I just wanted to explain something about the rules here, which you can view on the right hand side of the "Zone 6" page. One of them is "no self harm posts". I don't want anybody to think I'm bringing this up because I don't care, but I would like to explain the reason that that rule is in place:
Firstly, it is because it makes other members of this website feel uncomfortable - for some people it is a touchy subject, for others, it brings up unwanted memories from their past, and for some people it triggers urges and can lead to them self harming again.
Secondly, and on a more serious note, it's because of the ridiculous legalities involved. If somebody on this site were to give you advice that somehow backfired, the blame would fall on this website and on MCR, and then there would be huge legal implications. This means that this website, Warner Brothers Records and MCR could be sued (although that's unlikely), and then that would be the end of MCR.