Geekikid's blog

*squeaks*
I am SOOO godamned nervous. I'm doing a full-time course on Music Tech. 3 days a week, as it's my dream to become a producer xD (I can dream, can't I? lol)I enrolled last Monday, and I am THE ONLY girl on the course -cheesy proud grin- but I'm still nervous, and I somehow get the feeling I am NOT going to make any friends, and be the weird loner kid as usual. Most the people on my course are so immature for being in college, or it's me cause I am too mature for my age.

They all seem like gangsters and I seem to be the only serious one who's doing the course out of passion and love, but more than not making any friends, I'm afraid I won't do my best and let everyone down :(

To make it even worse is that I'm just getting over a cold, and it's left me half damned deaf in my left ear, so I can hardly hear ANYTHING out of it.
So freaking out right now. O_O;

After much persuation, I plucked up the courage to post something from my poetry book. Ehm. Constructive critizim?

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Love's set in like fire,
Lit candle to burn so bright,
Love's like a rose petal,
Soft and delicate to the touch,
Love's your heart opening,
To the joys of your feelings.

World's an open horizon,
Set free your burdens,
Let your soul fly,
So high and touch the sky.

We are one, and we are strong,
No depth can we not peril,
For we're strangers of love.

Love is our fire,
Lit so bright our candle,
Opening up heavens above,
Stars shine bright, as angels rejoice in their song.

We are one.

And as we stand like sky scrappers,
We're tall and won't back down,
Dreaming silently, as stars above shine bright,
Passionately deep, against the night's glow,
Hand in hand, touch of my heart,
And as we stand like sky scrappers,
Love's in our hands.

We are one, we're strong,
Love's our fire, no depth can strain our goal,
We are one, we are one,

The new site looks amazing, guys. (Not sure if anyone reads this or not, but I'll just talk to myself!)

It looks incredible, with the new layout and new album on the way :D I love the random sentences that keep appearing underneath "MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE" every time you go from one of the other sections to homepage. Lolz.

The place Ray stayed at looks like heaven. So beautiful, I can't believe my eyes. --Late-- Happy Anniversary to Gerard and Lindsey :D

I have no idea what to type. It's currently 4:42AM and I've been awake all night, plus I am ill and we're going up to Dorchester for two days. Totally sleeping all the way there to avoid my motion sickness!

MCR songathon? It's much needed.

if anyone even reads this, lol, see ya xo