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so...i preformed with gerard way?!?!?!

SO

a lot of things happened that night in Philly.

But basically, i drove all the way from North Carolina to Philly and got to my hotel at 1:30am and got three hours of sleep then at 5 i got up and went to the venue. By the way, i was very very sick. like fever, gagging, and my voice was almost gone.

But it was all worth it cause i met amazing people, and my hero for 8 years gerard fucking way picked me to come up onstage and play the tambourine with him. And FRANCES BEAN COBAIN helped me get onstage and made funny faces at me while i was up there. it was actually my dream come true.

I've been on this site for such a long time, i know you guys understand how much gerard means to me. So, this is just...wow. it happened 2 weeks ago today.

I met gerard again after and he wrote out the lyrics for me "take my fucking hand and never be afraid again" which i am getting tattooed.

never thought this would happen

so im actually seeing Gerard

Live.

October 17th at the Philly date.

wow.

This is a dream come true.

I've seen MCR once on their very last tour. And I thought that was it for me when they broke. No other chance to see them. But now this is happening. I'm hoping to meet him, of course.

I live in NC so obviously im driving a long way for this show. So worth it. Gerard is my biggest hero.

Am I gonna see anyone else there?

Its been awhile...

I haven't been on here in a year.

For obvious reasons...

I just decided to come back and check things out. It seems a lot of you are still using this site, which is really amazing. Cause' it helped me a lot a few years ago. I made a lot of friends on here and wrote a lot of stories.

I used to right the fanfic "the world is beautiful but you're beautiful to me" on here, it wasnt very good haha.

Im going to to NJ and NC warped tour, the PA twenty one pilots date, and the Raleigh Monument tour, and the NC vampire weekend date. anyone else doing to those?

Chapter 20:
You Dumb Shit

“I don’t know what happened, really. All I heard was screaming, I think that was coming from the guy. Then when I heard the crash I ran out to see what was going on. I found her on the floor, and him sitting there all cut up in the face.”
“I understand, thank you, you’ve been a big help Mr. Bryar.”
“Dr. Leto, I have the fluids and the meds that are supposed to go to Mrs. Varner and- oh… I think your patient is waking up. I’ll ask Dr. Reed and come back later.”
I heard foot steps become fainter, guessing it was the woman’s who I had just heard. Where was I?

The World Is Ugly, But Your Beautiful To Me: chapter 20 (leave comments!)

Chapter 20:
You Dumb Shit

“I don’t know what happened, really. All I heard was screaming, I think that was coming from the guy. Then when I heard the crash I ran out to see what was going on. I found her on the floor, and him sitting there all cut up in the face.”
“I understand, thank you, you’ve been a big help Mr. Bryar.”
“Dr. Leto, I have the fluids and the meds that are supposed to go to Mrs. Varner and- oh… I think your patient is waking up. I’ll ask Dr. Reed and come back later.”
I heard foot steps become fainter, guessing it was the woman’s who I had just heard. Where was I?

im so sorry

i dont have the energy or the strength to discuss what is going on.
but all i want to say is, to the wonderful loves who read my story on here. if this is site is shut down my story will be lost. if anyone of you have or will save all of the them to your microsoft word, please do. and send them to my email:
hillhelen75@gmail.com
and i will post them on either ficwad or livejournal. but if the site closes before than my story the world is ugly but your beautiful to me will be gone.
my sadness and devastation from the current news is something that my words can not explain. so i wont.

so i know a lot of you love art, and so do i!
but we all look at my fanfic differently i think, like see it in your own way?
i was wondering if you guys could like make a cover for my fanfic. it could be like anything you like. drawing, edited pictures, computer made, what ever you feel like.
this is nothing you have to do i just thought it was something we could all enjoy. i could either pick my favorite for the cover to post with every chapter or i could take all of them and post a different one every chapter.
and YES i know i take forever to get up chapters and you have no idea how sorry i

so i know a lot of you love art, and so do i!
but we all look at my fanfic differently i think, like see it in your own way?
i was wondering if you guys could like make a cover for my fanfic. it could be like anything you like. drawing, edited pictures, computer made, what ever you feel like.
this is nothing you have to do i just thought it was something we could all enjoy. i could either pick my favorite for the cover to post with every chapter or i could take all of them and post a different one every chapter.
and YES i know i take forever to get up chapters and you have no idea how sorry i

so i know a lot of you love art, and so do i!
but we all look at my fanfic differently i think, like see it in your own way?
i was wondering if you guys could like make a cover for my fanfic. it could be like anything you like. drawing, edited pictures, computer made, what ever you feel like.
this is nothing you have to do i just thought it was something we could all enjoy. i could either pick my favorite for the cover to post with every chapter or i could take all of them and post a different one every chapter.
and YES i know i take forever to get up chapters and you have no idea how sorry i

LEAVE COMMENTS I DONT KNOW IF YOUR READING

Chapter 19:
Curled Up In A Ball I Give Up

The day went on, but not as usual. Instead of thinking about how much of a fuck up I was, I thought about the guy at the end of the counter. Instead of hating everyone around me, I laughed at how idiotic and stupid they look from the coffee shop window.
When the morning rush was over, I walked over to where Gerard was and rested my arms on the counter. Gerard looked up from his drawing and gave me a lop sided smile. "You've survived another attack of the black ties."
I laughed. "Barely."
Gerard closed his

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