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My 100 Truths

1. Real Name? Jessie

2. If you could change your name? Probably not, but I used to want my name to be Skylar

3. Obsessions? Bands

4. Male or Female or Other? Female

5. Elementary School? I moved away from my old elementary school

6. Middle School? nah

7. High School? Junior Year

8. Want to go to college? It'd be nice

9. Natural Hair color? Brown

10. Tall or Short? Tall

11. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans

12. Phone or Camera? Both

13. Health Freak? No not really

14. Orange or Apple? Apple

15. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes

16. Eat or Drink? Drink

17. Ever broken a bone? Nope

18. Pepsi or Coke? Either is fine

19. Been in an airplane? Yes

20. Been in a relationship? Yes

21. Been in a car accident? Nope

22. Caused a fight? Probably


24. Best Friend? Christina and Big Jess

25. First friend you ever made? This kid named Arthur, I think.

26. First Crush? Uhh...Zac Efron?

27. First Word? Couldn't tell ya

Kinda nervous...

So tomorrow is the start of Junior year for me...I honestly don't know what to expect. I have no idea who I have classes with and some of my teachers I've only said a quick "hello, good morning!" to as I hurried off to whatever class I was on my way to. I feel like I'm gonna have a shitty time trying to make some friends, since the 'friends' I have now just like to talk and most of them start drama...I have no idea what I'm gonna do at lunch; who am I gonna sit with?
I'm definitely looking forward to getting my class ring though...when I get it I'll post pictures so you lovely people can see it :)
My boyfriend and I are still going strong, thank god. We really haven't fought over much, just silly little things. At least I know I have friends where he works and I always have you guys-my lovely Killjoy family (though we are sooooo dysfunctional at times)


I feel like my 'friends' only keep me around as something to take their anger and frustration out on...they don't include me in anything 99.9% of the time and then they just ignore or talk over me. I was supposed to go to one of their sweet 16 parties tonight but because my mum was working, I had no way there. I asked everyone that was going if they could help me out and they all said no. Even the two people I consider my best friends in the world are starting to drift away from me...the only one who seems to want to talk and be with me is my boyfriend.
My older brother says that my sister


I'm at a conference right now for young writers and we just did this setting writing so here's what I wrote about the boat picture we were looking at:

The white covered boats sat all around. Only a few remained uncovered, since they were to be put in the water soon. During the evening and through the night, a group of misunderstood, wild teens would meet up at the docks that were at the bottom of the hill. They would jump onto the uncovered boats and pretend they were pirates. They would jump into the warm water see if they could push the shadowy boats that were in their watery path.

Editing :)

Hey guys :)
So lately I've been getting into doing more edits like this one here that I did of myself. I love editing things like this...they come out so damn cool in the end.
Just wanted to share this real've you lovely people been? Hopefully you're not getting buried in snow like me and my boyfriend are.
See you in the zones, Killjoys!
Jess xoxo

Airsofting :)

(Before people tell me that the picture is sideways- I already know. I have eyes and can see out of them.) This was taken this past Saturday on the airsoft field where my boyfriend works during the game titled 'White House Down' where I got to be the First Lady and oh my gosh it was so fun :) Anthony was the President and we had such a great day together....we also went to Ihop after and ate lots of pancakes lol

That's really all I have to say for the were your days,my lovelies? I hope they were wonderful and if not then here's a huggle (>^.^)>

Jess xoxo

I think I might be in love....(>^.^<)

I've been really good friends with this guy that we call Silva (his name is a common one at our school,so we have to give certain people nicknames) and we've been talking every day for the past few months and we've gotten really close. We've been dating for a little while now and I gotta say...I really really love him. Silva is the sweetest guy in the world :3 <3 He once said that he was going to base a story off of me and when I asked how, this is what he said:

"You are the center of all things great.

*sigh* Life sucks...

Hey Killjoys, hope your lives are going better than mine is at the moment.
Well, my parents just told my brother and I that they're getting divorced. We're staying with my mum, but we'll still get to see my dad. It really sucks, ya know? I mean, I'm not as effected as my brother is because I already knew. I already figured it out. My dad...well he wasn't exactly very faithful to my mum. I still love both my just really fucking sucks. My brother and mum are really emotional...I'm not, and I feel like a real bitch because it really hasn't hit me yet.

Just thought you guys should know....

I changed my Killjoy name!Before it was Lightning Strike,but now it's Lady Lightning (so people can still call me Lightning haha) :) My new name just....flows more :P
That's all for now....
See you in the zones!
Lady Lightning xoxo


My mom just got me tickets to see Black Veil Brides in January!!!!! :D Eeeeep!
I'm going to see them in New Hampshire,so if anyone's going then,I'd be glad to meet you and give you a hug lol :)
Lightning Strike xoxo