blog for my depressed soldiers, i hope this helps) PART 1

i open with this...ive been looking at pictures. why are all the girls so pretty that are crying. why do you have to be pretty to cry?!? why cant you be ugly and cry. why is all the girls crying because of love? some of us arent so lucky to even be able to cry about love. no. we cry about depression, hurtfulness, and just plain because we arent loved.
hello, im here to reach out to my killjoys who are feeling hurt and depressed. so they dont feel alone. i dont care what age or how fucking ugly you are, your beautiful to me. when your in your darkest hour with a knife in your hands..im here.

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me: CHAPTER 17 (please read!!!!)

**NOTE: oh my its chapter 17 and we;re only getting started, this is gonna be a long one xD just wanted to say THANK YOU to everyone who is reading because you guys are fucking sweet and amazing and UGH I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHH <3 you guys make my day better and mean a lot to me soo....yeah(: oh my im getting cheesy... i apologize. any who just letting you know I will be updating every other day now and will no longer be sending out messages to let everyone know. its getting to the point where i have to message 24 people, and thats alot haha.

"The World Is Ugly, But Your Beautiful To Me" readers are probably mad

IM SOOOO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING IN FOREVER! YOU ARE ALLOWED TO HATE ME!
but I have NEWWWWSSSS <3 <3 <3 <3 on FicWad I have a new frerard im writing called "We All Die" and it would make me SUPER happy if you guys read it because i love you guys and want your honest opinion. and on there i respond to every comment. I have posted one chapter so far.
AND IM STILL WRITING THE WORLD IS UGLY! its just when i have writers block with the world is ugly i usually have ideas for the frerard sooo it works out haha.
so new chapter coming out soon and PLEASE go read my new frerard.

It's been awhile....

so ive changed a lot over the years ive been on here so i thought I would uplaod some pictures of my ugly ass awkward face on here. enjoy???? haha
love all you guys and if you ever want to talk or need some cheering up just message me(: if you live in the states i always let you text me <3
and OHHHHH im starting a Frerard FanFic on FicWad so called "We All Die" and my user name is HellyWay so comment if you want to read that and if you do i would DIEEE of happiness :3
ok so now im gonna go listen to Faggot by MSI and drink some tea.
ooohhhh how i wish i was british :P
frankie xoxox

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER 16!!! (please read)

Chapter 16:
Taking Up Space

"Sometimes you just need to say fuck you to sleep, and have come coffee at ten o'clock at night." Gerard mused amusingly while he handed me another mug. I loved that each mug had a different logo or design on it. Like he would get one where ever he went. Tonight it was from an art museum in new york.
"I've always wanted to go there." I said out loud for no reason at all. Gerard looked up from his coffee and swallowed. "Where?" I held up the mug to show the Art Museum logo. Gerard lifted his eye brows and nodded his head. "You haven't been?

Interacting With Ronnie Radke *dies*

So, i went a Falling In Reverse concert last night (like my 2nd favorite band) and needless to say i fucking cried. for different reasons
1. I was at the baricade, directly infront of ronnie radke
2. lead singer of enter shakria (or how ever you spell it) crowd surfed right where i was and kissed my face.
3. Ronnie talked to me from the stage.
what we said:
me: RONNIE!!! RONNIE!!
ronnie: HUH? YEAH YOU
me: MY FRIEND RIGHT THERE! *points to my crying friend* YOU SAVED HER FUCKING LIFE! THAT PICTURE YOU JUST TOOK, YOU TALKING TO HER, YOU JUST MADE HER FUCKING LIFE! YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO HER!

Can i just saw how sorry i am?

oh man its been way to long since ive posted a chapter to my fanfic "the world is ugly but your beautiful to me". god i know it. i was in the middle of chapter 16 when..i lost it. writers block. i havnt been feeling it at all. im so sorry! please dont leave you guys ive been trying so hard i just dont want to put out something i dont like. please stay with me you guys ill have chapter 16 out soon and have 17 out sooner than i usually do to make up for it i promise! please forgive me! i wouldnt know what to do if you guys stopped reading D:

HELP FRERARD READERS HELP

DOES ANYBODY KNOW ANY GOOD FRERARDS I CAN READ? IVE ALREADY READ..
the dove keeper
the rainbow
splitting of the mind
boys of seclusion
what your heart desires
and when rain fell
IF YOU KNOW A DIFFERENT ONE THATS REAALLLLYYY GOOD AND LONG MESSAGE OR COMMENT THE LINK PLEASE THANK YOUUUUUUUU <3

The World Is Ugly But Your Beautiful To Me : CHAPTER 15!!! (please read)

Chapter 15:
Maybe We'll Live After All

I laughed and shook my head. He couldn't be serious. Oh...he was. Gerard started to take off his shoes and socks and I did the same. "This is weird." Gerard snapped his head up from where he had just taken off his last sock and gave me a wiry smile.
"Well, we're pretty weird so..." He gave me a wink and I just laughed. This was crazy, I shouldn't be doing this. Taking a shower in my clothes, with a fucking guy? Oh man, I shouldn't, but I wanted to.
At that moment all I really wanted to do was go into the shower with Gerard.

IM SORRY I LOOK LIKE CRAP IN THIS! BUT THANK YOU!!!!
and leave a comment with any ideas you have(: <3
xoxo helly

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