Gothic Wolf's blog

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How do you say tell a guy that you don't like them gentally after they say they love you.

It's not MCR but it's my next fav band Evanecsence.
I get to go for my birthday present from my friend!
There paying for the plane tickets and everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have the best friends

It’s dark and all I can see all I can see is a scarlet rose surrounded by grass. I reach down to pick it but as I touch it each petal falls off, one by one turning black. As the petals touch the ground the ground collapses beneath me. I fall in to darkness and hear voices repeatedly shout, “Unclean and impure. Not worthy.”
My eyes opened and next thing I saw was my dresser and my book shelf. I was back in my room. It was just a dream, I thought to myself. But it felt so real.
The next morning at breakfast I told mum what I dreamed of but she just said. “It’s just because it’s Halloween tomorrow and all sorts of strange things happen.” But I wasn’t convinced.
Mum had beautiful black wavy hair that went past her shoulders. She wore a long dark purple corset dress. Mum was into Victorian clothing or anything Victorian for that matter, that's why she became a history teacher.
“So mum, where’s Dad?” I asked.

Heres the poem.

People say the past is the past
But they don't get it
You can't just let it go
Years of nurtured hate
If you look into our eyes
as we glare at each other
You’ll see our pure hate
As we wait for the other to die
So we can dance on their graves

But now we cook together
In a room full of knives
Pans to knock them out
And a hospital near by

All these dreams
On how they could die
But no courage to follow along
Wasted nights
Dreaming of the ones you hate

I'm in year 11/form 5/NCEA level 1. And because I got bullied and had a bad reputation I moved schools. Frday was my first day at school this year. I was completely freaked! As I walk to the bus stop I almost fell over and I was hyperventilating (which I’ve never done before). Then I got to school an hour early (I didn’t know how long the bus would take). Then I found 2 people I know. Then we had to go in the cafe where I saw my enemy.  Well we were in there we meet some of the important people at school. And it was quite funny the councillors are could Glen and Glenete. Then we had to be separated into our form classes which sucked because I know 2 people in there who I don’t really like but I got a nice cooking teacher so it’s not all bad. Then we went back into the cafe and I meet more people -_- and we had to choose our morning activity. I did rock climbing, which was awkward because I was the only chick.

Apparently in Queenstown New Zealand a few weeks ago it snowed. And over here is summer. So Yeah thers a intresting fact for they day.

~Gothic Wolf~

This year on Friday it will be the last time The Big Day Out are in New Zealand and for me it sucks because i really don't wont to go all the way to Ausitralia for a concert.
It sucks because I'll be older enough to see MCR and the next Big Day Out they go to.

These are some of my first poems.

Loved but hated
Broken but happy
Dead but living
Confused but aware
The world is bright
To me it's blinding
Complements hated
Insults Loved
Reality slipping through our fingers
Imagination dieing fast
Everything going black

And here is one of my friends

Did you ever taste Revenge ?
Bittersweet and broken, but beautiful all the same

Did you ever smell her fear ?
Pure terror as sparkling siver cuts her skin

Did you ever see her bleed ?
Misunderstood and drowning in a sea of crimson red

Did you ever hear her screaming ?
A bloodcurling longing to be whole again

Did you ever touch her heart ?
Feel the little pieces pulsing, alive in your hand

Now, when you see her scars
Can you try to understand ?

There are more AWESOME poems here (not all from me.)
http://www.chickensmoothie.com/Forum/viewtopic.php?f=57&t=323899&start=1640

She is quite a close friend and isn't really enjoying life.
Please i need help advice, something, i don't know
i just want her to be okay and i was hoping someone here could help