Gothic Wolf's blog

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So happy i found out today that in the big day MCR are coming to New Zealand.
I am so going :) evn though the tikets arn't on sale and i don't have enough money yet :(

1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Hannah
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle):
Hanizzle
3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fave color and fave animal):
Red Wolf
4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (The first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of your mom's maiden name)
Smihaand
5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
Black coffee
6. YOUR ARAB NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads middle name, 1st letter of your siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name)
Ainursl (i am not sure but i think thats it)
7. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother's middle name):
?
8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets):
Black Shadow

School: I am 14 and at school they expect us to plan out lives now! What i learn over the next 3 years will determan my life. FUCK leave me alone it's just more stress to the pile.
Life: Earthquake after Earthquake after aftershock. When your younger it dosn't affect you as much but past 9 it does and it can hurt you or stress you out.
Home: No privacy, do most of the house work. "Boys get off your fat lazy arses and help!"
It just stress adding to the pile of supressed shit.
Other: Feel like i can't do anything right.

Thank you MCR for having such inspiring music to keep me going.

I now have a name for it XD
Thanks to whovian-lily404 for helping me get the idea

~You make me fall~

you come
you go
you hurt me
you fight
you hate
you kill me

you brake my bones
you brake my heart
you make me cry
you make me die
i start to bleed
i start to fall
and it's all because of you

i dream
i fall
i go down
falling
can't stop falling
will hit the ground

you brake my bones
you brake my heart
you make me cry
you make me die
i start to bleed
i start to fall
and it's all because of you

i will come
i will get you
you can't stop me
i want my REVENGE
so watch out
i'm coming
i'm running
i'm gonna get you

you brake my bones
you brake my heart
you make me cry
you make me die
i start to bleed
i start to fall
and it's all because of you

so much pain
so much sorrow
so many cuts
i want to ran
i want to die
i've been crying for to long
i see the edge
say good bye (good bye)
i jump
i fall
i'm sorry

In times of weakness we have to SING!!!
Yesterday thats what i did and i got my way.
Don't give up because life gets rough.
Don't give up and your will will help you get there.
But be careful on the battle you choose.
Be careful on who you fight.
Teachers you don't need to fight with all you have to do is be a good little so and so or at least make them think you are and you can get away with all sorts of shit.
Parents fun to fight with but with them depending on how stuborn they are you might get somewhere if you stay strong.

Gothic Wolf's POV:
"So Revenge where do you think there real hide out is?" I asked her.
"What do you mean real hide out?" Black Fox asked.
"We went to there training ground thinking it was there hide out," i answerd.
"Hey cut me some slack we're new," Revenge said while glaring at Black Fox as i kissed him.
"So am i. Any way i want to know why they are starting this war any way..." Black Fox said as he got cut off by Fun Ghoul.
"It's not a war and you would know that if once.....just once tolk a one of the pills."
"You tolk a pill? When? What? Why?" I asked getting more confused each quistion i asked.
"Long story."
"We have anouther half hour," Revenge pointed out.

i know this is oldish news and has to do with....rugby >=P
but we (New Zealands rugby team) kicked your ass Japan
I only feel sorry for your Tsnami not your earthquake only because we've had more :) wait thats a bad thing :(

sorry for the delay but i got disconeceted from the internet last night just as i was about to post this song so here you go.

you come
you go
you hurt me
you fight
you hate
you kill me

you brake my bones
you brake my heart
you make me cry
you make me die
i start to bleed
i start to fall
and it's all because of you

i dream
i fall
i go down
falling
can't stop falling
will hit the ground

you brake my bones
you brake my heart
you make me cry
you make me die
i start to bleed
i start to fall
and it's all because of you

i will come
i will get you
you can't stop me
i want my REVENGE
so watch out
i'm coming
i'm running
i'm gonna get you

you brake my bones
you brake my heart
you make me cry
you make me die
i start to bleed
i start to fall
and it's all because of you

so much pain
so much sorrow
so many cuts
i want to ran
i want to die
i've been crying for to long
i see the edge
say good bye (good bye)
i jump
i fall

I want to cut my self agian real bad.
I know everyone tells me NO IT"S A BAD IDEA POITLESS blah blah blah but my family get to me you know.

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Anyway if you are or want to read my fanfic i'll be writting one later or tommorw it depends on how much time i have.

Also i am going to post a song later if you want to read or just i can message it to you if you ask.

This is so sad but oh well.

my camp form:

What to bring:
Blah, Blah, Blah
KNIFE, fork, spoon
Blah, Blah, Blah

Camp rules:
No alcohol, drugs or WEAPONS
Blah, Blah, Blah

i knife can be used as a weapon
So HA

and yes i know they mean no sharp knives but come on

~Gothic Wolf~