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music, thoughts of suicide and good old-fashioned depression.

Once again, I am back to let off steam and have a whiny, self-centred, brattish rant, about how fucking pointless my life is. Starting from. Oh. now.

So, right now, I am listening to MSI and thinking about how everybody's made it out alive. All, except me. I've finally figured out I'm a fucking nobody and will always be that way. I've just discovered that I pointlessly try just to be told by everyone, I am not good enough. That I'm just a fucked up waste of space. And I'm about sick of it. I'm sick of everything. I can't eat without my family totally bullshiting me about how fat I am.

I need a favor regarding The Umbrella Academy...

Okay, basically, I really, really want to do this MASSIVE poster of TUA (as in for the hopefully upcoming movie of it) but I can't find individual pictures of each member of TUA any where. Not even on google.
It doesn't help that I don't have the Comics any more as my mom "accidentally" threw them out... -_- So I have to repurchase them at some point.

Anyone able to help me out here? lol
Thanks muchly MCRmy!
xo

Will You Be My Friend???

LMAO.

Perfect <///33

I'm just fucked off with life now.
And Flyleaf are amazing.
Just tragic I feel related to nearly every single song of their's. >.>
Can I die now please?

Drawing of Pepe (:

*Sigh* I use to have a near enough spot on drawing of Pepe but I lost it two years ago..
I did try to illustrate him again.. What you think?
He's drawn in pink pen -_-: and isn't clear to see very well I know.
He's not very good.

OKAY GUYS. I NEED YOUR HELP FOR A COMIC BOOK I'M MAKING.

After some persuation, my best friend has encouraged me to once again pick up a pencil and draw, after I had intended to give it up.

I'm doing a comic book called "Pedro The Super-Penguin" lol, the story behind Pedro is that my friend absolutely loves Penguins so I'm dedicating this to her.
But, I need your guys creative suggestions!!
OK, so apart from Pedro, I'm giving you the power of what you want to see in the comic book; whether he has 50 arch enemies, an assistant, etc.

I'm doing it as a weekly series, as it gives me time to sketch 'em up, inbetween college life and shit like that.

What My Chemical Romance Really MEANS. ((FOR MCR AND ALL YOU GUYS!!)

Okay, please don't nick this guys. It's my lyric writing, and it took me ages to do.
But I do want to share it with you guys...so here goes.

What My Chemical Romance Really Means;

It starts with a boy in a basement,
So reserved, quiet and shy,
For his only company,
Was the artwork by his hand.

And on his way to work one day,
Travelling through the city of New York,
Where disaster struck, knocked him back,
Amongst distraught screaming,
It comes to him now, he needs to do more,
Than the artwork in his basement room.

He set out that day afterwards,
Calling everyone, asking if they were happy,

You're My Chemical Addiction.

You're My Chemical Addiction;

V1.

Slowly, slowly, watch it all go,
The world's in slow motion,
And we're striving for the notion,
Of our unwanted devotion.

Chorus.

Who are we? We're the kids with attitude,
The ones who don't belong, who aren't,
Part of your crew, with much more intellect,
And our creativity will blow out your minds.

V2.

Passionately we're strong,
Destructively, we don't belong (and you make it known!),
So what's your reaction,
To a chemical addiction?
You're my addiction.

Chorus.

V3.

Your face's printed memory less inside my head,
Who'd ever want to remember you?
Stick your

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD<333

Happy 33rd Birthday Gee!!
May you have a splendid day, filled with joy,happiness and laughter. I hope today brings you everything you're hoping for, wishing for and aiming for. (: May you have an amazing day around every single person you love and respect.
Have loads of cake, and other fatty stuff's and all that jazz, cause today, it's YOUR Birthday!
And that calls for a celebration (:
Many Happy Returns, Gerard. :]
xoxo Best wishes for throughout the remaining of this year.

who are you?

GERARD:
( ) You're born in April
(x ) You've been addicted to alcohol and/or drugs
( ) You're a born leader
( x) You love drawing and you do it well
( x) You love singing
(x ) You don't take sh** from anyone
( x) You're afraid of needles
(x ) You call your friends with their last names instead of their names
( x) You've got siblings and you love them
( ) You're the oldest child
Total: 7

RAY:
( ) You're born in July
( ) You play the guitar
( ) You've got a scar on your head
( ) You can't swim
( ) You've got a FRO!!!
( ) You're 6'1"
( x) You're shy
( ) You wear contact lenses
( ) You're called

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