gerard197749's blog

..im such a wimp i could not tell my bf what i did
and i still feel rely bad
i want to tell him but i just cant im afraid
to just tell him ;[
y cant i just say what i did right to his face im
feeling rely rely bad for not telling him ;[
i rely want to tell him but yet i dont ;[

someone help me !!!
i dont want to keep this secret
i have enough on my mind as it is and now this ;[
god i hate guys!!!!

(not all thou )

night mcrmy im not feeling good som im going to bed ;[ soo night night mcrmy ;]

i hade a great time at the relay ;] i stayed up till 5 ;]

im sry...
im sry for every tear you sheared cause of me
im sry for every cut you made to take the pain away
im sry for for every thing i made you do
im sry for every cigarette you ever light cause of me
im sry that i was not a good gf but im trying to be
i love you and im sry and nothing is ever gonna change that

(this is for my bf i love him but i broke his heart a few times and im so sry for what i made you do i love you and i wish i could take it all back i never ment for you to hurt yourself cause of me and i wish you did not hurt your self cause of me )

someone help me!! plzz give me advice cause
i made out with a defrent kid then my bf but it wasent my fault ;[
but mcrmy should i or shount i tell my bf

i need every ones advice ;]
plzz help me !!

ill be on tomorrow

..wish me luck im going to a all night relay ;[ ;]

i can start to see my floor again ya ;]

.. im stupid cause its around 1 in the moring and i just got done taking a shower thats rely crazy but im staying up all night and tomorrow cause of the relay for life ;] its a all night thing and any one that wants to go can go and my friends and i would get rely hyper and we would get so hyper that it would look like we are high but were not its rely funny ;] but ya thats all ;]

im CRaZy ;] lol