Hanzz's blog

So umm...basically my dad found out I'm cutting again. I don't know how; he must have been looing through my things again or something. I have to tell my mum when she gets home but I have no idea how do it. She's most likely to get angry and say that she's wasting her time with me and shit. I really need help because I have no idea how to say it to her and my dad won't do it cause he's to ashamed. Help.

Congratulations to Frank and Jamia! one of the best blogs from the band i have ever read! i hope frank and jamia are very happy! good luck to them!

I can't stop listening to Pencey Prep! They're just so fucking good!
Also, my friend (one of my real ones) told me that she's gonna try and get Pency Prep's Heartbreak in Stereo and Leathermouth's XO and she'll lend to me once she has them! I am so fucking excited! Thanks Nikki! :D

random pic of me that my sister took. im wearing my brother wrestling mask XP

dreading school tomorrow. i don't wanna face those bitches again. my "friends" suck

www.kerrangrock100.com

vote here for all of MCR's videos!They are Helena, I'm Not Okay (New Version) [whatever that is] and Welcome to the Black Parade. Happy voting!
xoxo
Hannah

kined of different to anything they've done before but i like it!

Have you ever been in a group of people and wonder if you left anyone would notice? That's what everyday is like for me. I have no real friends in my life (except my best friend who ive known from birth but we hardly ever see eachother now). All of my "friends" have the potential to stab me in the back at any given moment. They judge me no matter i do. According to them I cut myself for attention (another reason why I don't trust my friends - they tell people your secrets), I'm boring, I'm an "emo", I'm denying God by listening to rock music, I listen to death songs, I'm ugly, I make them sick when they look at me and I'm going to commit suicide. These are people who class themselves as my "friend". I can't get out of it because I'll be on my own again and my teachers will send me to counselling.

Put your ipod on shuffle and write 50 songs that pop up. YOU MUST WRITE THEM DOWN NO MATTER HOW EMBARRISING!

1.Mastermind - Mindless Self Indulgence
2. Our Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Wouldn't Get Sued - Fall Out Boy
3. The Man Who Sold The World - Nirvana
4. Monkey Wrench - Foo Fighters
5. Fashion Victim - Green Day
6. Plateau - Nirvana
7. Brighter - Paramore
8. Christians Inferno - Green Day
9. Hands Open - Snow Patrol
10. Seaen Seas Of Rye - Queen
11. My Melancholy Blues - Queen
12. Blood - My Chemical Romance
13. When Love & Hate Collide - Def Leppard
14. 2 Minutes To Midnight - Iron Maiden
15. Wheels - Foo Fighters
16. Get It Up - Mindless Self Indulgence
17. New Rose - Guns N' Roses
18. Anything Goes - Guns N' Roses
19. Don't Cry (Original) - Guns N' Roses
20. Hallowed Be Thy Name - Iron Maiden
21. My Michelle - Guns N' Roses
22. The Ghost Of You [Live] - My Chemical Romane
23. Lights Out - Mindless Self Indulgence

i have no idea why im doing this..

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Have Fun
SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY...?
Crack The Shutters

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Where We Belong

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Horseshoes and Handgrenades

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Yulee Shoot Your Eye Out

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Headfirst For Halos

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
On It

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Our Lady Of Sorrows

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Streets Of Nowhere

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Session

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Making Enemies

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Liquid Confidence

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
My Immortal

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Brighter

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Word Forward

I am still so sad that Bob has left. His blue eyes are staring down at me from my wall and making me ache. I've still gotta deal with school today and I'm not sure what I'm gonna do. I even know that most of my friends will laugh and call MCR faggots. Today will be a hard day,

I'll miss you Bob xoxo