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I feel like my 'friends' only keep me around as something to take their anger and frustration out on...they don't include me in anything 99.9% of the time and then they just ignore or talk over me. I was supposed to go to one of their sweet 16 parties tonight but because my mum was working, I had no way there. I asked everyone that was going if they could help me out and they all said no. Even the two people I consider my best friends in the world are starting to drift away from me...the only one who seems to want to talk and be with me is my boyfriend.
My older brother says that my sister


I'm at a conference right now for young writers and we just did this setting writing so here's what I wrote about the boat picture we were looking at:

The white covered boats sat all around. Only a few remained uncovered, since they were to be put in the water soon. During the evening and through the night, a group of misunderstood, wild teens would meet up at the docks that were at the bottom of the hill. They would jump onto the uncovered boats and pretend they were pirates. They would jump into the warm water see if they could push the shadowy boats that were in their watery path.

Editing :)

Hey guys :)
So lately I've been getting into doing more edits like this one here that I did of myself. I love editing things like this...they come out so damn cool in the end.
Just wanted to share this real've you lovely people been? Hopefully you're not getting buried in snow like me and my boyfriend are.
See you in the zones, Killjoys!
Jess xoxo

Airsofting :)

(Before people tell me that the picture is sideways- I already know. I have eyes and can see out of them.) This was taken this past Saturday on the airsoft field where my boyfriend works during the game titled 'White House Down' where I got to be the First Lady and oh my gosh it was so fun :) Anthony was the President and we had such a great day together....we also went to Ihop after and ate lots of pancakes lol

That's really all I have to say for the were your days,my lovelies? I hope they were wonderful and if not then here's a huggle (>^.^)>

Jess xoxo

I think I might be in love....(>^.^<)

I've been really good friends with this guy that we call Silva (his name is a common one at our school,so we have to give certain people nicknames) and we've been talking every day for the past few months and we've gotten really close. We've been dating for a little while now and I gotta say...I really really love him. Silva is the sweetest guy in the world :3 <3 He once said that he was going to base a story off of me and when I asked how, this is what he said:

"You are the center of all things great.

*sigh* Life sucks...

Hey Killjoys, hope your lives are going better than mine is at the moment.
Well, my parents just told my brother and I that they're getting divorced. We're staying with my mum, but we'll still get to see my dad. It really sucks, ya know? I mean, I'm not as effected as my brother is because I already knew. I already figured it out. My dad...well he wasn't exactly very faithful to my mum. I still love both my just really fucking sucks. My brother and mum are really emotional...I'm not, and I feel like a real bitch because it really hasn't hit me yet.

Just thought you guys should know....

I changed my Killjoy name!Before it was Lightning Strike,but now it's Lady Lightning (so people can still call me Lightning haha) :) My new name just....flows more :P
That's all for now....
See you in the zones!
Lady Lightning xoxo


My mom just got me tickets to see Black Veil Brides in January!!!!! :D Eeeeep!
I'm going to see them in New Hampshire,so if anyone's going then,I'd be glad to meet you and give you a hug lol :)
Lightning Strike xoxo


I'm actually pretty happy right now!
Last night,my friend Nolan (who I've liked for a reaaaaaaaaaaaaaly long time) finally told me that he liked me back and that he'd be breaking up with his current girlfriend soon (things aren't working out).He said that He has liked me for a bit too,so I'm in a pretty good mood right now.
Today,me and Nolan talked some more and then me and Christina went to the zoo and got these cool stuffed animals that are soooooo flipping cute!I named mine after Nolan,since he liked it a lot haha
Christina named her's Riker Blane *whatever the last name was she chose

Q+A videoooooooo

Hey guys :) I really wanna do a Q+A video but i have no questions -.-" If ya wouldn't mind leaving as many questions as possible,that would be amazing <333333 I would seriously love you forever!Any kind of questions are accepted!!! <3
Lightning Strike xoxo

PS:I will mention your username in the video :3