Hanzz's blog

So. I just came out. Online cause I'm a pussy. But I really think I made a mistake. My aunts are gonna be freaking all over Facebook (very Christian family, gay family member got disowned etc..)
And...I don't know what to do...

NOMNOMJIZZ

Picture yourself on a boat in a river
With tangerine trees and marmalade skies
Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly
A girl with kaleidoscope eyes

Cellophane flowers of yellow and green
Towering over your head
Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes
and she's gone

Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds, ah

Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain
Where rocking horse people eat marshmallow pies
Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers
that grow so incredibly high

Newspaper taxies appear on the shores
Waiting to take you away
Climb in the back with your head in the clouds
and you're gone

Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds, ah

Picture yourself in a train in a station
With plasticine porters with looking glass ties
Suddenly someone is there at the turnstile
The girl with kaleidoscope eyes

I really can't deal with the shit at my school anymore...but I can't handle change...at all...

If all our life is but a dream
Fantastic posing greed, then we should feed our jewelry to the sea

For diamonds do appear to be
Just like broken glass to me

And then she said she can’t believe
Genius only comes along in storms of fabled foreign tongues

Tripping eyes and flooded lungs
The northern downpour sends its love

Hey moon please forget to fall down
Hey moon don’t you go down
Sugar cane in the easy morning
Weather vanes my one and lonely

The ink is running towards the page
Chasing off the days, look back at both feet and that winding knee

I missed your skin when you were east
You clicked your heels and wished for me

Those playful lips made of yarn
That fragile Capricorn unraveled words like moths upon old scarves

I know the worlds a broken bone
But melt your headaches, call it home

Hey moon please forget to fall down
Hey moon don’t you go down

Sugar cane in the easy morning
Weathervanes my one and lonely

So umm...basically my dad found out I'm cutting again. I don't know how; he must have been looing through my things again or something. I have to tell my mum when she gets home but I have no idea how do it. She's most likely to get angry and say that she's wasting her time with me and shit. I really need help because I have no idea how to say it to her and my dad won't do it cause he's to ashamed. Help.

Congratulations to Frank and Jamia! one of the best blogs from the band i have ever read! i hope frank and jamia are very happy! good luck to them!

I can't stop listening to Pencey Prep! They're just so fucking good!
Also, my friend (one of my real ones) told me that she's gonna try and get Pency Prep's Heartbreak in Stereo and Leathermouth's XO and she'll lend to me once she has them! I am so fucking excited! Thanks Nikki! :D

random pic of me that my sister took. im wearing my brother wrestling mask XP

dreading school tomorrow. i don't wanna face those bitches again. my "friends" suck

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vote here for all of MCR's videos!They are Helena, I'm Not Okay (New Version) [whatever that is] and Welcome to the Black Parade. Happy voting!
xoxo
Hannah