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It's difficult to know what to call this. It's like a heart monologue.

I've lost you and I don't know how to get you back. I made a mistake.
It's was a terrible, nasty, horrible thing to say. My tongue felt sharp and black.
I felt like my whole world turned upside down and I just couldn't shut up, I carried on going even after you went away. Why do I always have to win? Such a stupid cow. I was wrong. I'm always wrong, but I always made it right. For me. And I hurt you so fucking much.. I'm so sorry my beautiful angel.. I'm sorry.

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MCR/ The Blackout/ LostAlone

Let's be honest. The quality is shit, but fuck me it was IMMENSE! :D

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My 18th Birthday!

23rd May was my 18th birthday, but the Saturday (22nd) I got my first ever tattoo.
The one for my mum. Just in case I didn't like them I wanted to dedicate it to the one person in my life who loves me the most.

I had an AMAZING birthday. Finally, for once it didn't rain. :) Which it usually consistantly does EVERY YEAR.
We had a bouncy castle! And yes we are all 17 or over. Which made it all the more amazing. But all of us being smokers we were obviously knackered.

Anyway, no-one wants to read about this, I just wanted to point out that in the first picture i added a subtly My Chemical Romance tribute. Note the little Gerard and Helena on the top. It's also in red black and white, which are my favorite colors.

Thanks for reading, and if any My Chemical Romance members DO happen to read this, I'd love to hear what they think. This is going up on Twitter too. And Facebook!

(http://www.twitter.com/Gee_Rawks)
(http://www.facebook.com/Gee_Rawks)

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Music...? FUCK YEAA BOOOOOOY!

[10 Favorite Bands]

1) My Chemical Romance
2) Coheed & Cambria
3) System Of A Down
4) SlipKnot
5) OT3P
6) Funeral For A Friend
7) Avenged Sevenfold
8) Tenacious D
9) The Used
10) HIM

[10 Favorite Songs]

1) Helena- My Chemical Romance
2) Stealing Society - SOAD
3) Afterlife - Avenged Sevenfold
4) The Suffering - Coheed & Cambria
5) It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Fucking Deathwish - My Chemical Romance
6) Vermillion - SlipKnot
7) Cut Up Angels - The Used
8) Sugar, We're Goin' Down - Fall Out Boy
9) March Of The Martyrs - OT3P
10) Juneau - Funeral For A Friend

[Your Top 10 Most Played Songs]

1) Wake Up - Coheed & Cambria
2) Hositality - Funeral For A Friend
3) Blood Red Summer - Coheed & Cambria
4) Your Revolution Is A Joke - Funeral For A Friend
5) Insects - Breed 77
6) Feathers - Coheed & Cambria
7) A Favor House Atlantic - Coheed & Cambria

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you're my sweet revenge.

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Listen?

There's no use in this because nobody listens. Everyone has a story to tell, need's someone to listen. But nobody listens to girl with running make-up and hair over her face. Nobody listens to this fallen disgrace.

Die.
Down.
Cry.
Inside.

Smells like regret. I can feel the hunger, burning, crying because nobody listens. I have no reason for existence.Nobody listens to the one with bloody wrists, raising her fists to fight for somebody to listen. "Why does nobody listen. Can't anybody love? Doesn't anyone notice? What have I done?" She cries inside, with a vengeance, twisting like a serpent, biting, bleeding, screaming, dying. I am dying...

To be seen. It's like agony when nobody listens.
It stings like the icy stab of a belt across my back. Nobody cares. Nobody listens.

I am dying.
Because nobody listens.

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Get Well Soon.

I know how Gerard feels at the minute.
seriously bad throat. That and I can' stop fucking coughing,

ahh, what we'll do for a cigarette eh?

But seriously, get better Gerard.
sorry I only heard this morning. I feel for you Australia.
But I can say I'm glad they didn't cancel on UK. Not that they have any dates for us yet.

Yeah, again, get well soon.