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I have become quite the metalhead. My most played this week include songs by Metallica, Iron Maiden, ACDC, Black Sabbath, and Judas Priest. I'm mostly a Metallica fan though. My favorite songs have to be Battery, Damage Inc, and One. I still listen to MCR a lot! Probably more than I listen to metal, but how could I not? Is everyone excited for the last Conventional Weapons? Seems like just yesterday Frank announced it on the website. Time flies....

In other news, it was Catholic schools week and my class had to teacher some other grade for a period.


So, lately I have been playing the Amnesia custom story Obscurity, and I have been thinking about writing a series of horror stories. I completed one last week based off of the song Welcome Home (Sanatarium) by Metallica. I posted it one my website, so if you get the chance, read it. I think it's pretty good and I drew a little comic for it too ^^. Tell me what you think, even though it's like a fanfiction you don't have to know the character to understand it. Here's the link my fellow killjoys~


Hey guys! It's been a while. So lately my best friend did something for me to finally call it quits. We haven't seen each other in forever, and she finally came over, but guess what she was doing the whole entire time? Texting her boyfriend. I was trying to get her attention and stuff, but she wouldn't even look my way! Oh, and then she was upset that I was ignoring her later. I've had enough of her crap. Ever since then I have been in better moods lately. MCR was right when they said that for every falling sun there's a morning after. So, in other news, I am moving to PA.

Conn. shooting

I know this is going to sound really really mean and maybe a little offensive, but I don't give a flying fuck about what happened. I mean, it just irritates me so much, all the news coverage and the melancholy. Come on, BOOHOO! Its the same thing almost as Columbine. Everyone who I tell this to says I'm a heartless freak. I mean, there must be someone else out there who really could care less right? It's just in my nature I guess, living in all the tragedies. But the worst is being told you are going to hell.

The World is Ugly, but you're beautiful to me

So, just downloaded Number 3. I didn't think much of it last night when I listened to them. "Too fluffy for MCR." I thought, but later that night, I got real depressed over an issue with my friend. We argued and I finally called it quits. The World is Ugly was the only thing I listened to because I always go to MCR when there's no where left to go, which is quite often. I guess I'm just not the same person anymore. I'm not that goody-two-shoes that everyone expects me to be. Sometimes, I just wish I would've never been born at all.

Killyjoy name thing...XD

Neon Blood
Suicide Sweetheart
Star Falls
Forever Kis$ed
Under Byte
Nitro Nightmare
Amplified Suicide
Alkaline Child
Stardust Specter
the fullmetal killjoy
10. Cherry Bomb
krooked klymene
razorblade disco
marshmallow grenade
Retro Rebel
Ash americana
pyro child
Vinyl Rabbit
Agent Revenge
Lurid Kid
20.White Crayon
Killshot Delirium
Exterminator Cola
Ritalin Raygun
Lethal Toast
Retro Glory
heart eater
Pinky Pain
30. Dirty Birdy
Butane Brat
Jazz Bullets
Tempo Thief
Jett Light
Handguns Galore
Cyanide revenge
Toxic Timebomb
Adrenaline Revolution
Mad bullet


New character, hopefully. I have no name for her yet. Any ideas?

No Title

I just feel like crap now. My dad is pissy for no good reason right now. He's yelling at me telling me I am a bad influence on my little cousin who is attached to me (he's 9). We both like Black Butler and MCR and a whole lotta stuff, but my dad keeps telling me I'm the problem. Am I really a problem? Is it suddenly a crime to imprint your interests on your little cousin who actually LIKES you for who you are? I just feel like shit under the doormat now. Walked all over, pushed around to be hidden, and embarrassing for other people to see..


So, I didn't remember to tel you guys that I am back in the USA for Thanksgiving since I have relatives here. Anyway, I know a few people have been asking me for my website link. Well, here it is -
I kinda have misc things on there that have to do with anime and crap. I am a HUGE anime fan. I know you probably all know that by now anyway >->. I have to admit though, I've only seen 2 or 3 different animes and previewed hundreds more. Crazy right? I'M GETTING SIDETRACKED FROM THE MEANING OF THIS POST!

New drawings - feel free to criticize

The top male character is my favorite. His name is Tom. If you visit my website and read some of my stories, you'd know who he is. The other two are random girls. I can take requests if anyone would like one :)