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hey guys so im moving to Indiana and was woundering if anyone lived in kokomo? ill be moving there i would like to have a friend or two already. .-.
and i know some people dont like the idea of meeting people from the internet. but thats how i have most my friends lol but yea let me know please c:

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hey guys i really need some cheering up.. a little help.? please?

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hey guys! so i was thinking about what piercings i wanna get.
like i have snake bites and im getting my belly pierced next time my friend alex comes up. and i wanna get my brig pierced. but i was thinking about piercing my nose again.
what do yous think? would i look good with it??

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i love you<3

this is just a poem i wrote<3
Put down the razor put down the rope step away from the gun. Times are hard and your feeling low. You fell down and you can't seem to get back up with out a helping hand. So take my hand and when you rise you'll be stronger then ever. It will still get hard but you won't be alone when you fall down I'll be here to pick you back up. I'll give you a hand to hold and guide you. <333

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hey guys i need to get some stuff off my chest and i just need to talk. so a few days ago. my pop pop was put on life saport he had a heart attact and the way its going there going to end up pulling the plug. when i first heard the news. i became numb i dident wanna feel anything i dident feel anything i was just numb. i went on facebook and seen a picture of him he looked so happy. then it hit me. im never going to be able to see him again. im never going to be able to hug him or even say goodbye. i broke down i couldent stop crying. i stayed the night at my boyfriends then the next day i wanted to see my best friend alex. (guy in the picture) and he gave an attudie and everything so i went over and hugged him and i dident let go and i had no reason too. they asked what was wrong and i just sat there and cried on alexs shoulder. it all came out. all day and night he let me cuddle and cry on him.

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psst..i have something to tell you O:

so i sorta got a fishy! :D he is sho cute!!
hes red white blue and black :D hes so cute!
jdsghlsj hes a beta fishy! :D
lol yea i love my fish his name is Philip :))

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Ello Loves.

Ello. Pammy here c:
i thought i should start posting a blog once a week on hows school going.

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ello loves.

Ello. Pammy here c:
i thought i should start posting a blog once a week on hows school going.

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stay beautiful<3

so i was looking threw my old blogs and i relised how suicidal i was.. how much i hated life and my family. how i blamed them for all my problems. how i hurt myself over what other people said. i now relise that things get better with time. yea i still have many problems but im alive and well. thats all that matters. yea i still get bullied but who dosent? yea im very inscure about myself but who isent? yea sometimes i wish my life would end but who dosent in the dark times? all i know now that im in a better state of mind is that. life is what you make of it. get rid of the people that hurt you and cause drama. gget rid of everything that you hate. your bored with your life.? go do something fun and exciting take a chance. change the way you live. dont give a fuck what people think. be YOURSELF NO ONE ELSE. recently i went to the shore and seen alll these pretty chicks skinny and fit tan blond and just perfect. i relised MY boyfriend/ fiance checking them out.