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rereading the blog about bob i realized i never knew what happend to matt? i mean i know he was kicked out or left or somthing? so does anybody know what happend?

i havent been on my computer in a long time and when i saw the blog of bob....i started crying...i just dont know what to do. im moping around and im just....depressed. i just dont even know.

im not a really huge fan of tokio hotel but i absolutly loveeeeee this song. anybody else like it?

alright this may be a long one so bear with me. so my bestfriend and her "bf" have broken up and gotten back together like 7 times and im tired of it. the latest was on wednesday. they were goin out for 5 months and he just broke up with her no actually wait he didnt have the balls to break up with her so he had to make his friend do it. oh but thats not the worst part. while his friend was breaking up with her he and his other friend were laughing at her. yeah thats right. she was about to cry and he was FUCKING LAUGHING! this was all on the bus so after everybody else got off i screamed at him. shes my bestfriend so of course i was gonna yell at him. i mean come on? laughing? RETARDED! ok so a couple hours later she texted me saying "were goin back out" so of course i was freaking PISSED. i mean seriously? hes a jackass to her. not jus by laughin at her. he ignores her all the time except when theyre alone. but otherwise hes just a dick. anyway.

ok are any of you tokio hotel fans? well if you are i was wondering Bill (the lead singer) he is a guy now i know that. but did he use to be a girl? thats what a lot of people are saying but im not so sure.

im going to a paramore concert in may. anyone else going?? paramore is tied with MCR as my favorite band so im pretty FUCKING excited! im going with my best friend so im even more excited! yay!!! i can wait.

so my bestfriends bf broke up with her...and they were like perfect for eachother. god guys a question for you. do you not realize what you do to girls? seriously?

dont you really fucking hate posers? really i hate them. theres these girls in my grade that TRY to be emo. most people try to stop. and emo is a pile of shit. cutting yourself is a big deal and when you do it just to be cool really fucking pisses me off. one of my bestfriends cuts but she cant help it. like i really just wanna go punch those girls in the face...GOD. well on a happier note i bought the MCR shit with the motorcycle guy thingie and hot topic...sorry i dont know the offcial name but anyways yeah. dont you guys hate those type of people? cuz i sure do.

i miss my ex. i miss him so much. thats all i wanted to say. does anybody else miss theyre ex? leave a comment saying what you would say to them if you could.

x] I can't go a day without listening to music at least once
[x] I have to go on the computer at least once
[x ] I have an obsession with a band besides MCR
[x ] I'm shorter then Frank (5' 4")
[] I play guitar
[ ] I play bass
[ ] I play drums
[ ] I'm in a band
[ ] Me and a friend are trying to start a band
[x] I wish I was in a band
[ ] I have never been to a concert
[ ] I've been in a band
[x] I'm addicted to YouTube
[x] I'm always on MCR's website
[x] I don't care for the Beetles music myself.
[x] I'm bored right now
[x ] I hate it when people call me emo or scene ect.
[ ] I don't mind labels
[x] I have trust issues
[] I have anger management issues
[x] Sometimes I look in the mirror and wish I saw nothing
[x] I wonder how my friends can stand hanging out with me sometimes
[ ] I haven't eaten today
[x ] I can sing well
[x] I've been to a funeral
[x] I've fantasized about my own funeral
[ x] I've planned out my own suicide (several times.... )